Guest guest Posted June 6, 2009 Report Share Posted June 6, 2009 when i was young like 15-16 i would see ghosts.they were black,white and gray shadow beings.i would see them at nite in bed and sometimes when i would lay down in the afternoon.i was very scared.this one day when i was laying down in the afternoon i saw my sister come into the bedroom and walk into the closet--but--she was in the livingroom with my mother--so how could that have been her? i never understood any of this.then when i was walking home at nite a huge white cloud or somthing of that matter came from the lake waters and came near me .i was so scared i just ran and my heart was just racing. im now 55 and have found no answers.about a year after that i ran away from home.then my parents had some people come to the house and they took me to a mental hospital for observation.was forced to take meds by liquid after they found out i was ditching the stuff. was there 3 months.when i was in my early 20 or mid 20 i had lots of trouble with my son,was divorced and with a mother that would always put me down and didnt want to hear any of my problembs.my son was 5 and got ahold of an arrow and stabbed ia dog that died.that was the start of me seeing a psychiatrist and manydifferant meds through the years.i went to school and became an LPN for approx 13 years.then the stress of famly and trouble with son became too much.and i just couldnt go anymore and had to quit work. now i am off all medicine totally. all thaose drugs sure did a number on my body and mind.all those years. and all i did was take what the doctors said. now i have all toxins removed from my body and have never felt so grounded in my whole life!!now i med and am k activated.i am in process of getting my drivers license and my nursing license back i find thi absolutly miraculous!every day is a new day.now some other incidences i will mention..a couple years ago i had this dream that right befor i woke up a white dove flew into my face, what did that mean?then one nite when i closed my eyes i saw one big giant opened eye.and then i thought was that me. last summer i walked a short distance from my apt in a very small area by a creek .i was on a path and something made me look to the right.there was a female deer standing there lookig at me --about25 ft away. i just said oh my ,yuore a mumma and im a momma. i stood there for about 7 mins.it was so cool and so beautiful.the deers eyes were amazing and loving.it had to be just for me i thought.then when i went on my way 3 little ones hopped across near my path ..how cool. then one day i was out walking and i was looking at the sun and when i looked away i saw right in front of my forhead the most beautiful brightest fushia colored jewl.it was georgous.it had many ,many white facets through just like diamonds.OH MY OH MY OH MY !!!beautiful,beautiful,beautiful.! then this past winter when i was waiting for the bus in cold weather i turned east i thnk..anyway i focused my eyes about 14 inches in front of me and what i saw was a complete round beautiful light blue flat ball about 5 inches diameter. in its inside was like white fluffy shapes moving. they were in the shape of angle worms.it lasted 5 seconds befer i looked away . the same thing happened a few days after that whaen i tried again .the same exact thing.i also see tiny white silver stars that appear outside and in my apartment.i dont know what any of thi is or why.a few weeks ago i had this dream i was standing there and next to me was standing a black animal like a black tigeror black lion.i became fearful when i knew nothing was between it and me,but it just stood there looking at me.thrn i woke.. then i read the entry about someones dream about the tiger and i thought how beautiful ill never have anything like that so i went to lay down on the couch and right when i looked at the tv a beautiful gold tiger with thin black stripes came on..my eyes went in an instsnt daze for 1 second .then i watched it bat its paw at a man.i just smiled.dont know what it ment or what to think just some things on my mind that i felt needed to be said/ any explanations fromm any one thankyou janet Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 7, 2009 Report Share Posted June 7, 2009 I know that black represents the Godess, the void, the womb, it is Shakti or K Ma as Sparrow calls it so beautifully. The cat and tiger are the k. The orbs of light are normal symtoms of the kundalini, I am not sure what they are exactly, but they are beautiful sparks of energy. x x x love elektra x x x ever joyful x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 7, 2009 Report Share Posted June 7, 2009 Namaste dear Elektra. . . When i meditate and go into the silence, i feel that is the most intimate time that i can spend with K Ma/Dark Goddess/Kali Ma. . . .in the silence and darkness can claim that space as Her and open to the experience and the allowance of the slow dissolution from the egoic realms by way of Her silent loving embrace. . . Linda gave an interesting link last week on the void and darkness. . and after following it i went to another one by the same teacher and in it he talks about darkness and it being the Mother. . .for me the concept of silence in the darkness makes meditation change from a discipline/practice that i should do to an embrace of direct pure intimacy with Her. . .and have come to love the time with her in darkened silence. . . Thanks Linda for pointing to these, for i have really found them interesting and instructive and validating . . Here is the