Guest guest Posted May 26, 2009 Report Share Posted May 26, 2009 I buried it,so deep inside,I pushed it downI sat and cried.I hid it well,so not to hurt,so not to feel,so not to deal.Too much at once,I couldn't take,I covered it well,I learned to fake,instead i left it there to rot,away within, festering......pestering.....whisperingtarnishing my inner Gold,covering itself in mold.Drink and laugh,and have some fun,ignore the pain,you'll go insane,Get real high,smoke some pot,deny deny, and die a littleor maybe a lot.When will it stop?Stop anesthetizing ,and fantasizing,Start realising What i've been hiding,Feel it now,I've had my rest,Do not run,Just try my bestto go deep deep down,Unearth the painclean it out, Unclog the drain.Forgive , Let goFor all to see,Its only me, Its only me.Clean the past,and clean the pain,Smile and dance and jump again,Love again, Merge again,Skip and run and fly again,Forgive , let go,Be wholly/holy meundo the chains,Finally free.I think I will, I think I shouldI'll face it now and feel so good.Just let it out, forgive, be freeAnd finally I will be ME.the Endwith love elektra x x x ever expanding. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 27, 2009 Report Share Posted May 27, 2009  Pretty good!! =) -Tiffany - Elektra Fire Tuesday, May 26, 2009 10:43 PM Letting Go : A Poem I buried it,so deep inside,I pushed it downI sat and cried.I hid it well,so not to hurt,so not to feel,so not to deal.Too much at once,I couldn't take,I covered it well,I learned to fake,instead i left it there to rot,away within, festering......pestering.....whisperingtarnishing my inner Gold,covering itself in mold.Drink and laugh,and have some fun,ignore the pain,you'll go insane,Get real high,smoke some pot,deny deny, and die a littleor maybe a lot.When will it stop?Stop anesthetizing ,and fantasizing,Start realising What i've been hiding,Feel it now,I've had my rest,Do not run,Just try my bestto go deep deep down,Unearth the painclean it out, Unclog the drain.Forgive , Let goFor all to see,Its only me, Its only me.Clean the past,and clean the pain,Smile and dance and jump again,Love again, Merge again,Skip and run and fly again,Forgive , let go,Be wholly/holy meundo the chains,Finally free.I think I will, I think I shouldI'll face it now and feel so good.Just let it out, forgive, be freeAnd finally I will be ME.the Endwith love elektra x x x ever expanding.__________ Information from ESET NOD32 Antivirus, version of virus signature database 4107 (20090527) __________The message was checked by ESET NOD32 Antivirus.part000.txt - decompression could not complete (possible reasons: insufficient free memory or disk space, or a problem with temp folders)part001.htm - decompression could not complete (possible reasons: insufficient free memory or disk space, or a problem with temp folders)http://www.eset.com __________ Information from ESET NOD32 Antivirus, version of virus signature database 4107 (20090527) __________ The message was checked by ESET NOD32 Antivirus. part000.txt - decompression could not complete (possible reasons: insufficient free memory or disk space, or a problem with temp folders) part001.htm - decompression could not complete (possible reasons: insufficient free memory or disk space, or a problem with temp folders) http://www.eset.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 27, 2009 Report Share Posted May 27, 2009 Elektra, Your growth is always inspiring. It has been hidden so long. BlessU Sam , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I buried it, > so deep inside, > I pushed it down > I sat and cried. > I hid it well, > so not to hurt, > so not to feel, > so not to deal. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 27, 2009 Report Share Posted May 27, 2009 Elektra: Great. Thanks, I needed that poem. Love, Jake Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 27, 2009 Report Share Posted May 27, 2009 Lovely Elektra, I can feel your emotions in those words and I can relate to them. Take care dear Tantrica, Skydancer x , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I buried it, > so deep inside, > I pushed it down > I sat and cried. > I hid it well, > so not to hurt, > so not to feel, > so not to deal. > > Too much at once, > I couldn't take, > I covered it well, > I learned to fake, > instead i left it there to rot, > away within, festering...... > pestering.....whispering > tarnishing my inner Gold, > covering itself in mold. > > Drink and laugh, > and have some fun, > ignore the pain, > you'll go insane, > Get real high, > smoke some pot, > deny deny, and die a little > or maybe a lot. > When will it stop? > > Stop anesthetizing , > and fantasizing, > Start realising > What i've been hiding, > Feel it now, > I've had my rest, > Do not run, > Just try my best > to go deep deep down, > Unearth the pain > clean it out, > Unclog the drain. > Forgive , Let go > For all to see, > Its only me, Its only me. > > Clean the past, > and clean the pain, > Smile and dance and jump again, > Love again, Merge again, > Skip and run and fly again, > > Forgive , let go, > Be wholly/holy me > undo the chains, > Finally free. > I think I will, I think I should > I'll face it now and feel so good. > Just let it out, forgive, be free > And finally I will be ME. > > the End > > with love elektra x x x ever expanding. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 27, 2009 Report Share Posted May 27, 2009 I love your poem, Elektra. It is very inspiring. It has been great being here these past couple of years growing along with you. You have been a great help to me many times, in your postings and poetry and personal e-mails. I thank you so very much, helping me through some tough times. blessings and hugs, Linda , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I buried it, > so deep inside, > I pushed it down > I sat and cried. > I hid it well, > so not to hurt, > so not to feel, > so not to deal. > > Too much at once, > I couldn't take, > I covered it well, > I learned to fake, > instead i left it there to rot, > away within, festering...... > pestering.....whispering > tarnishing my inner Gold, > covering itself in mold. > > Drink and laugh, > and have some fun, > ignore the pain, > you'll go insane, > Get real high, > smoke some pot, > deny deny, and die a little > or maybe a lot. > When will it stop? > > Stop anesthetizing , > and fantasizing, > Start realising > What i've been hiding, > Feel it now, > I've had my rest, > Do not run, > Just try my best > to go deep deep down, > Unearth the pain > clean it out, > Unclog the drain. > Forgive , Let go > For all to see, > Its only me, Its only me. > > Clean the past, > and clean the pain, > Smile and dance and jump again, > Love again, Merge again, > Skip and run and fly again, > > Forgive , let go, > Be wholly/holy me > undo the chains, > Finally free. > I think I will, I think I should > I'll face it now and feel so good. > Just let it out, forgive, be free > And finally I will be ME. > > the End > > with love elektra x x x ever expanding. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 28, 2009 Report Share Posted May 28, 2009 Elektra, Wow.. that's awesome. I read it as I usually read poems, then I did a second time, with a rap beat...really added a flare to it...either way very inspirational writing. Blessings, Ernie , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I buried it, > so deep inside, > I pushed it down > I sat and cried. > I hid it well, > so not to hurt, > so not to feel, > so not to deal. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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