Guest guest Posted June 3, 2009 Report Share Posted June 3, 2009 I love reading all of the posts on here and the replies from the group. It got me thinking. I have such a long way to go(spiritually). I pray, and have gratitude and have been forgiving those who have hurt me, and trying to forgive myself *that's a hard one*. I try to do my best and give my all when helping others, and yet, I am having difficulty in one of my closest relationships in my life. This bothers me. I know we are all on different levels or steps on the same pathway to enlightenment, it's just I feel sometimes like I am near the bottom of the ladder looking up. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 3, 2009 Report Share Posted June 3, 2009 Not a long way to go as the goal is right next to you even as we write! Kundalini is not something that you have merely stumbled upon dear sister. You have been pulled to this information for a very good reason and it is a great leap forward in your progress or anyone's progress imho. So good going my friend. - blessings to you! - chrism , " moonandstars1165 " <moonandstars1165 wrote: > > I love reading all of the posts on here and the replies from the group. It got me thinking. I have such a long way to go(spiritually). Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 4, 2009 Report Share Posted June 4, 2009 I think we all feel like we have a long way to go :-)) love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 4, 2009 Report Share Posted June 4, 2009 Least I know I am not alone , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I think we all feel like we have a long way to go :-)) > love elektra x x x > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 4, 2009 Report Share Posted June 4, 2009 Namaste Blessings sister . . . know i send you a warm embrace an happy that you have made our way to a group that feels right for you. . . " I have a long way to go (spiritually) " I have often thought the same and i have been K activated for so long i do not know when it truly began this lifetime. . . and it seems to me that in the land of K Ma we come to the place that it is very difficult to compare our self with others. K Ma has shown me time and time again that when i anticipated arriving at some cross over that i thought was suppose to mark an ending that a whole new landscape would open up around the next corner. . .and there have been times when i thought the end of a challenge would never end and i have been lifted up with a flash of lightening that made the pit i was in a faraway reality. . . Just because i have lived with K Ma at very levels of activation for so many years i think it is impossible to compare one's own journey with another. . .i know of some people that underwent full Awakening as young teenagers and merged with the Supreme reality. . .and i know a woman up in her eighties that began her activation in her upper fifties and each day is new and fresh to her as she continues her returning. . . In 1995 i experienced the awakening that is described in Kundalini Awakening and for a few years it was all so sweet and textbook. . .life was so simple and sweet. . .and for all the prior years i did not have a frame or understanding of Kundalini, just the fullness of experience with a very loose frame i knew it was the Holy Spirit of transformation and healing. . .then only afterwards did i come to understand that it was K Ma. . . .Then in 1999 a new phase began that i have been involved in for the last ten years and i do not have frame for it, much like with the K Ma, and i just accept that this is what K Ma has brought and that when the time is right she will bring a cognitive frame that will bring a deeper synthesis to this new plane of experience. . . .It has been a consistent part of my spiritual path to have direct experience before aquiring knowledge and i think it is because K M knows what i do with knowledge. . .For years i worked as a psychotherapist and a mitigator of capital murder cases and i crammed so much information into my head, and was obsessed with knowledge. . . .then when i went into my own psychological healing i spent a few years having to peel away that academic mind programming because i was using it against mysel to lable and pathologize. . . and for some folks i think K Ma knows they need the frame to facilitate and bring security to undertake the K journey. . . . So sister what i am trying to say; where ever you are perfect for this moment and a blessing, and someday all of us will cross the line together. . .in the world of One no one will go ahead and then sit down on their laurels until the rest catch up, rather before the line is crossed all will turn back and extend a helping hand and heart to their brothers and sisters, and that is what you are currently doing in many areas of your life is to reach back and be there for some one else, as well as others that are able to do the same for you on any given day. . ..It is a most beautiful thing this journey of returning and so many variables and uniqueness in the One that i do not have the knowledge or a calcutor that would ever place it all in a sequential linear frame. . .. but i know you are my sister, and we travel together, and someday perhaps we will all be able to sit down and have a feast of love and bliss and congratulations for a life and a purpose well done. So dear one dont compare for with all of our ups and downs, mountains, and canyon bottoms we will just make you crazy. And your path will be so uniquely and beautifully the way K Ma leads you. . . there is an old song that Kate Wolf use to sing that goes something like this; ' " lover's join hands for the two way waltz but remember you take all the steps on your own. " just my two cents worth. . . love and light ordinary sparrow , " moonandstars1165 " <moonandstars1165 wrote: > > I love reading all of the posts on here and the replies from the group. It got me thinking. I have such a long way to go(spiritually). I pray, and have gratitude and have been forgiving those who have hurt me, and trying to forgive myself *that's a hard one*. I try to do my best and give my all when helping others, and yet, I am having difficulty in one of my closest relationships in my life. This bothers me. > > I know we are all on different levels or steps on the same pathway to enlightenment, it's just I feel sometimes like I am near the bottom of the ladder looking up. