Guest guest Posted July 1, 2009 Report Share Posted July 1, 2009 Hello! I'm near Barcelona. I don't know where Benidorm is... But yes, we can chat about K! , Caroline Weekes <island.babe wrote: > > > HI you mentioned you are in Spain. Are you near Benidorm? I am and feel a bit out on a limb here, is there a K conference around. OOOOhh can we chat K? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 1, 2009 Report Share Posted July 1, 2009 Hello Anna, Sorry I took some time to reply! I'm playing hostess at the moment. Yes, its a good thing about the Safeties in Spanish, and if there are any other Spanish sites/links people know about and can recommend, I'd be happy to hear from you. Funny you should mention the number sequencing! My energy has picked up, and you know the lights have started dimming, the clocks are slowing down, or stopping. I remember the first time being so paranoid I was going crazy. The other night, after turning off the light, as we lay in bed, the light went back on... and my partner turned to me and said 'are you starting that again?' !!! I'm so relieved to be able to laugh about it. Congratulations on the perfect work!! Its nice validation after what we go through. KAS 1 is a good help for all, yes. It made me feel sane in a time when I had trouble facing myself in the mirror with the craziness that I thought was going on. Anna!! You are funny - the tail is hilarious and still with me as a grounding tool. My life is another world away from those days of wonder and fear and what!! When I was in meditation, a woman (I since discovered was tara) - would give me things. Sometimes a huge angel (I thought his name was Ariel) came out of 'nowhere' and placed a flaming sword in my spine. Just taking about it sends everything into activation. The tail was the final piece missing. Then the chakras were all given 'presents' - activation 'buttons' and the tail ground me to the earth. Then the energy started to move without pain. Like light, like a deep breath. and I don't feel fear any more about these things. I am and it is.. and thank god for other people 'suffering' the same/similar experiences and for my supportive non judgemental partner. Since the tail, by the way, the energy comes in all directions. The cross - the symbol of up/down - left and right - its THE symbol of perfection for me at the moment. It spreads in all ways - it is the jain symbol. http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/1/14/Swastik4.svg/143px-Swas\ tik4.svg.png for the picture. But I know, I'm not suppose to define. It is. It is, what ever name it is. It comes, it goes, it is. If I accept it, love it, greet it - live in it, my life opens its arms to me. But if I resist, or fear, or panic... or hate, or judge... its all down hill. its for my own benefit.. the Dalai Lama calls it 'wise selfishness!' Thank you for asking me questions Anna! It helps to remind me how far I've come in love and acceptance. Love , zinnia print <zinniaprint wrote: > > > Hi Tiffany,Lucky us, you moved to spain and have time for lurking. .... A good friend of mine visited me this weekend who lived in Spain - she knew I was going to the Kundalini seminar and we talked about that. .... She in fact wanted to know why every time she looks at the time on a clock she sees 3 same numbers.. 4:44 3:33 for example. I remember experiencing that, come to think of it. > Some of my news is I got a nice job. > speaking of the nature of the beast... I don't mean to be funny but didn't you tell us you have a tail??? > Ya know sometimes, when we think we've heard it all...what happened to it? Don't answer if u think I 'm rude.And what about your energy going from the base ---> upward? > Anna > > Re: 'top-down' awakening > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm getting into a new routine and noticing patterns in the people and places and cultural differences. > > > We're located in Spain now! (and before anyone asks, I can not speak Spanish!!) > > > But last week, my energy started to stir again, and the chakras started pulsating at different stimulus. > > > Its the nature of the beast. > > > What's your news?! > > > > > > > __. > > > > > > > > > _______________ > Windows Live™ SkyDrive™: Get 25 GB of free online storage. > http://windowslive.com/online/skydrive?ocid=TXT_TAGLM_WL_SD_25GB_062009 > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 It's so Good hearing from you Tiffany. Thank you for the congrats I'm like this all day . Kidding I have to get things done. You're telling me the tail is hilarious!!! Great going I guess, Congratulations! Seriously though thank you for sending a picture of the jain symbol. A special gift that you would tell us about this and I feel touched or inspired that you could share it here. You came to the right place in other words. I understand and the group understands that you've /we've all come a long way in love and acceptance and it's just the beginning. On the number sequencing - she told me she was paying a lot of attention to numbers and the Bagua and practicing Feng Shui. I said well there you have it It's