weight on tummy

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good afternoon to you all from my neck of the woods... and again Happy 4th of

July to all you american folk.

I intended to ask a question last night but I forgot lol.. so I would like to

post now , although it is now a different question .. and probably not a

question at all really!

This has happened before and I think was one of the reasons that I sometimes got

fearful... I had sensation of something heavy sitting on my stomach area ie.

over my belly button.. it is circular and I have always had the impression that

it is a coiled up snake sitting on top of my body, it is quite large. There is

a definite weight and it is definitly outside and just motionlessly sitting

there....I had no forboding or fear but I did wonder why it was so definitly

outside my body, when almost everything elce happens within my body or is breeze

or energy and lightness.. the thought rose up as to wheiter this was kundalini

or an entity.. for something it definitly was. Anyway I surrendered to God and

Holy spirit/Kundalini, and my surrender was only to that and I knew I was

safe... the usual movements began within and I became less aware of the weight

upon me.

 

So then last night after I left here and went to bed. I prayed some of the

rosary(just started doing this recently) and the sensations in my head arose

very strongly... my head then became so heavy with the weight of what was upon

and in and all around I had to lie down.. Straingt aaway the same weight as the

previous night came on to my stomach, this time it became heavier and heavier

and heavier... I mean my breath was pushed out and became shallow because of the

weight... then another sensation arose sort of under that ..( within my body i

think) and it was hot and pushing upwards into my chest area and the heat

spread all through me... I can't actually describe any more of what hapened

sequenceally... wow and bliss and heat and love and peace and stillness and.....

I have NO doubt that this happened.. lol. I thougth I was going to the void

again or that bliss was going to stay flooded in me (just split second thoughts

before just being again) but that is not the case, I do feel like I am plugged

in to something... I seem to be able to turn on a connection switch and I am in

a deep meditative place, there are movements up and down my spine... these are a

bit uncomfortable and there is work definitly going on under the right shoulder

blade... If I was lying down this would be ok but I am not... there is pressure

now too in my neck adn the top ot the spine where it goes into the skull.....

This mornign when I woke up... I had another experience where I prayed for my Mm

who is dead since 2006.... tears arose spontaniously and joy and I felt a huge

release of smething...

Has anyone had the experience of the very heavy weight sitting on theri

stomaches similar to avove??/ I know all is well, or is it? lol. I won't

write any more today as i seem to have forgotten how to spell and i really need

to lie down. Love Julia.