Squirrel in My House

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I took a nap on the couch this afternoon and became aware in dreaming. James

was moving around doing this and that. Straightening up the living room like we

were expecting company over. This was part of the dream, but it seemed very

real. I was wondering why he was doing that since we were not expecting any

company today. I was too sleepy and could not wake up to help him. LOL! He was

really cleaning good, moving the furniture and cleaning there, too, and with me

trying to sleep. I was getting a little agravated at him, but repressed the

urge to say anything to him. But kept wondering why he was doing it in the first

place.

 

Then I heard or sensed a presence and I peeked through my eyelids and there was

this tiny squirrel setting there in the middle of the floor looking at me. (The

living room looked twice as big as it really is so knew I was in a dream.) It

seemed to be an adult squirrel, but he was tiny about the size of a small mouse.

He began comunicating with me... just he could read my mind and I could read

his. He let me know he wanted to go back outside, but was afraid to move which

would draw attention to himself. I sent him love and peace and let him know I

would go open the door so he could get out. James was still busy cleaning and

did not notice, but about that time my cat did notice. I quickly went and open

the door and he rush out and the cat followed him. Before he ran up the tree,

he stopped, looked back and thanked me.

 

Then I was back asleep and was woke up again and both my daughters and

son-in-laws were there. I was real surprised to see them for no one had let me

know they were coming over. There I was sleeping and still in my pjs. I asked

them what was going on, for they looked all so very serious. Then I was reading

their minds and knew. They were there because they had been spying on me and had

been reading what all I had been posting here on the group and they thought I

needed to have medical help so they were going to have me committed. I told them

they were rude for not informing me they were coming, so at least I could have

been dressed and I told them I was going to go get dressed and left the room.

Inside I was furious, but repressed it so I could have a chance to get away. I

woke up at that point and the feeling of being betrayed and furious about it is

still with me. I cannot seem to shake it off.

 

The last part of this dream was inspired (I am positive) by a talk I had with a

friend last night, who used to be a member here. I am wondering if this feeling

of being betrayed and angry over it could be her feeling of what happened to

her.

 

After writing that last two of sentences, I realized maybe I needed to put my

friend's picture on a glasss and shatter it, just in case some emotional

attachment was form from our talk. Well I did do that and then went and

meditated on love, peace, and joy, imitating Deb's meditation, and now I feel

great, so it worked. While I was at it I gave thanks to the little dream

squirrel guide for this teaching experience.

After meditating, I realized I felt the same as the little squirrel did, trapped

in the house with no way out. I was filled with rage that my family would do

that to me. If it actually happened I think I would feel just that way. Even

though my friend situation is mostly resolved she said she could not get past

the feelings of being watched and spied on.

 

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Earlier this morning I became aware in a dream that was not very vivid. It was

dark and I was walking on this winding trail, then after a little the trail

began to viberate and move beneath my feet. The road turned into this huge live

snake! I did not feel any fear, but I do not know what happened after that if

anything, because fell back into unaware sleep.

 

I am thinking this dream was inspired by the websites on the Indian snake mound

that someone posted a few days ago.

 

Linda