Guest guest Posted June 27, 2009 Report Share Posted June 27, 2009 After making this post this morning I went and ate watermelon. Then I decided to read a while until James wakes up. I got my book and sat on the couch to read and it was no time before my energy began getting stronger like it was the first 4 days. It kept getting stronger until I began feeling nauseated. By that time James woke up. I went and looked in the mirror and I was paled out, so I told James I needed to lay back down for a few minutes before cooking breakfast. Laying down help a little. After about an hour I got up and cooked thinking if I ate an egg, it would ground the energy somewhat. After eating I went and sat down on the couch again and the energy began getting stronger again. I left the room and went to the bedroom to meditate and do the compression prayer a second time. I fell asleep while meditating and woke up with my head hurting. It has been hurting all afternoon. I think it's the couch! I went to set down again just now before writing this and the energy began increasing again. I know I probably need to get outside and go for a walk, but it's to hot out there yet. What should I do, just avoid the couch for the rest of the day and tomorrow? Go take a cold shower? what? I don't want anything major to happen while James is home. Linda , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Even though the smooth flowing blissful sensations up my back has slowed down and can barely be felt these last three days, I am still feeling great and having a wonderful shaktipat. Last night while walking the long 5 miles nature trail, I began having pressure pain in my neck and across my shoulders. I have been getting this other times on this walk. I don't know if it means I have a blockage there or if it's caused just from the way I walk. I just did some neck stretches while walking and it relieved it a little. This morning while doing my first meditation I had lots of surface fizzies up my neck and across my shoulders where it was aching last night. > > On day 5, I was eating breakfast/brunch with James and I had asked him a question and he began this long drawn out explanation and was going real slow in the telling. LOL! I subconsciously got impatience and was finishing sentenses for him. He got a little angry and told me to stop finishing his sentences. I apoligized immediately, but I got tickled realizing I was doing that. My laughing and trying to apologize at the same time made his anger vanish and he laughed and began joking about it. Then he finished telling his long explanation and I patiently listen. > > Also, this morning while meditating I had a vision of a hand holding a glass of water and it pour the water out over the area of my couch where I do a lot of my meditating. I know water has to do with emotions and the second chakra, but that is about as far as it goes with me. Just not much good at interperting things. > Would any of you have any ideal why the water was poured over the place where I meditate? My couch was baptised. Hehe! > > I hope you all a wonderful love filled day. > Linda > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2009 Report Share Posted June 27, 2009 Dont be afraid Linda and please allow the energy to do as it wishes without placing conditions upon it. It will do as its agenda for you is to be expressed. You want more energy but only as much as you the ego person are comfortable with. - lol! Let it build its expression without your fears or concerns entering into the mix and embrace it Linda. Rejoice in it and build your love as it builds its strength. You resist it and it will hurt. Your prayers are being answered so do not shrink back from these answers as they come. Expand your comfort zones and trust the Consciousness. Trust everything that has brought you to this expression. You have done many things right to get where you are Linda. Keep going and keep growing. - blessings my friend! - chrism , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > After making this post this morning I went and ate watermelon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2009 Report Share Posted June 27, 2009 Yes thanks chrism, I am resisting, I just didn't want James to be here. I just now had sharp pains shoot through in my toes and fingers. I will try to embrase and except it as you say. I do want it to happen. I will try not to shrink back even with James here. Thank you! Linda , " chrism " <> wrote: > > Dont be afraid Linda and please allow the energy to do as it wishes without placing conditions upon it. It will do as its agenda for you is to be expressed. You want more energy but only as much as you the ego person are comfortable with. - lol! > > Let it build its expression without your fears or concerns entering into the mix and embrace it Linda. Rejoice in it and build your love as it builds its strength. You resist it and it will hurt. > > Your prayers are being answered so do not shrink back from these answers as they come. Expand your comfort zones and trust the Consciousness. Trust everything that has brought you to this expression. You have done many things right to get where you are Linda. Keep going and keep growing. - blessings my friend! - chrism > > > , " Linda " <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > > After making this post this morning I went and ate watermelon. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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