responding to you. What else could I say? she'll probably get the interpretation down the line with more awareness. Your partner sounds perfect for you. Love!Anna Funny you should mention the number sequencing! Anna!! You are funny - the tail is hilarious and still with me as a grounding tool. My life is another world away from those days of wonder and fear and what!! When I was in meditation, a woman (I since discovered was tara) - would give me things. Sometimes a huge angel (I thought his name was Ariel) came out of 'nowhere' and placed a flaming sword in my spine. Just taking about it sends everything into activation. The tail was the final piece missing. Then the chakras were all given 'presents' - activation 'buttons' and the tail ground me to the earth. Then the energy started to move without pain. Like light, like a deep breath. and I don't feel fear any more about these things. I am and it is.. and thank god for other people 'suffering' the same/similar experiences and for my supportive non judgemental partner. Since the tail, by the way, the energy comes in all directions. The cross - the symbol of up/down - left and right - its THE symbol of perfection for me at the moment. It spreads in all ways - it is the jain symbol. http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/1/14/Swastik4.svg/143px-Swas\ tik4.svg.png for the picture. But I know, I'm not suppose to define. It is. It is, what ever name it is. It comes, it goes, it is. If I accept it, love it, greet it - live in it, my life opens its arms to me. But if I resist, or fear, or panic... or hate, or judge... its all down hill. its for my own benefit.. the Dalai Lama calls it 'wise selfishness!' Thank you for asking me questions Anna! It helps to remind me how far I've come in love and acceptance. Love , zinnia print <zinniaprint wrote: > > > Hi Tiffany,Lucky us, you moved to spain and have time for lurking. .... A good friend of mine visited me this weekend who lived in Spain - she knew I was going to the Kundalini seminar and we talked about that. .... She in fact wanted to know why every time she looks at the time on a clock she sees 3 same numbers.. 4:44 3:33 for example. I remember experiencing that, come to think of it. > Some of my news is I got a nice job. > speaking of the nature of the beast... I don't mean to be funny but didn't you tell us you have a tail??? > Ya know sometimes, when we think we've heard it all...what happened to it? Don't answer if u think I 'm rude.And what about your energy going from the base ---> upward? > Anna > > Re: 'top-down' awakening > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm getting into a new routine and noticing patterns in the people and places and cultural differences. > > > We're located in Spain now! (and before anyone asks, I can not speak Spanish!!) > > > But last week, my energy started to stir again, and the chakras started pulsating at different stimulus. > > > Its the nature of the beast. > > > What's your news?! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > __. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ________ > Windows Live™ SkyDrive™: Get 25 GB of free online storage. > http://windowslive.com/online/skydrive?ocid=TXT_TAGLM_WL_SD_25GB_062009 > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 Dear Anna, Thank you for your lively response. You really make me smile. I sent the picture of the type of tail when I first came onto the site. Naga tail</photos/album/10\ 71440854/pic/359863656/view?picmode= & mode=tn & order=ordinal & start=1 & count=20 & dir=\ asc> .. Also - I had dreams of the jains, before I knew of who or what they were. In Jaisalmer. This photo I also posted</photos/album/\ 1071440854/pic/1848756915/view?picmode= & mode=tn & order=ordinal & start=1 & count=20 & d\ ir=asc>. It was an amazing time for me back then - a lot was happening that was new and scary. The last six months have been a lot more earth bound. Yes - there is a different feel in the group, than when I last looked in. Something more steady and calm than before... but you know, maybe that's just me!! I'm really glad to be back. Inspiring to read the wealth of wisdom and sharing everyone is so liberal with. A real feeling of caring. Much love 2009/7/2 zinnia print <zinniaprint > > It's so Good hearing from you Tiffany. Thank you for the congrats I'm > like this all day . Kidding I have to get things done. > You're telling me the tail is hilarious!!! Great going I guess, > Congratulations! Seriously though thank you for sending a picture of the > jain symbol. A special gift that you would tell us about this and I feel > touched or inspired that you could share it here. You came to the right > place in other words. I understand and the group understands that you've > /we've all come a long way in love and acceptance and it's just the > beginning. > On the number sequencing - she told me she was paying a lot of attention to > numbers and the Bagua and practicing Feng Shui. I said well there you have > it It's responding to you. What else could I say? she'll probably get the > interpretation down the