Whoa!!!! I have to share. The void.- Tiffany

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Hello Tiffany,

Nice going in controlling the fear! I wouldnt suggest using the

orgasms reversed or not for OBE initiations. This will tend to ground the body

making it difficult to separate. It may have worked for you in the past but you

are inside of a transformation and this may begin to have experiences that can

trap or take one into areas that are not needed to experience.....unless they

are " needed " of course! - lol.

 

First I will suggest that the demon mask be removed from the wall. Why have such

an influence in the sleeping chamber? But thats just me.

 

Not all opportunities exist within what we expect them to be. The void is

terrible and tranquil as befits the consciousness of the person entering it.

Your fearlessness and Shakti saved you from what could have been some severe

damage. And yet on the higher planes there can be no permanent irreversible

damage. But it can take quite sometime to process through and so this ewill

depend upon the individual and whe5ther or not they wish to process through a

demon experience. If this is desired then the void can give one demons after

demons after demons. And it can also give one the " consciousness " of permanent

damage being incurred.

 

Just saying that not all dark holes are worth exploring depending upon the

person. This though for you was a teaching as I am viewing it. Away of helping

you to understand and to develop some discernment about what your expectations

of the void are and what associations you may have of it and of course an

experience with Shadow aspects of consciousness. Some become so enamored of the

Shadow that they allow it to become a sole expression for them, adopting names

of warriors and command structures that resonate with war and violence and its

opposing forces using the same means etc. etc.

 

So a great teaching for you to discern and to broaden your horizon with regards

to what the " VOID " means to you. Is it the womb of life? The nurturing silence

of the dark impetus to strive towards light? Is it the evil of Humanity? The

many mansions of Hell that exist for soul refinement? Is it the bastion of

demons and consciousness set there to ensnare any unwary individual that decides

to go exploring?

 

Is it the place of shadow refinement? A place to meet and balance are darkest

fears? Is it the backdrop of the brilliance of love as great shadow must

accompany great light in this plane of dualities?

 

Is it the fertile soil of experience needed to wean the consciousness away from

fear? Is it the abode of the " dark night " ? Is it milk from the body of

Goddess/God from whose breasts pour the divine starlight of love into the

darkest reaches of consciousness allowing the divine union no matter what the

circumstances of fear and destruction?

 

It is all of these in my humble opinion. We choose the expression from the

choice of our expectations. The mask even being on the wall was a chosen

expression of expectation.

 

Tread these areas with care my friends not with fear but with care as experience

exists that can take much time to go through. Entire lives and lives within the

boundaries of the energetic existence beyond the body physical. It be a very

many aspected adventure and you will come out of it ok. But for a time you will

simply be in the Hell of your expectations and ignorance. I have been there and

done this. So you decide for yourself how you wish to come into the void.

 

No fear is best Tiffany and you did that well. Arrogance has its own rewards

however and this can indicate a need for balance. Shakti is what saved you from

your recent encounter and indeed she may have had some influence in even the

gifting of this experience.

 

If you were given this experience with out the Kundalini your ego consciousness

could quite possibly still be there being chewed upon and twisted by this

particular Shadow representative that you have " on the wall " of your room. -

lol!

 

I suggest some selectivity as you are still so new the Kundalini process.

Discard your ego based assumptions and go with what the Shakti is showing you.

Follow the safeties for experiences based upon the concepts they represent. You

did well with your fear dear Tiffany nice going! -