Not to bombard with a ton of messages but I would like some insight?

[Guest guest]

Maybe you can help me with this Chrism. I know you mentioned wasps may come to

sting you and to thank them for it. Well this just happened...

 

I was sitting outside on my balcony reading my email and chatting with my

friend, Erica. Suddenly a wasp came carrying something. It delicately dropped it

right on my laptop. I didn't spook it or anything... it just placed it right

where I could see it. It was a dead spider. Limp and freshly killed. Not like it

had been feasted on. In perfect condition. It then flew around me and then

landed on my rails on the edge of my balcony. I waited for it to sting me, but

it didn't.

 

Watching me. I thanked it, I then took the limp spider and delicately placed it

on my ottoman. I then went inside.

 

Does anyone know what this means?

 

P.S. Sorry I have been sending so many emails as of late =)

 

-Tiff

[Guest guest]

dear Tiffany

 

powerful awareness about your Mom and the link with the fears that have

been coming up concerning demons. . .

 

there are a number of possible meanings concerning with the spider. .

..but due to the previous entry about your Mom . . .this psychoanalytic

symbol of spider dream might be of interest and revelant. . . I will

just copy. . .

 

 

 

" Freud mentions a case in which a spider represented one aspect of the

mother, namely, an angry mother, of whom the child was afraid. It is not

clear, however, why the spider should stand for just these

characteristics in the mother.

 

It might be because spiders catch and kill smaller insects; for such

creatures, small animals, etc. often represent children in dreams. But

there are numbers of other living creatures who prey on smaller

defenseless ones; why, therefore, is the spider chosen particularly to

symbolize the wicked mother?

 

A spider is a common symbol of mother as an object of fear or dislike

and particularly in a mans dream. Freud sees it as a symbol of 'the

phallic mother (big surprise), of whom we are afraid; so that the fear

of spiders expresses dread of mother-incest and horror of the female

genitals " (Freud's own italics). Try to get to know, not only your

mother, but - more important - what your mother means to you. One way of

doing this is to converse with the spider: hold it in your mind and ask

it searching questions. "

 

 

 

 

Tiffany i wonder if the wasp (representing K Ma) joined in a bit of

cosmic play and took care of the spider symbolism of the blocks that

where produced by the fear programming from your fear brought about by

your Mom's understanding of her religion???

 

 

 

 

powerful healing. . .congratulations in moving through a very

significant layer of the block . . .

 

spider also has different meanings and may have different meaning for

you.

 

 

 

 

love and light

 

ordinary sparrow

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, " angelikdementia "

<angelikdementia wrote:

>

> Maybe you can help me with this Chrism. I know you mentioned wasps may

come to sting you and to thank them for it. Well this just happened...

>

> I was sitting outside on my balcony reading my email and chatting with

my friend, Erica. Suddenly a wasp came carrying something. It delicately

dropped it right on my laptop. I didn't spook it or anything... it just

placed it right where I could see it. It was a dead spider. Limp and

freshly killed. Not like it had been feasted on. In perfect condition.

It then flew around me and then landed on my rails on the edge of my

balcony. I waited for it to sting me, but it didn't.

>

> Watching me. I thanked it, I then took the limp spider and delicately

placed it on my ottoman. I then went inside.

>

> Does anyone know what this means?

>

> P.S. Sorry I have been sending so many emails as of late =)

>

> -Tiff

>

[Guest guest]

P.S. i just wanted to add that one of the reasons in psychoanalytic

spider is the mother is that it has so many legs, and often time the

legs represent a mother that is enmeshed with the child and does not

allow independence of thought, feeling, or action. .

 

ordinary sparrow

, " ordinarysparrow "

<ordinarysparrow wrote:

>

> dear Tiffany

>

> powerful awareness about your Mom and the link with the fears that

have

> been coming up concerning demons. . .

>

> there are a number of possible meanings concerning with the spider. .