line with more awareness. Your partner sounds > perfect for you. > > Love!Anna > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 Hello Tiffany J, I hope you will not mind me asking a question or two. I was just wondering if the giving of a tail was because of your top-down awakening? I do not know much about a top-down awakenings. Could explain a little about what took place? I take it started at the crown and went down? What was that like? Yesterday, I went and read some about Jainism (because of your posting)and found it very interesting. Is Jainsism the original Hindu religion, before more was added too. I recently watch a video called " Lemuria: The Hidden History of Mankind's Motherland " and it talked much about the original religions. Also, much about symbols and a lot about the Swastika symbol and how it is a symbol that is in most all the reigions in some form. It speaks of many symbols and what they originally represented. I was wondering what the dots on your swastika symbol represented? Those top two yellow parts looks like they would represent male/female. It was interesting that the sun is over the moon since the male is the head and the cresent moon turn up like a chalice. If any one is interested you can watch the Lumuria video from the first link or from Youtube in parts. http://vimeo.com/user1453008/videos http://www.youtube.com/user/ShaktipatSage Linda , Tiffany Jones <Tiffany wrote: > > Dear Anna, > Thank you for your lively response. You really make me smile. > > I sent the picture of the type of tail when I first came onto the site. Naga > tail</photos/album/10\ 71440854/pic/359863656/view?picmode= & mode=tn & order=ordinal & start=1 & count=20 & dir=\ asc> > . > > Also - I had dreams of the jains, before I knew of who or what they were. In > Jaisalmer. This photo I also > posted</photos/album/\ 1071440854/pic/1848756915/view?picmode= & mode=tn & order=ordinal & start=1 & count=20 & d\ ir=asc>. > It was an amazing time for me back then - a lot was happening that was new > and scary. > > The last six months have been a lot more earth bound. > > Yes - there is a different feel in the group, than when I last looked in. > Something more steady and calm than before... but you know, maybe that's > just me!! > > I'm really glad to be back. Inspiring to read the wealth of wisdom and > sharing everyone is so liberal with. A real feeling of caring. > > Much love > > > 2009/7/2 zinnia print <zinniaprint > > > > > It's so Good hearing from you Tiffany. Thank you for the congrats I'm > > like this all day . Kidding I have to get things done. > > You're telling me the tail is hilarious!!! Great going I guess, > > Congratulations! Seriously though thank you for sending a picture of the > > jain symbol. A special gift that you would tell us about this and I feel > > touched or inspired that you could share it here. You came to the right > > place in other words. I understand and the group understands that you've > > /we've all come a long way in love and acceptance and it's just the > > beginning. > > On the number sequencing - she told me she was paying a lot of attention to > > numbers and the Bagua and practicing Feng Shui. I said well there you have > > it It's responding to you. What else could I say? she'll probably get the > > interpretation down the line with more awareness. Your partner sounds > > perfect for you. > > > > Love!Anna > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 Hello Linda, Lovely to meet you. I don't mind your questions at all. In fact, being here with you all makes me feel like home again. *About the tail* - I don't know about you all, but when i first became aware of my spirit life, that I had one, I was also aware of someone or something beside me. Twenty years ago it was some old Chinese man, and I was so ashamed, so unhappy that he was with me, that I ignored it most of the time. Just out of fear. I don't know how any of you feel about the topic of spirit guides, angels, fairies - all that stuff. From my experience - at least the guides - its true. Once I'd accepted them, and begun to work with them in my life (last year) - they began to give me things to help adjust to living a spiritual life on the earth. I've trusted them in all my decisions since. Everything, for me, is just a symbol, and its all very personal. The tail was their way of giving me roots. A strong connection to the ground when I was meditating. I was so flighty and emotional and spirit based. The only way for me to cope with the combination, was to give me a strong symbol - of earth and power. So perhaps, yes - because I was so 'up there' - I had to get a strong symbol of earth to help me balance. *Top down* - I was 21 (I'm 37 now) - I was suffering headaches - really unhappy. I didn't understand the world - I went to the country in isolation because I felt so weird, but yes, I knew I wasn't crazy (everyone else was!! ) - and I read the bible for the first time - I was bought up a strong atheist with hatred for god and suspicion of all religion. I started to read any spiritual text I could get my hands on. I