Guest guest Posted July 4, 2009 Report Share Posted July 4, 2009 fireworks in los alamos are set to be displayed over a large canyon with the rio grande river below - i was on the other side of that canyon- up close - closer than i have ever been to fireworks and it was glorious - the colors were sooooooooooooooooo true and bright - all the colors of the chakras - in brilliant hues. some of my thoughts while viewing the show- the display reminded me of the hubble photos with all the colors and the forms and shapes that are seen - and i was thinking that this must be like the show of colors and light those who are experiencing bliss see- flashes so vivid and full of unbelievable brightness- i was smiling while watching this display from a k perspective- i see myself of late separate from those about me - i am in my own K world - no one knows - and i observe myself and others- i could not decide if the colors were so bright because of my closeness or because of my K- and afterwards there was a surreal feel and look about me in the dark with the lights from cars and the people walking by - the trees looked unreal as if they were placed on top of the sky background and yes there was a full moon - i always loved fireworks and after tonight i will remember them in a new way - i found my way home in the dark for the first time - was abit worried it is pitch black out here in the country - i was thinking of all of you wishing you could share the show with me - there seemed to me to be much K here tonight for me - am in a missing mood - feeling loss - the dichotomy of beauty and pain - tolerance forgiveness and gratitude came up while talking with my family - situations where they have reacted in a not so nice manner and here i am reminding them to do what i am trying to do - it is strange to be able to bring up the safeties in real situations- we actually can look at how we react to things and know that there are better ways - makes me feel good to realize that i am not the only one struggling with these traits and real good to be able to discuss how better to handle things - lessons for all and lessons for me - being reminded of when to use the safeties in real life... blessings e wanted to share ... e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 5, 2009 Report Share Posted July 5, 2009 It's wonderful to see the world through " new eyes " .............. Good to hear you sound so happy............. Julie --- On Sun, 7/5/09, . wrote: . Fireworks Sunday, July 5, 2009, 12:01 AM fireworks in los alamos are set to be displayed over a large canyon with the rio grande river below - i was on the other side of that canyon- up close - closer than i have ever been to fireworks and it was glorious - the colors were sooooooooooooooooo true and bright - all the colors of the chakras - in brilliant hues. some of my thoughts while viewing the show- the display reminded me of the hubble photos with all the colors and the forms and shapes that are seen - and i was thinking that this must be like the show of colors and light those who are experiencing bliss see- flashes so vivid and full of unbelievable brightness- i was smiling while watching this display from a k perspective- i see myself of late separate from those about me - i am in my own K world - no one knows - and i observe myself and others- i could not decide if the colors were so bright because of my closeness or because of my K- and afterwards there was a surreal feel and look about me in the dark with the lights from cars and the people walking by - the trees looked unreal as if they were placed on top of the sky background and yes there was a full moon - i always loved fireworks and after tonight i will remember them in a new way - i found my way home in the dark for the first time - was abit worried it is pitch black out here in the country - i was thinking of all of you wishing you could share the show with me - there seemed to me to be much K here tonight for me - am in a missing mood - feeling loss - the dichotomy of beauty and pain - tolerance forgiveness and gratitude came up while talking with my family - situations where they have reacted in a not so nice manner and here i am reminding them to do what i am trying to do - it is strange to be able to bring up the safeties in real situations- we actually can look at how we react to things and know that there are better ways - makes me feel good to realize that i am not the only one struggling with these traits and real good to be able to discuss how better to handle things - lessons for all and lessons for me - being reminded of when to use the safeties in real life... blessings e wanted to share ... e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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