link if any are interested http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B676PfadDsM & feature=related <http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B676PfadDsM & feature=related> love and light dear K Ma sister ordinary sparrow , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I know that black represents the Godess, the void, the womb, it is Shakti > > x x x love elektra x x x ever joyful x x x > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 7, 2009 Report Share Posted June 7, 2009 I see the orbs of light too, they seem to vary in size. , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I know that black represents the Godess, the void, the womb, it is Shakti or K Ma as Sparrow calls it so beautifully. > The cat and tiger are the k. > > The orbs of light are normal symtoms of the kundalini, I am not sure what they are exactly, but they are beautiful sparks of energy. > > x x x love elektra x x x ever joyful x x x > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 7, 2009 Report Share Posted June 7, 2009 Funny reading this for the first time today. This morning as I sat outside with my husband, I suddenly got little dancing white sparks going all around my peripheral vision quite fiercely for about 5 mins. then they slowly diminished till I watched the last one fade a way. I said hello. Didn't know what else to do? Watched them with interest. They were beautiful and fun to watch. Love to you, Elektra and all our K family. Valarie , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: The orbs of light are normal symtoms of the kundalini, I am not sure what they are exactly, but they are beautiful sparks of energy. > > x x x love elektra x x x ever joyful x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 8, 2009 Report Share Posted June 8, 2009 These lights are often discarnate consciousness. Kundalini is no small event and there are many who are not in the body who take a great interest in those of us in the body activating the divine connection. - blessings brilliance to you all! - chrism , " psalmistry8 " <psalmistry8 wrote: > > I see the orbs of light too, they seem to vary in size. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 8, 2009 Report Share Posted June 8, 2009 These lights around you Valarie can be understood as the actual enlightened energetic aspect of your Kundalini upon your aura. This is the energetic visual. These will be brilliant lights yet not huge. They will often swim around somewhat reminding one of the generative male component. And they can flow and swim around the peripheral edges of the visual field and often flow right into the front and center focused areas of the visual field. - they are beautiful to behold. These can come to awakened person after a very gentle spinal twist or stretching or turning of the neck. - blessings Valarie! - chrism , " Valarie Vousden " <vjvousden wrote: > I suddenly got little dancing white sparks going all around my peripheral vision quite fiercely for about 5 mins. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 8, 2009 Report Share Posted June 8, 2009 hi, I very often see these " sparks " as well, if I focus my vision on them, they are always there. they are like small squiggles that illuminate intensly and then fade out. once I was trying to push something and I held my breth as I did it, after I stopped there were intense lights swirling, like the small ones, but bigger and much brighter. I though it was something phisical due to the preassure though... and the small ones I thought were the same thing.. is it not so? I had read once that it was prana, and that it usually gathered around trees and living objects, but I see it everywhere, wherever there is enough ligh. they are very beautiful to watch anyway, whatever they are! lucia > > These lights around you Valarie can be understood as the actual enlightened energetic aspect of your Kundalini upon your aura. This is the energetic visual. These will be brilliant lights yet not huge. They will often swim around somewhat reminding one of the generative male component. And they can flow and swim around the peripheral edges of the visual field and often flow right into the front and center focused areas of the visual field. - they are beautiful to behold. These can come to awakened person after a very gentle spinal twist or stretching or turning of the neck. - blessings Valarie! - chrism > > > > > , " Valarie Vousden " <vjvousden@> wrote: > > I suddenly got little dancing white sparks going all around my peripheral vision quite fiercely for about 5 mins. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 14, 2009 Report Share Posted June 14, 2009 Hey Lucia et all, I too see the lights, especially on a sunny day. I had a difficult time seeing them for any length of time until I started squinting my vision and putting myself in a very light trance to keep me from blinking. I would just look at them in amazement. They are silvery blue in colour and would swim around. Yes Chrism, now that you mention, they move around like generative male component, less tail..lol. At times I see sparks flying in all directions in my periphial vision. I always wondered what they were and just assumed it was prana. Be Well, Ernie , " lari.lu " <lari.lu wrote: > > hi, > I very often see these " sparks " as well, if I focus my vision on them, they are always there. they are like small squiggles that illuminate intensly and then fade out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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