Guest guest Posted June 28, 2009 Report Share Posted June 28, 2009 Hey Chrism I want to thank you for another gifting of the Shaktipat. This one was totally different because I went into it without trying to do anything extra special with confidence of the strength of my practice. But lo and behold, the 2nd day, with the help of some friends, gave me a powerful aha moment, one that is so obvious once I took a step back and look and I saw where I was really lacking in practice but thought it was the strongest part of my practice, lol. I have come out of this Shaktipat with a new understanding and new breath realizing that Shakti has been here with me the whole time, patiently waiting for me to stop chasing my own tail and finally listen. And the message is simple, SURRENDER Craig. When I finally let go and surrender, it was like I had awoken my inner Zen Master, suffused with Kundalini like I was given Shakti eyes and perception, and at the same time I was so completely myself, so fully Craig it was amazing. These 3 have been what I was working so hard to achieve, and I didn't achieve them, I let go and realized that they are already here. this was a powerful surrendered moment for me and for the first time I saw with great gratitude the Way, which is the path, not the destination and realized it's right here, it's the journey and it's Now. Since then, this experience has somewhat faded but I rest in the knowing that this is my first lesson, well first major lesson, from Shakti and now I'm seeing it as my foundation. First and foremost, am I surrendered to this moment? I've shifted through different levels of surrender and I now realize that surrendering doesn't mean that it's my straight ticket to peace, that I can side step my karma or dissolve it immediately, but I can face my karma and accept it for what it is and be guided as to what to do about it, if there is anything that needs to be done. I feel very deeply that this is my first step to becoming self sufficient with Kundalini. Well, just wanted to share where I'm at, no more suffering, only the pain of karma that needs to be experienced and learned from. thanks again for my 3rd Shaktipat craig Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 28, 2009 Report Share Posted June 28, 2009 oh yeah, and this is the first time I saw so clearly that the present moment and Shakti are one and the same, that everything that's happening now is a form that Shakti has brought about for my evolution. , " kundaflame " <kundaflame wrote: >First and foremost, am I surrendered to this moment? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 28, 2009 Report Share Posted June 28, 2009 Hi ya Craig, Inspiring your words...I tip my hat to you and your Craigness... ...wait I gotta get a hat...anyone? Does a sizzling helmet count? Deb (: , " kundaflame " <kundaflame wrote: > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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