Guest guest Posted June 24, 2009 Report Share Posted June 24, 2009 I went on a trip to India with some friends from there. I don't know them very well and knew nothing about Hinduism or their culture what so ever. After a few days of traveling and mind overstimulation and lack of sleep...I finally had more time to write in my journal and just be by myself while my husband was out. I've always been a spiritual person talking to God all the time...As I was writing about how wonderful the country is and how beautiful the people are...I had this overwhelming feeling of peace, bliss, joy, all my questions were answered.... hit me and I felt so weightless. I can't remember what I wrote...I later threw it away (get to that later) I felt like I was from India. I was in a trance and the smells were powerfully familiar, everything was familiar. In this trance, I felt like I could " see " things in a 3rd dimension, hard to explain, I could understand both sides to a conflict and meet somewhere in the middle... I surrendered in the car a couple days after this experience and felt numb everywhere. I was sleeping, but I wasn't...I felt an energy drift out of my body and through my head. The next day and the rest of the trip I was in and out of this " consciousness " and for me it was hell...I felt like I was fighting with myself in a way...I couldn't remember who I was, and I guess that was hell. I felt this way and I didn't know how to get rid of it, or come down so to speak. I've been reading everything online and in books since I got back. Kundalini is the only thing that makes sense to me! I perhaps experienced Kundalini syndrome. I'm excited to finally find some answers! Looking forward to getting to know some people! God Bless you all! Laura Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2009 Report Share Posted June 24, 2009 Hi Laura, I am fairly new myself and getting to know everyone here has been wonderful. Thank you for sharing your experience. It does sound an awful lot like a K symptom. I assume you are back more completely in this reality than when you were away? Surrender is a huge step. Nice! And nice to meet you. namaste, Maggie > trip I was in and out of this " consciousness " and for me it was hell...I felt like I was fighting with myself in a way...I couldn't remember who I was, and I guess that was hell. I felt this way and I didn't know how to get rid of it, or come down so to speak. I've been reading everything online and in books since I got back. Kundalini is the only thing that makes sense to me! I perhaps experienced Kundalini syndrome. I'm excited to finally find some answers! Looking forward to getting to know some people! God Bless you all! > > Laura Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2009 Report Share Posted June 24, 2009 Thanks Maggie, I would say I am in this reality now, I am on meds though and have been trying to get off of them, but the same feelings keep " creeping " in and I don't know how to handle it, there are some tips I found online for grounding myself, I'll have to try them. What I find myself freaking out about is the animals that come around me, it's just overwhelming the amount I guess...I live in the outskirts of town, so we have bunnies, quail, pigeons, lizards, snakes, bees (they were building a home in our roof)...I've been real close to all of them! It's a huge change in my life and I have to take baby steps as I said before, I've never read anything about this, it was so spontaneous that it scared the crap outta me..literally, lol! Nice to meet you Maggie, Laura , " Maggie Anderson " <a216024 wrote: > > Hi Laura, > > I am fairly new myself and getting to know everyone here has been wonderful. Thank you for sharing your experience. It does sound an awful lot like a K symptom. I assume you are back more completely in this reality than when you were away? Surrender is a huge step. Nice! And nice to meet you. > > namaste, > Maggie > > > trip I was in and out of this " consciousness " and for me it was hell...I felt like I was fighting with myself in a way...I couldn't remember who I was, and I guess that was hell. I felt this way and I didn't know how to get rid of it, or come down so to speak. I've been reading everything online and in books since I got back. Kundalini is the only thing that makes sense to me! I perhaps experienced Kundalini syndrome. I'm excited to finally find some answers! Looking forward to getting to know some people! God Bless you all! > > > > Laura > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2009 Report Share Posted June 24, 2009 What a trip that must have been, pretty intense I would say, something in India jogged the inner memory of you. Places can be so powerful like that. I'm very glad you found your way all the way from India and in to our group :-)) lots of love and blessings Laura from elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 26, 2009 Report Share Posted June 26, 2009 Hi Laura, Oh how I love those animals! They are so darned cute and sometimes not so cute and in your face. But they always come with lovely messages. Getting out in nature is a great way to ground. And of course the wonderful grounding visualizations or being a tree, standing with a tree. Yoga and of course the 5 Tibetans are beautiful ways that ground me and I feel so great doing them. Blessings to you! Maggie , " lo1o113 " <lo1o113 wrote: > > Thanks Maggie, > I would say I am in this reality now, I am on meds though and have been trying to get off of them, but the same feelings keep " creeping " in and I don't know how to handle it, there are some tips I found online for grounding myself, I'll have to try them. > What I find myself freaking out about is the animals that come around me, it's just > Laura Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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