Guest guest Posted June 23, 2009 Report Share Posted June 23, 2009 Dear and All, I find I am again hesitant to proceed... well not hesitant in a didering way, because I am " quite sure " about being hesitant! lol I have said before that I am a reluctant awakener and that is where I am again. Fear is not present, or I am unaware of its presence as of now. I am pondering on the why of it all... I am a human being, living here in the physical world at this moment in time... I am not living in the spirit world... or any other world. I am not of devine nature I am of human nature....yes I have a spirit and soul in this body, but now I am in this place in this body. I do not want to spend my life striving to be somewhere other than where I am.... About 2 years ago when " it " happened to me I was brought to somewhere else... I called it the void but I am not sure if it was THE void that people talk about....I was in the oneness of everything... I was a tiny tiny part of it and somehow I was also all of it... it was pure stillness and peace. I actually cannot retain really what it was like, I cannot put it into words but I know I experienced a peace not of here. After bliss and love for everything was present in me for some time.... Ok here comes the awful bit... bliss is not all it is cracked up to be.... In this world it can not be maintained. Anyway fear did occur and other things too.. disconnection... and reconnection and now I seem to be coming to a place where I am content to let all the " stuff " and manifestations just pass on by.... I actually do not want them.... there is no need...I probably sound much much more confused than I now feel... Ok will finish up here. Love Julia. I Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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