> .but due to the previous entry about your Mom . . .this psychoanalytic

> symbol of spider dream might be of interest and revelant. . . I will

> just copy. . .

>

>

>

> " Freud mentions a case in which a spider represented one aspect of the

> mother, namely, an angry mother, of whom the child was afraid. It is

not

> clear, however, why the spider should stand for just these

> characteristics in the mother.

>

> It might be because spiders catch and kill smaller insects; for such

> creatures, small animals, etc. often represent children in dreams. But

> there are numbers of other living creatures who prey on smaller

> defenseless ones; why, therefore, is the spider chosen particularly to

> symbolize the wicked mother?

>

> A spider is a common symbol of mother as an object of fear or

dislike

> and particularly in a mans dream. Freud sees it as a symbol of 'the

> phallic mother (big surprise), of whom we are afraid; so that the fear

> of spiders expresses dread of mother-incest and horror of the female

> genitals " (Freud's own italics). Try to get to know, not only your

> mother, but - more important - what your mother means to you. One way

of

> doing this is to converse with the spider: hold it in your mind and

ask

> it searching questions. "

>

>

>

>

> Tiffany i wonder if the wasp (representing K Ma) joined in a bit of

> cosmic play and took care of the spider symbolism of the blocks that

> where produced by the fear programming from your fear brought about by

> your Mom's understanding of her religion???

>

>

>

>

> powerful healing. . .congratulations in moving through a very

> significant layer of the block . . .

>

> spider also has different meanings and may have different meaning for

> you.

>

>

>

>

> love and light

>

> ordinary sparrow

>

,

" angelikdementia "

> angelikdementia@ wrote:

> >

> > Maybe you can help me with this Chrism. I know you mentioned wasps

may

> come to sting you and to thank them for it. Well this just happened...

> >

> > I was sitting outside on my balcony reading my email and chatting

with

> my friend, Erica. Suddenly a wasp came carrying something. It

delicately

> dropped it right on my laptop. I didn't spook it or anything... it

just

> placed it right where I could see it. It was a dead spider. Limp and

> freshly killed. Not like it had been feasted on. In perfect condition.

> It then flew around me and then landed on my rails on the edge of my

> balcony. I waited for it to sting me, but it didn't.

> >

> > Watching me. I thanked it, I then took the limp spider and

delicately

> placed it on my ottoman. I then went inside.

> >

> > Does anyone know what this means?

> >

> > P.S. Sorry I have been sending so many emails as of late =)

> >

> > -Tiff

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Seems like you have made some new friends! A gift of food and offering of love

and mutual respect and clear communication. I hope you said thank you. Food in

the wild is NEVER easy to come by so this is indeed a rare treasure. That it was

a symbol of Kundalini is a recognition of the new person you are becoming and a

way of recognizing this for you. When she shows you her nest let it stay. -

blessings to you. - chrism

 

PS Certainly a " power animal " if there ever was one! - chrism

 

, " angelikdementia "

<angelikdementia wrote:

>

> Maybe you can help me with this Chrism.

[Guest guest]

That's what I thought. Because last night I surrendered everything to the light,

Shakti, my higher self. I surrendered my fears, my ego, everything. I felt like

it was an offering, like a mutual offering like I had given in total faith last

night. Kind of like how a cat brings you little birds for taking care of it in

mutual love. But I wasn't sure. I also felt like it was a sign that something

had been taken care of as far as blocks which is like the former emails that

Julie and Ordinary sparrow sent me. I have had no fear today.

 

I read that wasps kill spiders and paralyze it to feed to their larvae today.

When it laid it down, it was freshly paralyzed. Not crispy, like it was still

alive. And yes, I did say thank you. It was a little too obvious for a

coincidence lol. It even laid it down the right way. As if the spider was

crawling on my laptop. Not upside down. It was a beautiful spider too. A small

gray one with black designs on it.

 

Thank you for your responses.

