Guest guest Posted June 11, 2009 Report Share Posted June 11, 2009 LOL! My friend. Go to hell first before you say that. I have been and have come back and it is no place to be spoken lightly of except when your there. Visit hell only if you have a lesson that only hell can bring. This latest experience with the Rapid Format Awakening has been a great lesson for me and from it I will retract any offers of an RFA. Even for those who have a distinct illness or condition which could benefit from this application. Slow is good! - Your purgatory will recede dear Craig no worries. I can see your progress and it is indeed growing. - blessings and love to you! - chrism , " kundaflame " <kundaflame wrote: and I would rather go through hell if it means that I see the light and awaken sooner. And I'm very durable > > craig Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 11, 2009 Report Share Posted June 11, 2009 I understand Chrism I have an experience, after I wrote this I felt my drive really strong. I felt so alive too. I honored it, I've been ashamed of it because I thought it was too masculine. I went and meditated with this sense of urgency that I can't really explain and I think I went straight to the causal realm because it was really peaceful but I couldn't maintain consciousness so a lot of it was a black out. I would regain consciousness every now and then but enter back into the formless. And finally regained full consciousness a few minutes before my meditation time was up. I felt like I had been subtly transformed, I can't describe this feeling. But this gave me an insight: my drive isn't bad and to get rid of it isn't balancing it out. I can give more attention to the actual doing in present time than what I'm trying to get out of it in the future. So basically I've come to find out that this drive is essential to my awakening and needs to be honored and balance by giving more attention to the Now and not drowning in formal practice 24/7. So basically be surrendered in this powerful driving force when it arises. Thats my new insight craig , " chrism " <> wrote: > > LOL! My friend. Go to hell first before you say that. I have been and have come back and it is no place to be spoken lightly of except when your there. Visit hell only if you have a lesson that only hell can bring. > > This latest experience with the Rapid Format Awakening has been a great lesson for me and from it I will retract any offers of an RFA. Even for those who have a distinct illness or condition which could benefit from this application. > > Slow is good! - Your purgatory will recede dear Craig no worries. I can see your progress and it is indeed growing. - blessings and love to you! - chrism > > > , " kundaflame " <kundaflame@> wrote: > and I would rather go through hell if it means that I see the light and awaken sooner. And I'm very durable > > > > craig > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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