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 4, 2009 Report Share Posted June 4, 2009 Ordinary sparrow...you are so special, what lovely words flows out from u..the beauty & loveliness of your soul manifests in these words of wisdom.. love, edgar ________________________________ ordinarysparrow <ordinarysparrow Thursday, June 4, 2009 12:05:28 PM Re: long way to go Namaste Blessings sister . . . know i send you a warm embrace an happy that you have made our way to a group that feels right for you. . . " I have a long way to go (spiritually) " I have often thought the same and i have been K activated for so long i do not know when it truly began this lifetime. . . and it seems to me that in the land of K Ma we come to the place that it is very difficult to compare our self with others. K Ma has shown me time and time again that when i anticipated arriving at some cross over that i thought was suppose to mark an ending that a whole new landscape would open up around the next corner. . .and there have been times when i thought the end of a challenge would never end and i have been lifted up with a flash of lightening that made the pit i was in a faraway reality. . . Just because i have lived with K Ma at very levels of activation for so many years i think it is impossible to compare one's own journey with another. . .i know of some people that underwent full Awakening as young teenagers and merged with the Supreme reality. . .and i know a woman up in her eighties that began her activation in her upper fifties and each day is new and fresh to her as she continues her returning. . . In 1995 i experienced the awakening that is described in Kundalini Awakening and for a few years it was all so sweet and textbook. . .life was so simple and sweet. . .and for all the prior years i did not have a frame or understanding of Kundalini, just the fullness of experience with a very loose frame i knew it was the Holy Spirit of transformation and healing. . .then only afterwards did i come to understand that it was K Ma. . . .Then in 1999 a new phase began that i have been involved in for the last ten years and i do not have frame for it, much like with the K Ma, and i just accept that this is what K Ma has brought and that when the time is right she will bring a cognitive frame that will bring a deeper synthesis to this new plane of experience. . . .It has been a consistent part of my spiritual path to have direct experience before aquiring knowledge and i think it is because K M knows what i do with knowledge. . .For years i worked as a psychotherapist and a mitigator of capital murder cases and i crammed so much information into my head, and was obsessed with knowledge. . . .then when i went into my own psychological healing i spent a few years having to peel away that academic mind programming because i was using it against mysel to lable and pathologize. . . and for some folks i think K Ma knows they need the frame to facilitate and bring security to undertake the K journey. . . . So sister what i am trying to say; where ever you are perfect for this moment and a blessing, and someday all of us will cross the line together. . .in the world of One no one will go ahead and then sit down on their laurels until the rest catch up, rather before the line is crossed all will turn back and extend a helping hand and heart to their brothers and sisters, and that is what you are currently doing in many areas of your life is to reach back and be there for some one else, as well as others that are able to do the same for you on any given day. . ..It is a most beautiful thing this journey of returning and so many variables and uniqueness in the One that i do not have the knowledge or a calcutor that would ever place it all in a sequential linear frame. . .. but i know you are my sister, and we travel together, and someday perhaps we will all be able to sit down and have a feast of love and bliss and congratulations for a life and a purpose well done. So dear one dont compare for with all of our ups and downs, mountains, and canyon bottoms we will just make you crazy. And your path will be so uniquely and beautifully the way K Ma leads you. . . there is an old song that Kate Wolf use to sing that goes something like this; ' " lover's join hands for the two way waltz but remember you take all the steps on your own. " just my two cents worth. . . love and light ordinary sparrow Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " moonandstars1165 " <moonandstars1165@ ...> wrote: > > I love reading all of the posts on here and the replies from the group. It got me thinking. I have such a long way to go(spiritually) . I pray, and have gratitude and have been forgiving those who have hurt me, and trying to forgive myself *that's a hard one*. I try to do my best and give my all when helping others, and yet, I am having difficulty in one of my closest relationships in my life. This bothers me. > > I know we are all on different levels or steps on the same pathway to enlightenment, it's just I feel sometimes like I am near the bottom of the ladder looking up. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 4, 2009 Report Share Posted June 4, 2009 >I think we all feel like we have a long way to go :-)) Yes, I do as well!!! :-) GO LAKERS!!! , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I think we all feel like we have a long way to go :-)) > love elektra x x x > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 5, 2009 Report Share Posted June 5, 2009 Lovely Ordinary Sparrow, beautifully written by a beautiful soul x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 5, 2009 Report Share Posted June 5, 2009 thank you for mentioning this feeling - i too wonder how i am doing and feel at the bottom of the heap even with a 1 1/2 under my belt - we all walk at different speeds and it is all well - the words of the others I will honor - learning is unique to each of us and our journey is unique - know that you are not alone in your feelings - many have been there at that point the difference for you now is you have the group - we have the group - we have each other - one does not have to go it alone and for me that makes all the difference - i have met many beautiful people here and have formed bonds with many on all levels - and will continue to do that- for me it helps knowing that there are others on the journey experiencing similar things if not the same - and it is so easy to share here - remove all expectations and so much more comes thru - i am working on this ... namaste e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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