 

I'm glad I found you all. Without you I would think I was going insane =)

(Especially because I'm not overly superstitious, well wasn't before now

anyways)

 

 

, " chrism " <>

wrote:

>

> Seems like you have made some new friends! A gift of food and offering of love

and mutual respect and clear communication. I hope you said thank you. Food in

the wild is NEVER easy to come by

[Guest guest]

Hi Tiffany, your wasp experience reminds me of something that happened to me recently. I've been experiencing very strong electrical pressures and energy in my head since about February, so overpowering at first that I could scarcely focus on conversation or get any sleep. To try and ground the energy, I've been relaxing on my back balcony. A few days after starting this practice, I noticed 4 or 5 European wasps circling the guttering of the roof just above me. These wasps are fairly recent arrivals in Australia and are feared because they can sting over and over, causing terrible pain. So for a day or so, I gazed around the roofline looking for a nest - no trace but the wasps circling continued and I just ignored them. That is, until last week when one changed course and flew at me so quickly that I couldn't duck my head in time and it crashed into my third eye area. I was waiting for it to settle and sting but it simply flew away as quickly as it arrived.Since that experience there has been some quietening of the Kundalini energy and the wasps have all but disappeared.   An interesting coincidence. See also message /message/765.   Love - John.  =======================================Tiffany wrote:"Maybe you can help me with this Chrism. I know you mentioned wasps may come to sting you and to thank them for it. Well this just happened.."

[Guest guest]

How beautiful when your eyes are opened to the wonders and gifts of nature. You are being shown that you are deserving of these precious gifts. I am listening to the beautiful serenades of at least 6 different types of birds right now. Glorious day,,,,and it always begins this way. Sometimes I just don't take the time to listen. Thank you for this post. I got goose bumps....Blessings,Julie--- On Sun, 5/24/09, angelikdementia <angelikdementia wrote:angelikdementia <angelikdementiaSubject:

Re: Not to bombard with a ton of messages but I would like some insight? Date: Sunday, May 24, 2009, 11:43 PM

 

That's what I thought. Because last night I surrendered everything to the light, Shakti, my higher self. I surrendered my fears, my ego, everything. I felt like it was an offering, like a mutual offering like I had given in total faith last night. Kind of like how a cat brings you little birds for taking care of it in mutual love. But I wasn't sure. I also felt like it was a sign that something had been taken care of as far as blocks which is like the former emails that Julie and Ordinary sparrow sent me. I have had no fear today.

 

I read that wasps kill spiders and paralyze it to feed to their larvae today. When it laid it down, it was freshly paralyzed. Not crispy, like it was still alive. And yes, I did say thank you. It was a little too obvious for a coincidence lol. It even laid it down the right way. As if the spider was crawling on my laptop. Not upside down. It was a beautiful spider too. A small gray one with black designs on it.

 

Thank you for your responses.

 

I'm glad I found you all. Without you I would think I was going insane =) (Especially because I'm not overly superstitious, well wasn't before now anyways)

 

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , "chrism" <@ ...> wrote:

>

> Seems like you have made some new friends! A gift of food and offering of love and mutual respect and clear communication. I hope you said thank you. Food in the wild is NEVER easy to come by

[Guest guest]

That's funny...a fly flew into my third eye about a week ago too. And vanished!

I was in a small sealed room, and spent minutes hunting for it afterwards, but

it just wasn't there any more. That night, I was alarmed to dream four quarters

of a contact lens growing inside my forehead, all in a horizontal row, a weird

compound eye...

 

A hefty bee landed on my hand for about two minutes recently too, watched by my

son and a family of mildly alarmed Japanese tourists. I passed that test with

flying colours, but despite this a hornet a couple of days later still sent me

scarpering - I'm obviously not a Jedi yet!

Tom

 

 

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wrote:

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>

> the wasps circling continued

> and I just ignored them. That is, until last week when one changed

> course and flew at me so quickly that I couldn't duck my head in time

> and it crashed into my third eye area.