Guest guest Posted June 15, 2009 Report Share Posted June 15, 2009 There was a cut inside the brain today. I was sitting in the class room and listening to the lecture, when there was this cut exactly at the opening on top of the head and in the center. It could be anything inside the brain, but was definitely like a " cut " , a strong one. A bit of pain and gone ! The experience blacked me out for 3 seconds and then I was back. After the cut, there was some intense activity in the forehead. I am having headache from the afternoon and the activity is intense today. Will take some rest. I had heard before that " Kundalini can tear human tissue " and today I validate this. What a raw,intelligent,strong power it is ! Thanks a lot for the quote below - " Surrender dear Skoogle. Surrender to the DIVINE IMPERATIVE. This is my suggestion for you at this time. Complete as much of your physical education as you can and then retreat into the arms of Krishna of Shakti of Shiva. Of the sacred trinity of which you are the sacred child. " As and when I worry about my future/career because of K, reading the suggestion above is helping me. Thanks again for all the support. Cheers, Skoogle Cricket on your mind? Visit the ultimate cricket website. Enter http://beta.cricket. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 15, 2009 Report Share Posted June 15, 2009 Don't worry Skoogle, you are getting a far more valuable education , a divine education. I know its hard to fathom with the logical mind, but you are very much looked after and cared for and will be just fine. Wishing you all the best, love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 15, 2009 Report Share Posted June 15, 2009 When I meditate now the area between my eyebrows throbs like crazy and I feel like electricity and it feel like somebodys in the room --- Original Message --- " chrism " <> Sent:Mon 6/15/09 3:25 pm Subj: Re: Experience 29 - The cut inside the brain ! A form of dismemberment in that the structure of the crown has been manipulated in order to give further and individuated expression for the unique platform of awakening as determined by your karma and by the blueprint of awakening within you Skoogle. - blessings and surrender my friend. - chrism , Skoogle Msb <skoogle_msb wrote: > > There was a cut inside the brain today. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 15, 2009 Report Share Posted June 15, 2009 Hi Skoogle, Thanks for sharing your experiences, and for detailing them with such precision. I just want to reassure you that I went through something similar (brain-zapping blue light with a sizzling sound) while at work, early in my career, and it didn't hurt anything. I think it's just part of the systems upgrade: You're getting a faster multi-core processor with tons of RAM and unlimited expansion capability! So trust yourself; I think your career is going to be just fine. Peace, Shaz <skoogle_msb wrote: > > There was a cut inside the brain today...when I worry about my future/career because of K... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 15, 2009 Report Share Posted June 15, 2009 Hi Skoogle, So nice to read of your journey. When I read of your tear inside the brain it reminded me of some of my sensations, and while I don't know if its the same thing going on I thought I'd share with you in case its similar or helps. I would have this feeling of a knife going into my head. It happened many more times than once. It may have something to do with the pineal gland. I am not sure. I noticed during this time my 3rd eye was getting more intense. And I'd see and still have these flashes of light that go off whether my eyes are closed or open. When I meditate on the heart and for me what I mean by that is that I first make a declaration of surrender to the divine and then I try to focus on my heart chakra while I focus on love for everything and anything - oh and appreciation. First I focus on the easiest things that come so naturally to you - that you love. Like people that you do ect, then I focus on loving and appreciating everything and expand that to include the simple squirrel in my yard to all squirrels animals, people, the entire earth, universe all beings here and ?? ha. Anyway when I do this my forehead and head keep getting flashes of light. If I start to bring my attention to that I sorta lose my meditation and start coming out of it. If I keep the focus on the love and appreciation and try to just let that light flash away without being too distracted it gets more and more intense...but in a pleasant way. Now whenever I focus on anything, right now as I write this to you (what has happened over some time) is the third eye region is vibrating and in my peripheal vision everything is sorta blinking with this smoky light that shoots out. The last month or so it feels like a screwdriver is in the area between the eyebrows that sort of feels tight and is turning, vibrating. Well I don't know if this is the same thing happening but if so hope it helps. When the light is flashing it can be distracting like I said in meditation but also it brings the light in minds eye stronger which helps me somehow to go into more deeper meditations which there is such peace there, and expanding and floating. And sometimes at night this light is brighter than what is there if that makes sense. So if its dark, sometimes I can't see lets say the hand or arm in the dark but the light from it or other things is so bright that thats what I see. Of course it is very beautiful but also the paradox of feeling and seeing the illusion of everything - well its something not always easy to cope with in my egoic mind. ha Anyway hopes this helps - I remember sometimes (ok more than sometimes) thinking something was wrong with my brain! hahaha That doubt can sometimes creep in and negativity - I try to just watch it (these thoughts) drift away - my egoic mind has had much difficulty in accepting this over the last year or so. Again its beautiful but the feeling of illusion of this life gets stronger so there is much to deal with there. For me its harder to stay focused on things that have to be done in everyday life - the motivation to do those sort of things is just not there anymore. I still struggle with this balance. And of course the negativity creeps in the other way too...will I get stuck in this phenomena...will I be able to keep going farther...to become self-realized (enlightened)or that union with all that is (don't know how to say this) in this lifetime...which of course is what I long for... Shoot got off-track again! Sorry! Really just wanted to tell you about the head sensations(and wondering if it has something to do with the pineal gland?) so you knew it was normal...I can see you are much better at accepting these feelings without doubt coming in than I was...and I appreciate you describing this " tear " in case any of us " feel " that too. It makes it all so much easier. Love your posts and look forward to reading more of your journey. Much love to you. Deb , Skoogle Msb <skoogle_msb wrote: > > There was a cut inside the brain today. > I was sitting in the class room and listening to the lecture, when there was this cut exactly at the opening on top of the head and in the center. > It could be anything inside the brain, but was definitely like a " cut " , a strong one. A bit of pain and gone ! > The experience blacked me out for 3 seconds and then I was back. After the cut, there was some intense activity in the forehead. > I am having headache from the afternoon and the activity is intense today. > Will take some rest. > I had heard before that " Kundalini can tear human tissue " and today I validate this. > What a raw,intelligent,strong power it is ! > > Thanks a lot for the quote below - > " Surrender dear Skoogle. Surrender to the DIVINE IMPERATIVE. This is my suggestion for you at this time. Complete as much of your physical education as you can and then retreat into the arms of Krishna of Shakti of Shiva. Of the sacred trinity of which you are the sacred child. " > > As and when I worry about my future/career because of K, reading the suggestion above is helping me. > Thanks again for all the support. > > > Cheers, > Skoogle > > > > Cricket on your mind? Visit the ultimate cricket website. Enter http://beta.cricket. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 15, 2009 Report Share Posted June 15, 2009 A form of dismemberment in that the structure of the crown has been manipulated in order to give further and individuated expression for the unique platform of awakening as determined by your karma and by the blueprint of awakening within you Skoogle. - blessings and surrender my friend. - chrism , Skoogle Msb <skoogle_msb wrote: > > There was a cut inside the brain today. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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