synchronicity and conscious reality creation

[Guest guest]

I have been having a lot of synchronicity lately. Two days ago One happened and

chrism suggested I tell you all about it. Last week I had a lucid dream in which

I became lucid in a dream and then flew up above the clouds into the

stratosphere. I was floating there and looking directly at the sun. In that

moment I brought all of my awareness to my presence of being and just meditated

in that space while looking at the sun. As I did this two Giant swans made of

pink and blue light were born out of the sun and started to float away from it

as they would on the surface of water.

 

As this was happening their heads kept morphing into the heads of other animals

like fish and turtles. Then all of the sudden I was in a room like a cafe and a

table was laid out before me with a lot of objects on it. On item was a

meditation book that I used when I first formally began meditating, then there

were a bunch of half cut open juicy tomatoes and my blender. I was angry about

this because it felt like some kind of trickery was at play within my lucid

dream as if something was exerting control over my awareness and trying to pull

me back into an illusive state of unconsciousness. In an act of conscious

defiance I started screaming and dragging my body all across the table to knock

everything on the floor.

 

I then went to the woman there who was a waitress and I told her that I wanted

to be in direct communication with my higher self and my spirit guides right

now! She completely ignored what I actually said and replied " What's that? Would

you like more iced tea? " I yelled " No! You heard me I want to meet my spirit

guides NOW! " She then pulled out a photo album that seemed to be some kind of

instruction manual for this process of facilitating the communication I was

talking about. She held it up and as the pages turned in it it was as if I was

being transported through the pictures it shown.

 

Then I found myself in a room in which all of these horrific and violent acts

were taking place. A woman was somehow being repeatedly decapitated and

dismembered in a bath tub and It was as if I was surrounded by all of these

demonic entities. Knowing that I was looking directly at my own shadow, I just

kept radiating love from my heart to everything I saw and repeating over and

over again " I love you and I forgive you. " Then two days ago I was watching a

video on Youtube by a kriya yoga master and he was talking about a certain level

of meditation called humsa where sometimes a swan of light is seen. Then the

video showed a computer generated graphic of what this would like like and it

was a crude swan looking shape made of pink and blue light. I guess it is

actually a cross section of the human brain.

 

Here is a link to the video which also talks about kundalini.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V9cSuXLlOtA & feature=related. So, I am creating my

own reality and must surrender all illusion from my mind in order to do this

fully consciously and in alignment with the laws of creation. Cool!

Love,

Travis

[Guest guest]

That is way cool Travis, really great imagery.

Thanks for posting this example of vision quest (thats what I call it).

Good to hear from you love,

elektra x x x