Guest guest Posted May 30, 2009 Report Share Posted May 30, 2009 Hi guys, well, I had all body bliss for the first time the other night. I have a recurring dream where I am given recreational dr#gs (I used to experiment, but not for years ) and I get high in the dream, then feel high and euphoric, often overwhelmed by euphoria the next day. This dream I had some dr#gs, and I asked my friend to prepare me a line, which I inhaled. I was amazed at how sensitive my body was, and I felt bliss through my whole body, in my cell and from head to toe. It was quite a shift from teh usual 'happiness being located in one part of the body' and was almost pre-orgasmic in nature.. I was still dreaming but was also aware of my body and its sensations.. give me more.. lol.. what else? its been quite a week.. I know when my favorite black poisonous snake arrives in the dreams (the one that loves to bite. haha) arrives then there will be a week of clearing and transformation. I have had a lot of kriyas, multiple attacks of them and quite a bit of insight into shadow issues.. one was involving money.. I had a dream that I was given something to sell and also a cd from which I could print (make) money and I was hesitant to sell things and afraid that if I printed money then I would get caught by the police. ON reflection on waking, I realized that I have a deep seated belief that I cant 'make' money and that I got to get it from limited outer sources.and that belief has run my life for God knows how long....lol.. this has lead to a lot of reflection on money and what it means to 'create' it.. another shadow issue was on being vulnerable in love.. how I block out love by being afraid to be vulnerable, and if I want the relationship that I desire, I am gonno need to let love in, not earn it, not make it happen, but allow myself to be penetrated by it.. kind of like me my relationship to Christ.. this shadow issue was spinning in my head for weeks until I nailed it, and now its obvious, yet it took a while and many attempts to get to the root..and I see how this pattern has played itself out for so many years.. once again (and I know I keep pushing shadow work), as I experience the inner peace from true insight, i am reminded how important it is to understand my neurotic self. haha.. and on the lighter side, went playing at the beach yesterday.. so nice to play in the waves, watch the girls play volleyball, eat hot dogs and feel the sand... gotto have fun and be merry..lol. love and playfullness Bruce Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 1, 2009 Report Share Posted June 1, 2009 Good for you Bruce, your dreams sound a lot like mine right now, so much shadow work coming up, parts of myself I'd forgotten about almost. Nice to get full body bliss, it is close to the feeling dr£gs give you but even cleaner and much much better. You feel light in your energy in the message you sent :-)) Love and bliss elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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