sleeping with a storm - my little experience continued

[Guest guest]

Just gonna post a quick something. Last night while sleeping in the porch the

storm got really bad - of course I enjoyed it though. I could feel that was not

the only thing coming. I started to hear this girl humming ... not the deep hum

of that internal furnance ... but a girl humming around my head in my ears ect.

This was as my screen door was flying open and slamming shut due to the huge

winds and the trees were bending over touching the ground, lightening, thunder,

heavy rain...well I love all that so felt quite at home with it...but the

humming I have to admit to all of you that I felt a little fear - didn't stay in

it but I thought this sounds like one of those little girls humming - you know I

was thinking it could go bad at any minute like the children singing in horror

movies (see why not to put your attention on such things!ha)

But that thought came and I let it go - my next negative thought was that I

truly am all alone and felt sad, ok whatever face yourself Deb, then next

negative thought as I put my hands over my ears to cover the sound I noticed it

also came from inside me/inside my ears, then I uncovered my ears and noticed it

was moving around my head - this sound -

So my last negative thought was why can't God/divine whatever just love me...I

mean do you WANT me to go crazy? Is that what you want? hahaha

It actually took longer to type these feelings/thoughts out - because I just

accepted it and surrendered and knew it was myself coming at me...whether I

liked it or not...I accepted it. And I realized that voice I was hearing was I

think my voice. Not my voice how I hear myself, but my voice if I hear myself on

an answering machine or something...so whatever

 

I started to find it funny laying there that this crazy storm was going on and

I'm laying in the porch getting rained on and loudest thunder and lightening and

things blowing and banging and scared animal sounds and here I am with

uncomfortable thoughts of hearing myself hum to myself, than of being out in

this.

 

Anyway again I surrendered to it and thought whatever comes, comes...I'm going

to sleep and with that I went into the deepest best sleep I've had in the

longest time...as the wind blew, the storm raged and I guess some part of me

hummed to myself! ha

 

Humming Deb

 

 

, " flowerpowers7777 "

<flowerpowers7777 wrote:

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[Guest guest]

Oh Deb, that is so delightful! Thank you for sharing your wonderful

experience. It brings to mind the story Dhyana shared about the

meditating monk and the dangling spider.

 

Peace to you, Ms Ho-Hum! Shaz

 

 

, " flowerpowers7777 "

<flowerpowers7777 wrote:

> I started to find it funny laying there that this crazy storm was

going on and I'm laying in the porch getting rained on and loudest

thunder and lightening and things blowing and banging and scared animal

sounds and here I am with uncomfortable thoughts of hearing myself hum

to myself, than of being out in this.

>

> Anyway again I surrendered to it and thought whatever comes,

comes...I'm going to sleep and with that I went into the deepest best

sleep I've had in the longest time...as the wind blew, the storm raged

and I guess some part of me hummed to myself! ha

>

> Humming Deb

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks Shaz!

And thanks for the Dhyana tip on the monk and spider...gonna have to look that

one up on the search engine! Much Peace to you to Shaz...

Humming away,

Deb

 

, " shaktiaz " <shaktiaz

wrote:

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[Guest guest]

Do you or anyone still have that story? You've got me curious.

 

Bliss,

Maggie

 

>

It brings to mind the story Dhyana shared about the

> meditating monk and the dangling spider.

>

> Peace to you, Ms Ho-Hum! Shaz