think this is very important - and from reading others experiences - about just reading spiritual words - and their effect upon us - we go through some sort of metamorphis. Perhaps its our way of indicating we are ready for change. Anyway - I'd been walking around the farm I lived on (I attached the only photo of me and the place I have - and in those trees in the back ground!! The deepest love of earth I've felt) and suddenly - it was like my head split open - just like that. I could see, quite clearly that all is one - underneath the surface - and the deepest love and compassion filled my being. I cried and cried and cried for our stupidity and ignorance. My head started burning and I felt light pouring out of me - only from what I learnt was my crown chakra... that's when I started hearing voices and fortunately I was by my self and could go through the 'worst' (or best) of it without interference from well meaning people. My head burned constantly. It was impossible to exist 'normally'. It was called 'all'. Nothing else. It wasn't Christian, or Indian - it just was. It refused to have boundaries. It started the searching for what in the world had happened. For 'god' in all cultures. For belief. For why - for how. And last year - my root was activated - with the help of the tail - and my acceptance of it all - and now its flow. But don't think my ego is tamed. It needs constant vigilance. I'm not 'there' - if you will - I am, occasionally, still victim to my demands. But I've come a long way, as all of us have. *Jains* This is one of the best sites about jainism<http://www.jainuniversity.org/New_to_Jainism.aspx>- after that - texts will be a good source of information for anyone interested. I'm not a Jain - I'm not of any religion. And that is one of the things I've found in nearly all religions - that its the same, same - but different. Nothing more. So - to be of one religion doesn't make sense to me. Thank you for the links. Love and thanks 2009/7/3 Linda <crazycats711 > > > Hello Tiffany J, I hope you will not mind me asking a question or two. > I was just wondering if the giving of a tail was because of your top-down > awakening? I do not know much about a top-down awakenings. Could explain a > little about what took place? I take it started at the crown and went down? > What was that like? > > Yesterday, I went and read some about Jainism (because of your posting)and > found it very interesting. Is Jainsism the original Hindu religion, before > more was added too. > > I recently watch a video called " Lemuria: The Hidden History of Mankind's > Motherland " and it talked much about the original religions. > Also, much about symbols and a lot about the Swastika symbol and how it is > a symbol that is in most all the reigions in some form. It speaks of many > symbols and what they originally represented. I was wondering what the dots > on your swastika symbol represented? Those top two yellow parts looks like > they would represent male/female. It was interesting that the sun is over > the moon since the male is the head and the cresent moon turn up like a > chalice. > > If any one is interested you can watch the Lumuria video from the first > link or from Youtube in parts. > > http://vimeo.com/user1453008/videos > > http://www.youtube.com/user/ShaktipatSage > > Linda > > --- In <%40ya\ hoogroups.com>, > Tiffany Jones <Tiffany wrote: > > > > Dear Anna, > > Thank you for your lively response. You really make me smile. > > > > I sent the picture of the type of tail when I first came onto the site. > Naga > > tail< > /photos/album/1071440\ 854/pic/359863656/view?picmode= & mode=tn & order=ordinal & start=1 & count=20 & dir=asc > > > > . > > > > Also - I had dreams of the jains, before I knew of who or what they were. > In > > Jaisalmer. This photo I also > > posted< > /photos/album/1071440\ 854/pic/1848756915/view?picmode= & mode=tn & order=ordinal & start=1 & count=20 & dir=asc > >. > > It was an amazing time for me back then - a lot was happening that was > new > > and scary. > > > > The last six months have been a lot more earth bound. > > > > Yes - there is a different feel in the group, than when I last looked in. > > Something more steady and calm than before... but you know, maybe that's > > just me!! > > > > I'm really glad to be back. Inspiring to read the wealth of wisdom and > > sharing everyone is so liberal with. A real feeling of caring. > > > > Much love > > > > > > 2009/7/2 zinnia print <zinniaprint > > > > > > > > It's so Good hearing from you Tiffany. Thank you for the congrats I'm > > > like this all day . Kidding I have to get things done. > > > You're telling me the tail is hilarious!!! Great going I guess, > > > Congratulations! Seriously though thank you for sending a picture of > the > > > jain symbol. A special gift that you would tell us about this and I > feel > > > touched or inspired that you could share it here. You came to the right > > > place in other words. I understand and the group understands that > you've > > > /we've all come a long way in love and acceptance and it's just the > > > beginning. > > > On the number sequencing - she told me she was paying a lot of > attention to > > > numbers and the Bagua and practicing Feng Shui. I said well there you > have > > > it It's responding to you. What else could I say? she'll probably get > the > > > interpretation down the line with more awareness. Your partner sounds > > > perfect for you. > > > > > > Love!Anna > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 Hi Tiffany thank you so much for sharing your experience. I do believe in spirit guide, angels and fairies and all. It sounds like you had a very rough time of it. I am glad all is well with you now. That *Jains* site you posted was the exact one I was lead too, Hehe! There is some interesting info on there. @@It was called 'all'. Nothing else. It wasn't Christian, or Indian - it just was. It refused to have boundaries.@@ I really like that. No boundaries sounds good to me, after all we all God creation. Thanks again for sharing, I am sure many will benefit from it. You should do a write up of your awakening and having it place on the website. I think Sarita is the one who is taking care of that part... of putting the member's stories there. I would love to have a farm to walk around on and be able to do mantras loud and even be able to just do some good screaming once in a while. I use to do that when I was a kid, just give out a loud scream and hear the echos forever out there. We lived way back in the sticks, but I think some neighbors were still able to hear us. Blessing & love, linda , Tiffany Jones <Tiffany wrote: > > Hello Linda, > Lovely to meet you. > > I don't mind your questions at all. In fact, being here with you all makes > me feel like home again. > > *About the tail* - I don't know about you all, but when i first became aware > of my spirit life, that I had one, I was also aware of someone or something > beside me. Twenty years ago it was some old Chinese man, and I was so > ashamed, so unhappy that he was with me, that I ignored it most of the time. > Just out of fear. > > I don't know how any of you feel about the topic of spirit guides, angels, > fairies - all that stuff. From my experience - at least the guides - its > true. > > Once I'd accepted them, and begun to work with them in my life (last year) - > they began to give me things to help adjust to living a spiritual life on > the earth. I've trusted them in all my decisions since. Everything, for me, > is just a symbol, and its all very personal. > > The tail was their way of giving me roots. A strong connection to the ground > when I was meditating. I was so flighty and emotional and spirit based. The > only way for me to cope with the combination, was to give me a strong symbol > - of earth and power. So perhaps, yes - because I was so 'up there' - I had > to get a strong symbol of earth to help me balance. > > *Top down* - > > I was 21 (I'm 37 now) - I was suffering headaches - really unhappy. I didn't > understand the world - I went to the country in isolation because I felt so > weird, but yes, I knew I wasn't crazy (everyone else was!! ) - and I read > the bible for the first time - I was bought up a strong atheist with hatred > for god and suspicion of all religion. > > I started to read any spiritual text I could get my hands on. I think this > is very important - and from reading others experiences - about just reading > spiritual words - and their effect upon us - we go through some sort > of metamorphis. Perhaps its our way of indicating we are ready for change. > > Anyway - I'd been walking around the farm I lived on (I attached the only > photo of me and the place I have - and in those trees in the back ground!! > The deepest love of earth I've felt) and suddenly - it was like my head > split open - just like that. I could see, quite clearly that all is one - > underneath the surface - and the deepest love and compassion filled my > being. I cried and cried and cried for our stupidity and ignorance. My head > started burning and I felt light pouring out of me - only from what I learnt > was my crown chakra... > > that's when I started hearing voices and fortunately I was by my self and > could go through the 'worst' (or best) of it without interference from well > meaning people. My head burned constantly. It was impossible to exist > 'normally'. > > It was called 'all'. Nothing else. It wasn't Christian, or Indian - it just > was. It refused to have boundaries. > > It started the searching for what in the world had happened. For 'god' in > all cultures. For belief. For why - for how. > > And last year - my root was activated - with the help of the tail - and my > acceptance of it all - and now its flow. > > But don't think my ego is tamed. It needs constant vigilance. I'm not > 'there' - if you will - I am, occasionally, still victim to my demands. But > I've come a long way, as all of us have. > > *Jains* > > This is one of the best sites about > jainism<http://www.jainuniversity.org/New_to_Jainism.aspx>- after that > - texts will be a good source of information for anyone > interested. > > I'm not a Jain - I'm not of