Dreams can seem so real - Ordinary Sparrow Grail

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Namaste.

 

dear ordinary sparrow (and all others who read this..)

 

thank you for your long and thoghtful reply, and for sharing your thoughts and

patterns and personal experiences of the grail. Andf at no point do i ever feel

you are 'having the answers'. The way I approach this is that we are all on a

journey, and we understand things the best way we can from where we are, trying

to make sense of the patterns and energetic shapes that we experience, yet

always holding that uunderstanding lightly as being an approximation of the

truth.

 

I like how you energetically feel out the patterns, and I enjoyed the

description of the robed Ma with her feet in the earth and head (grail) in the

sky. I also often tend to 'feel' complex patterns which are difficult to put

into words, which are more a set of levels of relationships that feed into each

other and become each other..

 

As I was reading through your answer, I felt some understanding emerging which I

feel relate to mine (and they may or may not be what you are suggesting or

intending). My understanding of the grail is the 'Eternal Source', the light

that shines and powers the world of space and time, and when the grail emerges,

its a little like realizig 'Plato's cave' analogy. (do you know the metaphor of

Plato's cave?) Hidden within the body is the divine spark, which powers and

gives rise to the body, and when the timeless divine essence is awoken to and

surrendered into, the Grail (identity with eternal life and the ephemeral spring

of happiness) is realized, which transcends teh body, yet gets expressed through

the body in this plane.

 

As such, my experience is that I recognize this experience, this world, to be

the Kingdom of God, right here on earth, and all, no matter how good or bad, is

powered by the Light. The kingdom keeps unfolding, and the power of God is not

in anyway bound by our convential frames of time and space, and the more deeply

the grail is realized, the more that kingdom is allowed to unfold as heaven

flowing into the earth through this body and through the action of the body.

 

I enjoyed reading how you live the Grail. What is emerging for me as I read this

is your expression of the grail in your physical form as being an ongoing

process of acting from your deepest truth, even if that is difficult for the

world around you (when you threw a race). I see this (again, my opinion) as how

God unfolds within us, as the call to live in honor and in accordance with our

highest self and our highest vision. I wrote a response to about bills

question 'what's it like to be enlightened' and perhaps one of the facets of the

answer (I am not claiming any enlightenment, just unfolding experience) where my

Grail, my higher self, is calling for its expression through me as a Holy

Warrior, being called to uphold the vision of my way through a fierce

interaction with teh world, and behind that interaction, there is a joy.

 

I feel that sense of joy and rightness when aligned with the authenticity of

the higher self (or the expression of the divine spark as is requested from

where we are currently at) is a clear sign that what we are doing is right.

Perhaps then the Gift of the grail has two key points, and 1) is the deep

recognition that there is a light that powers the forms we experience as this

body and through this body, and knowing that ones essence is the Light, not

seperate from God, the source. 2) is the recognition of the call to live with

integrity to the highest self, and increasing clarity of what the vision of that

integrity is.. (I hope these ramblings make sense)..

 

I feel tremendously blessed by K for bringing me into greater alignment with

the internal vision of the higher self, and inner blocks are being continuosly

released and I feel this resulting as a relentless continuous drive with greater

intensity and clarity to act from my highest truth and bring forth changes in

the world from my highest truth. I feel more aligned now than ever before, and

that is a wonderful feeling, to be in touch with the truth of my being rather

than being snared in the deceptions of the ego..(I say this lightly as I never

know what learnings are around the corner and I am very well skilled at failing

tests.. lol..)