re: ponderings

[Guest guest]

I went to a social gathering after work and my k became all aflutter. i had

this thought of it being like tinkerbell, coming to convey some kind of message

but I don't yet understand the language. When I was still very fearful of the

activation, I remember going to a friend's funeral and at the service it became

sooo active I could barely stay sitting down. It sometimes gets very active

around people.

 

I also had a very strong thought today that I might like to work with children,

possibly children with cancer. This thought came right after a little boy was

waddling down the hall with family members close behind. As he came towards me,

he looked up at me and squatted right in front of me. They, of course, came up

and swooped him up apologetically. I'm trying to take note of this little inner

promptings.

Love and blessings,

Jan

[Guest guest]

Hi Jan,

I notice also anytime I am with someone or reading/seeing someone that has

touched me emotionally - well the k really starts moving. And being open to

those what I call signs - it seems like then you get more and more and it feels

good to get that feeling of being in the flow - of knowing what to do - of being

looked/cared for and guided. And that little boy probably could not resist that

what he felt/saw from you that perhaps others older may have a harder time

seeing. I'm so happy he " saw " the beautiful person you are. I also have had this

feeling of volunteering with kids. I called the hospitals to see how I could go

just play games with them - card games and I don't know I'm a goof so who else

appreciates that more than a kid? (: ha So I look forward to hearing your

experiences with these kids and how lucky they are to have you...our dancing

queen (:

Okay couldnt' resist but it makes me happy to think of you out there dancing up

a storm! Love knowing you.

Deb

 

, " Jan " <drjandean

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