Guest guest Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 I felt calm. Blissful. I did my reverse org@sm thing that usually puts me in a vibrational state when I meditate right after. I put all my faith in the experience whether I had a vibrational state or not. I was having a hard time relaxing though, itching like crazy. Finally I managed to zonk my consciousness out. I had an obe but I couldn't see. A little but barely. I asked my higher self to teach me how to leave my body because I was having a hard time getting out. I was getting a little frustrated. I started to pull myself up and my body would move. It would tickle at my root chakra when I moved up and it was separating. No go though. I remained stuck to my body. I began wondering if I would face a fear or something. This was because I looked at this viking skeleton thing my hubby put above the bed. It's eyes were moved up and it looked a bit different. Quite um.... unpleasant... A bit scary in appearance. I guess that would describe it. Suddenly a portal opened. It was geometric, glittery like rainbows (Like fractal art) but black inside. I said AHA! The void. I decided to go in to it. What the heck. I flew into it. Letting it consume me. Suddenly, out of nowhere this demon thing screamed in my ears, in utter black... " TAKE.... THE.... PAINNNN!!!! " It was so loud. So deep. Like I had found a wrathful demon or something. It permeated my ears, my body; I began shaking. Not fear... surprise yes, but not a significant amount of fear. I said... " I am not afraid of you " in my head when the shock was over. I jarred awake. It was over. I thought I would share. I woke up and I was like... wow.... That was pretty cool, but weird. Has anyone experienced something like this? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 Hi Tiffany, I am curious, what is the reverse org@sm thing you do? I love yours and everyone's sharings and experiences! Thank you for sharing! Namaste, Maggie , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia wrote: > > I felt calm. Blissful. I did my reverse org@sm thing that usually puts me in a vibrational state when I meditate right after. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 angelikdementia, that was some interesting phenomena you experienced.. . but wondering too much about what it means and what it was won't do you much good. my advice is that all you need to know is that it was some karmic clearing. just move on and keep practicing mikael Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 LOL okay. I do know from the input that it was some kind of clearing, and that makes sense to me about the dweller in the threshold. I got that answer after I asked for guidance from my higher self. Basically it is a manifestation of former Karma, appearing in some malicious form before you can cross over. Something to that affect, shape or form. Simple enough! All of your responses have helped me to find the answer, and I appreciate it! That pretty much makes sense at this point. I will leave it at that for now... no point in beating a dead horse! Thanks y'all I appreciate your input always! Still a baby here =D PS> The coolest thing just happened. I saw my aura for the first time just now! It was a deep blueish/neon purple on the inside next to my body, then with orangish on the outside of that but less dense. It looked a lot like those floaters around trees were swimming in it but longer. They also flew out sparks. -Tiffany , " mikaelz0 " <mixolyd wrote: > > angelikdementia, > > > that was some interesting phenomena you experienced.. . but wondering too much about what it means and what it was won't do you much good. my advice is that all you need to know is that it was some karmic clearing. just move on and keep practicing > > mikael > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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