Guest guest Posted June 10, 2009 Report Share Posted June 10, 2009 Since my activation, I have been pretty isolated and quiet about what has been going on with me with the people in my life. I've been in a dream group with eight others for the past year. Some of them have been together for 10+ years. Its been a safe and loving haven for me. Many of the members have shared their spiritual experiences. Last night I woke up thinking about the dream group and the phrase " All Bets Are Off " came to mind. I was wondering if someone in the dream group had dreamt this or if it was my dream. Today, when the dream group met, I was talking about the dream last night and decided to share about my activation. Two of the members had read about kundalini (as Jung has written about it) but the others hadn't. they asked a lot of questions and were loving & supportive. It felt like something I didn't want to keep hidden from this close knit group of people. It was weird sharing about it and I had mixed feelings. I think it goes back to childhood and how infused I felt and yet hid this from my family because it wasn't safe and my mom was severely depressed. I would love to hear others experiences with this. Love and blessings, jan (by the way, went dancing last night and it was a blast. Last night was swing and salsa night. It felt good to move my body in new and challenging ways with male energy) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2009 Report Share Posted June 11, 2009 Hi Jan - its an interesting 'ride' on this path. I find that the further I go the more introspect I become. I discuss very little now about my experiences with anyone other than those I know are on similar spiritual paths and where the sharing of information helps in both comprehension and understanding. More and more frequently I find that something occurs which appears to be a random event, and then a short while later linkages suddenly become evident and the intended lessons become clear. Often I am exposed to aspects of that which I am seeking without knowing it, and then the internal 'teacher' puts it all together and points out what wasn't quite so obvious at the time allowing me to move on to the next challenge. The focus of it all narrows very definitively with progression with the objective becoming simpler with each step taken. To anyone 'normal' the sharing of such experiences and learning are perceived as confirmation that I have indeed lost my marbles! Maybe I have but what a way to go!! blessings - Jonathan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2009 Report Share Posted June 11, 2009 Hi jonathon, yes, I am with you on this.. I dont even try and share as the way I make meaning of events and what I perecive is so foreign to others that i have given up trying to share.. thank God for this group where my sanity is validated... haha... I hope you will all be honest with me if wot ai am writeeng stops beeeng coheeerant -osovvpoodvopv - clik. love Bruce , " jonrow_2914 " <jrowland wrote: > > Hi Jan - its an interesting 'ride' on this path. I find that the further I go the more introspect I become. I discuss very little now about my experiences with anyone other than those I know are on similar spiritual paths and where the sharing of information helps in both comprehension and understanding. More and more frequently I find that something occurs which appears to be a random event, and then a short while later linkages suddenly become evident and the intended lessons become clear. Often I am exposed to aspects of that which I am seeking without knowing it, and then the internal 'teacher' puts it all together and points out what wasn't quite so obvious at the time allowing me to move on to the next challenge. The focus of it all narrows very definitively with progression with the objective becoming simpler with each step taken. To anyone 'normal' the sharing of such experiences and learning are perceived as confirmation that I have indeed lost my marbles! Maybe I have but what a way to go!! blessings - Jonathan > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2009 Report Share Posted June 11, 2009 Ive spoken to my wife about this, just because she's my wife and we talk. But I know she has a wry smile on her face a lot of the time and thinks Im just kooky and odd. But I would never dream of discussing it with another person unless I was 100% sure that they were of the same inclination. As far as everyone who knows me is concerned I'm an atheist who has no spiritual inclinations what so ever. Makes me wonder just how well anyone actually knows me? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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