Guest guest Posted June 1, 2009 Report Share Posted June 1, 2009 I get up and do the safties, go to work, come home and then go to whatever i have planned. then come home meditate, pray and go to sleep. When i get into bed is when i get the tingles at the bottom of the spine. I normally allways fall asleep and wake up the next day with some weird dreams or i wake up with and old memory/fear and then euphoria (miniblocks ??). Does kundalini not come on when im at work because my mind is not releaxed or because it knows not to. I am being the person i allways wanted to be. Im doing volunteer work at a hospital im helping people at every available opportunity to do so. I am ready for a life of helping others because it is so right. I pray to god to help me help others. What is the level of surrender that people talk about. sometimes i get the energy in my spine but i am not ready for it and i sort of ignore it and it goes away. this happned after a long night shift and i needed sleep desperatly. when you say surrender do you mean encouraging the flow or process speeding it up in anyway? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 1, 2009 Report Share Posted June 1, 2009 The way I look at surrender is the following: My body and life is like an apartment, I have been living in the apartment up until now, Shakti is coming to move in , but , before she can move in she wants to redecorate, she wants to do the decorating herself with her own hands and choose the colours and fabrics etc. She wants me to give over the controls and lease of my " apartment " to her fully and not interfere in ANYWAY as lots of work is to be done and she knows best how to do it. If I follow her flow I will experience bliss, joy and happiness, if I block or fight her flow I will experience fear, pain and suffering. Can you imagine the amount of housework needing to be done before God can pop by for a visit? Lots and lots I'm sure. ...heeheehee Hope this makes sense, love and surrender, ever joyful elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 2, 2009 Report Share Posted June 2, 2009 Elektra! I like your analogy! Blessings, Christine -- In , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > The way I look at surrender is the following: My body and life is like an apartment... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 2, 2009 Report Share Posted June 2, 2009 I like that analogy! Thanks Elektra. Carla 2009/6/1 Elektra Fire <elektra.fire: > > > The way I look at surrender is the following: My body and life is like an > apartment, I have been living in the apartment up until now, Shakti is > coming to move in , but , before she can move in she wants to redecorate, > she wants to do the decorating herself with her own hands and choose the > colours and fabrics etc. She wants me to give over the controls and lease of > my " apartment " to her fully and not interfere in ANYWAY as lots of work is > to be done and she knows best how to do it. > If I follow her flow I will experience bliss, joy and happiness, if I block > or fight her flow I will experience fear, pain and suffering. > > Can you imagine the amount of housework needing to be done before God can > pop by for a visit? Lots and lots I'm sure. ...heeheehee > > Hope this makes sense, > love and surrender, ever joyful elektra x x x > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 2, 2009 Report Share Posted June 2, 2009 Thanks Elektra for this beautiful description of surrender. and i loved the quote by CS Lewis of a similar nature by ordinary sparrow. the first night of my activation i heard a voice in the middle of the night say " your life will never be the same. " it freaked me out and i spent the first six to nine months trying to stop or control it. i finally realized she wasn't leaving my house so i had to learn to let her lead the way. i'm just beginning to really feel her directionin my life and allow her to take me with more of a sense of surrender. i think my new place and being in a completely different part of the city is an expression of her. and now she is wanting me to move out more into the world to be more actively a part of others. I appreciate your love and divine spark here on the list. love and blessings, Jan , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > The way I look at surrender is the following: My body and life is like an apartment, I have been living in the apartment up until now, Shakti is coming to move in , but , before she can move in she wants to redecorate, she wants to do the decorating herself with her own hands and choose the colours and fabrics etc. She wants me to give over the controls and lease of my " apartment " to her fully and not interfere in ANYWAY as lots of work is to be done and she knows best how to do it. > If I follow her flow I will experience bliss, joy and happiness, if I block or fight her flow I will experience fear, pain and suffering. > > Can you imagine the amount of housework needing to be done before God can pop by for a visit? Lots and lots I'm sure. ...heeheehee > > Hope this makes sense, > love and surrender, ever joyful elektra x x x > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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