Guest guest Posted July 1, 2009 Report Share Posted July 1, 2009 Dear and everyone... I am writing this now and will get to reply to posts tomorrow... Things have changed for me in the past week or so (no track of time lately!) I could not even begin to describe all the beautiful experiences I have had. The connection to here with you all has been a real gift and thank you sincerely. Last night I had to switch off the computer again because as I read I was within a huge movement of Kundalini.... It is perhaps bliss but not quite either... it is like bliss but with the receiving signal on!! If anyone has a word for it I would love to know it. Anyway after a while of being there I could do nothing else but go to bed. I did not meditate but went straingt to sleep... the last few nights I have been woken constantly by kundalini and had to rise often. On waking this morning my first awareness was of joy... I just breathed into it and then.. snap.. my thoughts were taken...and I was in an a deep meditative state. I do not hear actual voices but I know in a split second what has been said to me without hearing the voice... Sometimes I " know " actual words like " Listen.. you will be shown the way " " Listen " " The physical is not important " " tell because he is your teacher too " " no food just water and honey " (there was more but I can't actually recall it ) Just after I heard " the physical is not important " the physical changed very dramatically!! Suddenly my stomach was sucked in and out very rapidaly and wow I found that quite difficult... not very easy to just be as the movement was so strong... that then stopped as my breath began to move just as rapidly in and out of my right nostril...just my right nostril, the left one was blocked. Confusion rose in me, and then it all stopped. I am not sure why the confusion was present but that was the feeling. I was unable to move.. well I didn't try but I knew I couldn't. I was in a deep meditative state again but my thoughts had been returned to me when the confusion arose. John came into the bedroom and told me it was 10.30am... I had slept right through! I could barely speak and so out of the corner of my mouth I forced out the words " I can't move I'm in that place " ( being totally unable to move has happened before and he now knows I am not after having a stroke!) He said I would have to get up as he had to leave and the children were down stairs. So I explained to Kundalini that I had to move and asked for permission and it was granted... so off I went down stairs. I tried to then recall what had happened and it was difficult so I wrote down some notes there and then. A question I have is this... should I keep a diary or write notes of some sort? It is difficult to understand how I know I can't remember what was revelaed to me, how do I know more was revealed than I can remember, because to know it was revealed should mean I can remember A ha... forget that... maybe for a deep thought Sat night live session lol. I know this sounds silly perhaps... but I love you all. I love you I love you I love you ... I feel joy in my heart. love Julia. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 1, 2009 Report Share Posted July 1, 2009 Hi Julia! Wow you are doing so great! You are so inspiring and everyone is just really so amazing to me! Feel free to love us...I'm seeing a volkswagon hippie van with all of us sandwiched in twitching, jerking, blissin' and a sign saying open for love...how soon before we're arrested you think? (: And with every bite of that sticky gooey honey we are loving you too! See now you won't be able to take a bite without thinking about how great we all think you are...And yes, that would be great to read your journey...do keep that diary! And I'll be seeing you Saturday night for our deep thoughts session...mine might be a little off to the left...but deep nonetheless! (: Honey Bliss away... Deb (: , " jajahern " <jajahern wrote: > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 1, 2009 Report Share Posted July 1, 2009 sounds like wonderful progress to me, and YES Julia, please keep a journal. I keep a journal and a lot of us here do. It doesnt matter if you remember conciously or not, its all in there. Much blissful blessings to you elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 Dear Deb.... I am way behind on the posts .. there are 161 in my in box! I think I have missed a bunch of e mails on the way up the list. I love it.. the hippie VW van and dodn't forget the huge trampoline that we will have on the top..lol. Thanks for the love right back at me. I have an early deep thought (ish) question.... I bought organic honey... but how do the bees know that the flowers they are landing on are organically grown??? I have this awful vision of a giant net keeping all the bees trapped in an organic garden....Not nice. Seriously though thiss is really bugging me I will have to google lol. Love Julia. ________________________________ flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777 Thursday, July 2, 2009 4:51:23 AM Re: joy and love Hi Julia! .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 Hi Julia, You have given me the smiles here. The visual of the trampoline on top of the VW Bus and Linda on top there jumping with her kriyas are cracking me up! The organic honey - well if you are in the states, I believe an organic farm has strict rules and regulations and they make homes for their bees - like in those white boxes if you've ever seen...so if its marked certified organic I think there is no worry about pesticides there. And how does a bee know to stay on the organic farm? Ha- maybe they don't like vacations (: I don't know! Deep thoughts here Julia...lol But the way I look at it is, think of all the things our well-meaning family and friends told us growing up...better watch out if you run with that pen you'll poke your eye out...better not jump on the bed you'll fall and break your leg...better not this, better not that... and while yes there are horrible accidents and such out there - but if you look at the percentage of people that grow up without poking out their eye or while stepping on that crack, didn't break their moms back...for the most part - I think the odds are that we're pretty much " Good to Go! " So I bet your certified organic honey is " Good to Go " too! Now please remind me of this when I write with one of my wonderings...'cuz I have plenty!!! And anyway remember with each bite we are all sending you lots of love - the k zapped any chemical right out of that honey from that vacationing bee! zzzzzzzzzzzzap! Love to you Julia - see you on top of that bus jumping! (: Deb (: , Julia Ahern <jajahern wrote: > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 Dear Electra, Thanks for that , I will keep a diary....