any religion. And that is one of the things I've > found in nearly all religions - that its the same, same - but different. > Nothing more. So - to be of one religion doesn't make sense to me. > > Thank you for the links. > > Love and thanks > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 Hello Tiffany Jones!, Welcome back and nice to read you again! Have you developed a conversational platform with the energy that opened your crown? Often when this occurs the spiritual guidance up to that point will remove itself from the person allowing the Kundalini Consciousness to take over the teaching. Has this occurred for you? - blessings Tiffany Jones. - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 Hi Linda,We know that the 'rough' time is the growing time. Some of the most fertile land on the planet is the product of volcanic activity. I like to think of that when I'm getting ready to burst! I'll do a write up - thanks for mentioning it. The good scream !! Yes - I still do it here in the city - just into the pillow! Or turn the music up loud and sing as loud as you can!! In the car too.. love! 2009/7/3 Linda <crazycats711 > > > Hi Tiffany thank you so much for sharing your experience. I do believe in > spirit guide, angels and fairies and all. > > It sounds like you had a very rough time of it. I am glad all is well with > you now. > > That *Jains* site you posted was the exact one I was lead too, Hehe! > There is some interesting info on there. > > @@It was called 'all'. Nothing else. It wasn't Christian, or Indian - it > just was. It refused to have boundaries.@@ > > I really like that. No boundaries sounds good to me, after all we all God > creation. > > Thanks again for sharing, I am sure many will benefit from it. You should > do a write up of your awakening and having it place on the website. I think > Sarita is the one who is taking care of that part... of putting the member's > stories there. > > I would love to have a farm to walk around on and be able to do mantras > loud and even be able to just do some good screaming once in a while. I use > to do that when I was a kid, just give out a loud scream and hear the echos > forever out there. We lived way back in the sticks, but I think some > neighbors were still able to hear us. > > Blessing & love, > > linda > > --- In <%40ya\ hoogroups.com>, > Tiffany Jones <Tiffany wrote: > > > > Hello Linda, > > Lovely to meet you. > > > > I don't mind your questions at all. In fact, being here with you all > makes > > me feel like home again. > > > > *About the tail* - I don't know about you all, but when i first became > aware > > of my spirit life, that I had one, I was also aware of someone or > something > > beside me. Twenty years ago it was some old Chinese man, and I was so > > ashamed, so unhappy that he was with me, that I ignored it most of the > time. > > Just out of fear. > > > > I don't know how any of you feel about the topic of spirit guides, > angels, > > fairies - all that stuff. From my experience - at least the guides - its > > true. > > > > Once I'd accepted them, and begun to work with them in my life (last > year) - > > they began to give me things to help adjust to living a spiritual life on > > the earth. I've trusted them in all my decisions since. Everything, for > me, > > is just a symbol, and its all very personal. > > > > The tail was their way of giving me roots. A strong connection to the > ground > > when I was meditating. I was so flighty and emotional and spirit based. > The > > only way for me to cope with the combination, was to give me a strong > symbol > > - of earth and power. So perhaps, yes - because I was so 'up there' - I > had > > to get a strong symbol of earth to help me balance. > > > > *Top down* - > > > > I was 21 (I'm 37 now) - I was suffering headaches - really unhappy. I > didn't > > understand the world - I went to the country in isolation because I felt > so > > weird, but yes, I knew I wasn't crazy (everyone else was!! ) - and I > read > > the bible for the first time - I was bought up a strong atheist with > hatred > > for god and suspicion of all religion. > > > > I started to read any spiritual text I could get my hands on. I think > this > > is very important - and from reading others experiences - about just > reading > > spiritual words - and their effect upon us - we go through some sort > > of metamorphis. Perhaps its our way of indicating we are ready for > change. > > > > Anyway - I'd been walking around the farm I lived on (I attached the only > > photo of me and the place I have - and in those trees in the back > ground!! > > The deepest love of earth I've felt) and suddenly - it was like my head > > split open - just like that. I could see, quite clearly that all is one - > > underneath the surface - and the deepest love and compassion filled my > > being. I cried and cried and cried for our stupidity and ignorance. My > head > > started burning and I felt light pouring out of me - only from what I > learnt > > was my crown chakra... > > > > that's when I started hearing voices and fortunately I was by my self