re: ponderings about sharing about K

[Guest guest]

thanks for your shares about talking with others about kundalini. i guess its

discernment and motive for me. i think about if i hadn't had two AA sponsors

over a decade ago that shared their experiences with kundalini at a time I was

teaching yoga but didn't know what they were talking about i would have possibly

had a harder time. in those years i went to a yoga retreat and a teacher did an

adjustment where he gyrated my thighs by extended my thighs away from my pelvis

& rotating them and making more space in the hip sockets so I could sit in

padmasana. a few hours later, i felt like i had taken 30 hits of speed and

couldn't talk to anyone. this lasted three days and i came down by taking long

walks in nature and eating meat. i wasn't scared because i had heard about such

experiences. its like the AA adage of how our experiences can benefit others. i

have two clients that i think have some kundalini activation but i haven't

called it such as it seems like the context they are seeing it in works for

them. after my sponsors, i met two men in town that talked nonstop about it.

one was forever trying to straighten his spine and having medical science take

xrays to prove it was straightening and was teaching others about it. the other

was focused always on how difficult a process he was having in it. Both were

stuck in an ego place with it. interesting thinking about them all now.

 

I had a moment of road rage this morning and immediately went to forgiveness.

it seems harder for me to forgive myself for flare-ups of anger than the person

who provoked it. interesting. just for the record, the tick didn't burrow in

my arm, it was just crawling. The bird gently pecked my arm but didn't break

the skin. it was just a friendly reminder that she had babies she didn't want

endangered. i love all the critters.

love and blessings,

Jan

[Guest guest]

Hi Jan,

Guess you were getting some critter love, they saw your light and paid their

respects! Thats so cool how you've met people in everyday life talking about

kundalini! I love knowing that you are/were a yoga teacher!!! And I wonder if

yoga teachers around the world know of the kundalini? And the teacher that did

the adjustment did he realize what happened? I love hearing these stories

because it shows the many varied ways the kundalini can come. So thank you for

this. And I know what you mean about it being harder on oneself than others. I

use to wonder if people that were enlightened ever get those strong emotions and

then I saw this video on Sri Ramana Mah(ok i really gotta learn to spell his

name!) and one talked about where someone was giving him a really hard time and

he clearly felt angry, made his point and then quickly let it go. Perhaps that

is what will happen over time, feeling the emotions still without beating

ourselves up about it and then being able to let it pass easier than we could

before. So after I saw that video I know I sure felt alot better about myself

sometimes getting down on myself. Heck if Sri Ramana can get a bit angry...I

surely shouldn't feel bad about my emotions! ha

Thank you Jan and may the birds and critters of this world greet you lovingly

each day. Shoot was that a mosquito that just bit me? (:

Deb

 

, " Jan " <drjandean

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> thanks for your shares about talking with others about kundalini.