( what if someone finds it though LOL.) You are right of course it doesn't matter if I remember conciously or not... I needed reminding of that just now. Love Julia. ________________________________ Elektra Fire <elektra.fire Thursday, July 2, 2009 6:03:36 AM Re: joy and love sounds like wonderful progress to me, and YES Julia, please keep a journal. I keep a journal and a lot of us here do. It doesnt matter if you remember conciously or not, its all in there. Much blissful blessings to you elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 hi julie, my family kept bees for a long time, and organic is referred to the way the bees are treated for sicknesses and other things. basically they receve no chemical treatements or medicines, so these substances are not present in the honey (as honey is processed directly in their body). there is no way to select the flowers they land on, so there is the possibility of non organic nectar to be in the honey. the only hope is that they are kept in an organic enviroment. they dont fly over about 3 km air distance from their home.. it's so sad about the bees... they are dying out because of pollution in the air and the big unorganic cultivations. they are just dying out... we lost our whole colony (7 beehives) do to this.. I heard (but I dont know for sure if it's true) it may have to do with electromagnetic radiations from cell phone transmitters and such too, they get disoriented and lost and cant get home... it's so so sad!! hope that helps with your question though lucia , Julia Ahern <jajahern wrote: I have an early deep thought (ish) question.... > I bought organic honey... but how do the bees know that the flowers they are landing on are organically grown??? I have this awful vision of a giant net keeping all the bees trapped in an organic garden....Not nice. Seriously though thiss is really bugging me I will have to google lol. Love Julia. > > > > > > ________________________________ > flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777 > > Thursday, July 2, 2009 4:51:23 AM > Re: joy and love > > > > > > Hi Julia! > > . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 Dear Lucia, It is indeed very sad. I read the link posted and your information here and I do understand now aboout the 3km and the access the bees have to flowers. It makes sense to me that electo magnetic radiations from phones could disorientate bees.... It is really sad that they are getting to be less and less in numbers. Love Julia ________________________________ lari.lu <lari.lu Thursday, July 2, 2009 10:17:29 PM Re: joy and love ... it's so sad about the bees... they are dying out because of pollution in the air and the big unorganic cultivations. they are just dying out... we lost our whole colony (7 beehives) do to this.. I heard (but I dont know for sure if it's true) it may have to do with electromagnetic radiations from cell phone transmitters and such too, they get disoriented and lost and cant get home... it's so so sad!! hope that helps with your question though lucia > > > > > > ____________ _________ _________ __ > flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777@ ...> > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 > Thursday, July 2, 2009 4:51:23 AM > [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: joy and love > > > > > > Hi Julia! > > . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 Hi Julia, I keep an online journal and it has a password to open so no one but me can read it. It is a free online journal, " iDailyDiary " . It is very handy since my handwriting is so bad I cannot read my own writings. Linda , Julia Ahern <jajahern wrote: > > Dear Electra, Thanks for that , I will keep a diary....( what if someone finds it though LOL.) You are right of course it doesn't matter if I remember conciously or not... I needed reminding of that just now. Love Julia. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 Hey Linda that sounds good ish... Ok, I will come clean here... |I am a bit paranoid about the net! Would it really be secure... ok it would or you would not be using it.. right! LOL Love Julia ________________________________ Linda <crazycats711 Friday, July 3, 2009 12:31:27 AM Re: joy and love Hi Julia, I keep an online journal and it has a password to open so no one but me can read it. It is a free online journal, " iDailyDiary " . It is very handy since my handwriting is so bad I cannot read my own writings. Linda Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , Julia Ahern <jajahern@.. .> wrote: > > Dear Electra, Thanks for that , I will keep a diary....( what if someone finds it though LOL.) You are right of course it doesn't matter if I remember conciously or not... I needed reminding of that just now. Love Julia. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2009 Report Share Posted July 2, 2009 I am not all that great at the computer stuff, but you download the the program onto you computer and then you use it. I don't think the people you download from would be able to read what you wrote, they would not have your password. I guess they would not be able to anyways. Here is where you can download it. http://www.splinterware.com/products/idailydiary.htm It say it is - Data files encrypted and password protected. Linda , Julia Ahern <jajahern wrote: > > Hey Linda that sounds good ish... Ok, I will come clean here... |I am a bit paranoid about the net! Would it really be secure... ok it would or you would not be using it.. right! LOL Love Julia > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 Dear Linda, I tried to download and I think I did it but then I couldn't find it lol I will try again over the week end as it looked as if it would be a very good way of keeping a diary. thanks for the link. Love Julia. ________________________________ Linda <crazycats711 Friday, July 3, 2009 4:47:18 AM Re: joy and love I am not all that great at the computer stuff, but you download the the program onto you computer and then you use it. .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 3, 2009 Report Share Posted July 3, 2009 When you downlaod anything it usually shows you or ask where you want it downloaded to. I usually have it downloaded to My Docs or Desktop. I don't remember what that program did, but the way I get to mine is by clicking start button at the bottom and the screen and then click on all programs. It is found in all of that. I could use an icon on my desktop for it, but I guess it did not come with one. Linda , Julia Ahern <jajahern wrote: > > Dear Linda, I tried to download and I think I did it but then I couldn't find it lol I will try again over the week end as it looked as if it would be a very good way of keeping a diary. thanks for the link. Love Julia. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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