and > > could go through the 'worst' (or best) of it without interference from > well > > meaning people. My head burned constantly. It was impossible to exist > > 'normally'. > > > > It was called 'all'. Nothing else. It wasn't Christian, or Indian - it > just > > was. It refused to have boundaries. > > > > It started the searching for what in the world had happened. For 'god' in > > all cultures. For belief. For why - for how. > > > > And last year - my root was activated - with the help of the tail - and > my > > acceptance of it all - and now its flow. > > > > But don't think my ego is tamed. It needs constant vigilance. I'm not > > 'there' - if you will - I am, occasionally, still victim to my demands. > But > > I've come a long way, as all of us have. > > > > *Jains* > > > > This is one of the best sites about > > jainism<http://www.jainuniversity.org/New_to_Jainism.aspx>- after that > > - texts will be a good source of information for anyone > > interested. > > > > I'm not a Jain - I'm not of any religion. And that is one of the things > I've > > found in nearly all religions - that its the same, same - but different. > > Nothing more. So - to be of one religion doesn't make sense to me. > > > > Thank you for the links. > > > > Love and thanks > > > > > -- Tiffany Jones Patheya Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 Hello Chrism!Lovely to be back on board and seeing your good work. Truly you're inspiring. As answer to your question - I guess, I let what feels like my true self to speak - where as most of the time, when we interact with people, I put up a shield - and allow it to come down when I meet like minded. The 'true Self' - has been there, at least, I was aware of it, since my head broke open. I've been spending the last 15 years just trying to allow it to shine - without being locked up, and without being imbalanced. The being is different from the guides though - and actually - its the coupling of the guides, lately, that is the key to unlocking the next stage for me. tara - she's always seated - feels like she is inside the heart chakra. Sitting, stronger than strong. Waiting. And another figure is behind me - protective and indomitable. Lately - when I called both at the same time - it was like... it was like the circle of yin/yang was complete (remember the rings of the brother and sister and they said 'shazam') - its like a jigsaw - fitting pieces together - and then - its something else. Then it doesn't feel like me - its a combination of 'wow'.. Its only recent. Its one of the reasons I wanted to come back here also - I'm feeling just 'zapped'. Thanks for helping me articulate it. Strange as it sounds. Love 2009/7/3 chrism <> > > > Hello Tiffany Jones!, > Welcome back and nice to read you again! Have you developed a > conversational platform with the energy that opened your crown? Often when > this occurs the spiritual guidance up to that point will remove itself from > the person allowing the Kundalini Consciousness to take over the teaching. > Has this occurred for you? - blessings Tiffany Jones. - chrism > > > -- Tiffany Jones Patheya Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 I found an old blog post - and I describe basically everything there<http://dragonflies-draw-flame.blogspot.com/2008/02/living-with-revelation.\ html> <http://dragonflies-draw-flame.blogspot.com/2008/02/living-with-revelation.html>\ ahhh, its quite long... so I'd leave it for cup of tea time if I was you! 2009/7/3 Linda <crazycats711 > > > Hi Tiffany thank you so much for sharing your experience. I do believe in > spirit guide, angels and fairies and all. > > It sounds like you had a very rough time of it. I am glad all is well with > you now. > > That *Jains* site you posted was the exact one I was lead too, Hehe! > There is some interesting info on there. > > @@It was called 'all'. Nothing else. It wasn't Christian, or Indian - it > just was. It refused to have boundaries.@@ > > I really like that. No boundaries sounds good to me, after all we all God > creation. > > Thanks again for sharing, I am sure many will benefit from it. You should > do a write up of your awakening and having it place on the website. I think > Sarita is the one who is taking care of that part... of putting the member's > stories there. > > I would love to have a farm to walk around on and be able to do mantras > loud and even be able to just do some good screaming once in a while. I use > to do that when I was a kid, just give out a loud scream and hear the echos > forever out there. We lived way back in the sticks, but I think some > neighbors were still able to hear us. > > Blessing & love, > > linda > > --- In <%40ya\ hoogroups.com>, > Tiffany Jones <Tiffany wrote: > > > > Hello Linda, > > Lovely to meet you. > > > > I don't mind your questions at all. In fact, being here with you all > makes > > me feel like home again. > > > > *About the tail* - I don't know about you all, but when i first became > aware > > of my spirit life, that I had one, I was also aware of someone or > something > > beside me. Twenty years ago it was some