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yesterday i was up early did the tibetins,comp prayer,med etc .i felt so good. i

went to store on the bus.i wsa so happy and smiling at empty seats like people

were in them,but none were.i was so happy just smiling at nothing and

everything.then later after i was home i noticed my feet had become very swollen

and they felt like they were broken(but of cource they werent)my body felt

totally exhausted or drained.i layed on my bed with 3 pillows under my legs.i

could feel bone pains in my feet.i never get this way.i was just sobbing and all

kinds of goofy thoughts were going thru my mind.(that i was med on wrong

charkra.1@2,and that that wasnt to be startyed yet ,i wasnt good enough,i was

going to be left behind & bla.bla bla.and stuff about my son.etc .i mean over and

over i was sobbing so awful there was no rerason for it none.it was not like me

then i just couldnt figure it out--then ALL OF A SUDDEN I CAME TO REALIZE THAT I

WAS GETTING SMALLER>.not my body but the i in my brain.i realized i was letting

go of the i htat wes controlling me....CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT CHRISM!i dont

understand all the i,s exactly but i do know that was it.i med for long time

then just went off somewear in void woke up several hours later. i dont know

wear all the exhausten came from.but today is alot better. want to hear

something funny--the other nite i got up in middle of nite doing tibetins in the

dark(and i dont do stuff like that)in middle of nite you know the tibetin wear

you lay on floor & bring self up to standing like--WELL you know youre doing them

right when your shirt falls off LOL! when i med i still get thos body movements

& head shakes side to side.in the aft my legs were moving like waves instead of

jumping. janet

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Dear Janet, That is so good to hear. Thanks.  Love Julie.

 

 

 

 

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carlysgrandma1994 <carlysgrandma1994

 

Sunday, June 14, 2009 9:54:36 PM

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yesterday i was up early did the tibetins,comp prayer,med etc .i felt so good. i

went to store on the bus.i wsa so

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[Guest guest]

Hi Janet,

 

No worries about the goofy thoughts...can't tell you how many times I've done

this thinking something was wrong with me...(ok jury is still out...see there I

go again) So many highs and lows, its nice to hear we are not alone in this. You

getting up in the middle of the night to do Tibetans...this makes me smile

because I swear sometimes I have the energy of 20 people at about 3:00 in the

morning and go through phases of little sleep and I'm just fine. And this goes

on and on and then bam I swing the other way and sleep and sleep and

sleep...nice to hear of your void visit too. Hope you'll keep sharing 'cuz it

helps when those goofy thoughts come a calling to remind us that it will pass

and its okay.

Much love to you Janet

Deb

PS - Feels free to let that shirt fall off in the middle of the night...

Hope you'll be joining our next full moon flashing...(course I'll be here and

you'll be there and everyone will be where they are ... but still kinda funny to

think about it!

 

 

, " carlysgrandma1994 "

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> yesterday i was up early did the tibetins,comp prayer,med etc .i felt so good.

i went to store on the bus.i wsa so happy and smiling