shaktipat expectations first timers - It is difficult!

[Guest guest]

Yes it is difficult to persist without the rewards that we feel we are deserving

of. It is a difficult situation to be tested through. It can also be seen as so

very necessary. We are all equals in the eyes of divine or higher consciousness

so let us be clear about that. Inside of that equality everyone has refinements

unique to them that they are allowed to go through in order to come into this

expression.

 

Without this having KUNDALINI could be deadly. We reach into these areas not in

the ways that we reach into a grocery store. - lol! " Pay your money and get this

or that. " We are so used to this concept and it permeates are expectations into

almost every aspect of how we understand " giving to receive. " or " doing to

receive " And yet even if one were to give a million dollars and try to buy their

way into Kundalini it may not work for them at all!

 

Everyone has their own unique refinement equation and as the refinements are

achieved so does the person surge forward into that which they are striving for.

Inside the concepts of " want of gain and fear of loss " our ego cannot know if

that refinement has taken place. This will be communicated from another vector

of expression " upon " the ego and the five bodies of expression.

 

We reach into these places as a young bird reaches for flight with very similar

results if the conditioning for that flight has not been achieved at the time of

jumping out of the nest. Our familiar reality can be seen as a secure nest of

known quality and quantity.

 

Yes it can be a struggle. Having the Kundalini come without expectation or

knowledge or understanding can also be a very major struggle without a secure

tether to a familiar reality to hold onto. In so very many ways refinement is

about struggle and work and conditioning to open the caccoon and step into the

new expression.

 

Sometimes the butterfly needs to do the work, to have the strength, to take the

flight. Kundalini isnt easy. Even when it " just comes " it is never easy. We

struggle and work and from those strenuous expressions of refinement do we gain

our " heart hold " into the divine fields. - my take on it. - chrism

 

 

, " Richard Eisenberg "

<Pyaar333 wrote:

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> It is difficult at times to continue the practice when not much is felt,

specially during the shktipat when the practice is done three times a day!

[Guest guest]

For me, I continue to release my expectations. More surrender.

 

Have I truly used what gifts I have been given to fully serve? To fully love and

express love here on Earth? Likely I will never be able to use them fully. So

what need of more gifts? Perhaps they will not come, perhaps they will.

 

But if I am truly serving, loving and follow the safeties has laid before

me, I think I won't be desiring phenomena or sidhis or other gifts from the

divine. And then at that point they just might come... lol

 

Ironic isn't it?

 

be well all!

 

bradly