memory ( K MA Re-membering Julie and All)

[Guest guest]

Namaste

 

dear Julie. . .

 

hope the coming days are sweet and peaceful. . .and trust K Ma/Holy

Spirit is holding you close in sacred embrace, through these Holy days.

.. .

 

Julie just for clarification i followed a Christian path intensely for

a number of years, went to Africa and Mexico as a missionary during my

twenties. . . came back to the States an attended Southern Baptist

Seminary, when i left seminary returned to practicing my Native

lineage beliefs. My Native Cherokee/Choctaw Grandfather was a Holy

Man and shared many of his ways with me as a child. As a child i was

open to Shakti and used the term " energy " so much that people where

often asking me. " What do you mean by energy? " It took a while to

realize people where not perceiving the world as i was. . .would

imagine that many in this forum have had that experience. . . So for

many years i held dear Christianity, Native American practices and

Jungian psychology of the inner marriage. These where the frames to

understand my experience with K Ma. . . .I did not even hear the word

Kundalini until years after i went through Kundalini Awakening. . .i

think 2002 that i started to read and have access to Eastern Texts and

learned the name they used was Kundalini through the Web access. . .In

1999 started working with my teachers from the East, one of them has

vows to not even speak of spiritual beliefs but rather to transmit his

practices through direct sacred transmission. . . .Even though i have

been involved in intense energetic work with my teachers from India i do

not consider my self a Hindu. . .

 

I do not fit in a tidy category. . .I am Christian, Native American of

the Cherokee/Choctaw lineage, Jungian psychological/mythological,

Celtic, and Hindu of the Great Mother tradition of Divine Shakti, that

is deeply appreciative of the richness of Sikhs and Sufi spirituality

religions as well as African indigenous religion is came to experience

while in Zimbabwe . . .Also i love the Saints of the Catholic Church and

have found such richness in their experiences. . . .and everyone is my

teacher. . . .

 

Those are the religions that inform my path. . .but i have only one

religion and that is Love. . .and i love Jesus more than ever since

going through the transformation. . .i pray to Him, and the Goddess, and

to the One and just about any of them that want to listen. . .and that

can shed light on this child of God/dess. . . .

 

 

So when i wrote K Ma/Holy Spirit the attempt was to be inclusive of

others that are of the Christian faith if i am writing to a Christian

for i did not want to say K Ma and be non embracing of their expression.

.. .my brain was trying to express inclusiveness not so much as equate K

Ma with the Holy Spirit even though that works for me. . .

 

My heart felt really sad last night because of the exchange with Linda.

.. .when i tried to explain it seemed it only balled it up more. . .so

all i know to do is to say i am sorry, my heart is open to each person

on this forum and have no need to cause hurt feelings because of

language or beliefs. . .I am so okay with all religions and their

expressions, for me the underlying source is the One. . . also i have a

family that is Fundamentalist Christians that thinks that everyone not

in step with their beliefs are going to Hell. . .So i have a tendency to

not feel comfortable in theological debates. . .i was not offended but i

was frustrated for i could not understand how it has become flamed . .

..and was trying to back away from a " my religion says this " . . .for i

had intended to use the K Ma/Holy Spirit as inclusiveness rather than as

a theological declaration. . . .

 

This i know, and trust each of your hearts, and claim you as beloved

brothers and sisters. . . did not intend to cause any one and especially

Linda any pain or confusion. . .

 

All i know to do is to express the sorrow for causing a flare. . .i

trust Linda's and Tiffany's heart and also my own as pure and honorable.

.. .if others want to have theological discussion then that is truly okay

with me, was stating that i do not feel comfortable with theology

debates. . .for i am really happy with the fullness of the Divines

loving expression such as Thou are, such as each of you are, and such I

am. . .

 

Also in the use of electronic messages i read only 7 percent of the

actual communication actually gets transmitted, and then there is the

another factor we are all K active and that is an entirely different

expression that is probably less than 7% for our conscious minds to

understand. . . And maybe She was throwing in some fire, for i sure felt

misunderstood and i would image that others did also. . .so sorry. . .I

am left with trust and faith that all is in K Ma's sacred loving

embrace. . .

 

in Her divine embrace, love and light

ordinary sparrow

 

 

 

, " jajahern "

<jajahern wrote:

>

> Dear sparrow, I have had a tough couple of days and to return here

and see your kindness and thoughtfullness filled me up... thank you very

much.e Julia.

>

>

> In , " ordinarysparrow "

ordinarysparrow@ wrote:

> >

> > Namaste

> >

> > dear Julia

> >

> > Oh Julie i can so relate to the feeling of having two brains that do

not

> > related to one another. . .i use to think there was a brain

malfunction.

> >

>