old Chinese man, and I was so > > ashamed, so unhappy that he was with me, that I ignored it most of the > time. > > Just out of fear. > > > > I don't know how any of you feel about the topic of spirit guides, > angels, > > fairies - all that stuff. From my experience - at least the guides - its > > true. > > > > Once I'd accepted them, and begun to work with them in my life (last > year) - > > they began to give me things to help adjust to living a spiritual life on > > the earth. I've trusted them in all my decisions since. Everything, for > me, > > is just a symbol, and its all very personal. > > > > The tail was their way of giving me roots. A strong connection to the > ground > > when I was meditating. I was so flighty and emotional and spirit based. > The > > only way for me to cope with the combination, was to give me a strong > symbol > > - of earth and power. So perhaps, yes - because I was so 'up there' - I > had > > to get a strong symbol of earth to help me balance. > > > > *Top down* - > > > > I was 21 (I'm 37 now) - I was suffering headaches - really unhappy. I > didn't > > understand the world - I went to the country in isolation because I felt > so > > weird, but yes, I knew I wasn't crazy (everyone else was!! ) - and I > read > > the bible for the first time - I was bought up a strong atheist with > hatred > > for god and suspicion of all religion. > > > > I started to read any spiritual text I could get my hands on. I think > this > > is very important - and from reading others experiences - about just > reading > > spiritual words - and their effect upon us - we go through some sort > > of metamorphis. Perhaps its our way of indicating we are ready for > change. > > > > Anyway - I'd been walking around the farm I lived on (I attached the only > > photo of me and the place I have - and in those trees in the back > ground!! > > The deepest love of earth I've felt) and suddenly - it was like my head > > split open - just like that. I could see, quite clearly that all is one - > > underneath the surface - and the deepest love and compassion filled my > > being. I cried and cried and cried for our stupidity and ignorance. My > head > > started burning and I felt light pouring out of me - only from what I > learnt > > was my crown chakra... > > > > that's when I started hearing voices and fortunately I was by my self and > > could go through the 'worst' (or best) of it without interference from > well > > meaning people. My head burned constantly. It was impossible to exist > > 'normally'. > > > > It was called 'all'. Nothing else. It wasn't Christian, or Indian - it > just > > was. It refused to have boundaries. > > > > It started the searching for what in the world had happened. For 'god' in > > all cultures. For belief. For why - for how. > > > > And last year - my root was activated - with the help of the tail - and > my > > acceptance of it all - and now its flow. > > > > But don't think my ego is tamed. It needs constant vigilance. I'm not > > 'there' - if you will - I am, occasionally, still victim to my demands. > But > > I've come a long way, as all of us have. > > > > *Jains* > > > > This is one of the best sites about > > jainism<http://www.jainuniversity.org/New_to_Jainism.aspx>- after that > > - texts will be a good source of information for anyone > > interested. > > > > I'm not a Jain - I'm not of any religion. And that is one of the things > I've > > found in nearly all religions - that its the same, same - but different. > > Nothing more. So - to be of one religion doesn't make sense to me. > > > > Thank you for the links. > > > > Love and thanks > > > > > -- Tiffany Jones Patheya Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 Dear Tiffany, I really liked reading your story, thank you for sharing it. I had a very quick peek at the site on Jainism and it looks interesting . I will check it out again for sure. Love Julia. ________________________________ Tiffany Jones <Tiffany Friday, July 3, 2009 7:47:20 AM Re: Re: 'top-down' awakening Tiffany J .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 Thank you Julia! Thanks to all of you for being here as a touch stone. 2009/7/3 Julia Ahern <jajahern > > > Dear Tiffany, I really liked reading your story, thank you for sharing it. > I had a very quick peek at the site on Jainism and it looks interesting . I > will check it out again for sure. Love Julia. > > ________________________________ > Tiffany Jones <Tiffany <Tiffany%40patheya.com>> > To: <%40ya\ hoogroups.com> > Friday, July 3, 2009 7:47:20 AM > Re: Re: 'top-down' awakening > Tiffany J > > . > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 Thanks for posting your blog link, I will be reading it. My energy was getting too strong from reading here one the group and had to go take a break. Linda , Tiffany Jones <Tiffany wrote: > > I found an old blog post - and I describe basically everything > there<http://dragonflies-draw-flame.blogspot.com/2008/02/living-with-revelation.\ html> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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