re: checking in --love your thoughts on a dream

[Guest guest]

been dreaming a lot of epic and unsettling material and then my meditations are

literally breath-taking. Shakti has been taking hold of my breath and breathing

into various areas of my body (my s@xual organs for example). My meditations

are becoming like a shamic journeying experience.

 

Had a dream last night that I'd love any thoughts anyone has on this epic:

At a gathering for Amma - lots of people outside for this gathering. I knew

some of the people from the last time i was at this. sharing a room with a

mother and her daughter. A deck of goddess tarot cards (mine) fell out of their

box and the daughter was intrigued by them.

Then I'm outside with a huge gathering of people in a valley. An Indian woman I

know who has an Amma center here in Arkansas was letting people share about

their essential life challenge (in this lifetime). A woman shares that hers is

about body image/s (AT) xuality (DOT) I'm aware as she is sharing, her large br*asts are

exposed and she has become very comfortable with her s (AT) nsuality (DOT) I begin to

weep. The woman leader comes up and asks me if after break I'd like to share my

life challenge. I say, I don't know, I have so many. We break and when I come

back, I'm on the other side of the valley. I'm looking for the woman to tell

her I would like to share, as I've become clear what my challenge is (I can't

for the life of me remember upon waking but was clear during the dream). I

can't find her. I go back to the cabin I'm staying in and realize I've ben

paged twice and a thrid one comes in just then. There aren't numbers, but

names. They all have Indian names. the third is the woman leader and it says

" come immediately " and I go to try to find her.

love and blessings to you all,

Jan

[Guest guest]

Namate

 

dear Jan. . .interesting dream an can hardly venture to even guess the

many layers going on there. . .

 

while i was reading Amma is weaving me and i asked her to help you with

the interpretation.. . .

 

just a few point of how i relate to the dream. . .

 

Amma the Divine Mother symbol, Shakti Kundalini, Kali energy, embodiment

of Divine Feminine

 

Sharing a room with the Mother and Daughter. . .could that be the Maiden

and the Mother in the archetypal realm of the three faces of the

Goddess?

 

Deck of goddess tarot cards which where yours. . .isnt one of the ways

of looking at Tarot is that it represents the sacred journey. . .are you

being told in the dream you are on the path of becoming a goddess?

( i think so)

 

how do you feel about your own br*ast and what and who do you relate

with large br*east?

 

i am on the other side of the valley? could that be that you have been

putting energy into looking at the inner and outer masculine energy for

awhile now? Jan here i will insert an association that i often have with

Amma, often i have dreamed that Amma comes in the form of WILD Kali, and

it will be Amma's face and she will be exposing her br*ast and will be

dancing wildly and expressing the powerful primal Shakti energy of the

Goddess. . .very powerful woman force. . . wild Kali is often shown with

exposed br*ast. . .???

 

 

i have been paged twice and third one comes in???could it be call of the

Great Mother within you? Could the first two be the Maiden and the

Mother and are there any issues with moving into the third phase of the

Crone? Just wild guesses. . . but what have you been called to three

times, and have you answered the call?

 

then the " come immediately " . . .this is just my own association. . .one

of the things Amma often says , " Come my darling children. . .come

Mother is here. . .return to the Divine Mother " . . . and this means

return to Divine Love. . .the kind of Love that a Mother holds which in

its truest form is Unconditional and pure. . .

 

Jan you said it was an epic, so wonder if the three faces of the Goddess

are being shown?

 

some associations that might or might not fit. . .

 

but this is a most rich dream with all of its imagery. . .

 

 

Jan on another topic. . .concerning your sinuses. . .i have recently

been turned on to Tulsi Tea. . .it is so nuturning and wonderful for the

sinues. . . i will type out the description on the box. . .i get mine

from Amazon and it certified organic from India, and contains three

different types of Holy Basil. . .

#1. Krishna Tulsi

#2. Vana Tulsi

#3 Rama Tulsi

 

" Throughout India, Tulsi is revered as a sacred plant infused with

healing powers, and is lovingly called the Queen of Herbs. "

Traditionally grown in an earthen pot in every home. Tulsi (also known

as Holy Basil) makes a delicious and energizing herbal tea. Tulis is an

adaptogenic herb which helps the body release the negative effects of

tea. Repeatly noted through out 5,000 years in India's sacred

scripture. "

 

Many of the well known Guru's in India had there own Tulsi fields and

used it for many purposes. . .

 

My K Ma loves Tulsi, i often will add a little crystalized ginger and or

lemon or by itself. . .when i drink it in the evening there is just a

wonderful energetic experience with Ma and the head will expand with

spaciousness and then i will feel a K Ma sweep starting at the root and

it will move up to the crown and the experience leaves me feeling like a

spacious hollow tube where the K Ma gently plays her notes of breezy

bliss through the tube. . .Many people i know use it for sinuses, if use

it because K Ma loves it and i like keeping Ma happy. . .lol!. . . .

 

it has a pleasant taste and is calming but not sedating. .

 

love

ordinary sparrow

i am now going to make a cup of Tulsi

 

love

ordinary sparrow

 

 

 

, " Jan "

<drjandean wrote:

>

> been dreaming a lot of epic and unsettling material and then my

meditations are literally breath-taking. Shakti has been taking hold of

my breath and breathing into various areas of my body (my s@xual organs

for example). My meditations are becoming like a shamic journeying

experience.

>

> Had a dream last night that I'd love any thoughts anyone has on this

epic:

> At a gathering for Amma - lots of people outside for this gathering.

I knew some of the people from the last time i was at this. sharing a

room with a mother and her daughter. A deck of goddess tarot cards

(mine) fell out of their box and the daughter was intrigued by them.

> Then I'm outside with a huge gathering of people in a valley. An

Indian woman I know who has an Amma center here in Arkansas was letting

people share about their essential life challenge (in this lifetime). A

woman shares that hers is about body image/s (AT) xuality (DOT) I'm aware as she

is sharing, her large br*asts are exposed and she has become very

comfortable with her s (AT) nsuality (DOT) I begin to weep. The woman leader

comes up and asks me if after break I'd like to share my life challenge.

I say, I don't know, I have so many. We break and when I come back, I'm

on the other side of the valley. I'm looking for the woman to tell her

I would like to share, as I've become clear what my challenge is (I

can't for the life of me remember upon waking but was clear during the

dream). I can't find her. I go back to the cabin I'm staying in and

realize I've ben paged twice and a thrid one comes in just then. There

aren't numbers, but names. They all have Indian names. the third is

the woman leader and it says " come immediately " and I go to try to find

her.

> love and blessings to you all,

> Jan

>

[Guest guest]

Jan typo. . . meant to say Tulsi releases the negative effects of

stress, not tea. . .

 

ordinary sparrow

 

 

, " ordinarysparrow "

<ordinarysparrow wrote:

>

> Namate

 

>

>

> Jan on another topic. . .concerning your sinuses. . .i have recently

> been turned on to Tulsi Tea. . .it is so nuturning and wonderful for

the

> sinues. . . i will type out the description on the box. . .i get mine

> from Amazon and it certified organic from India, and contains three

> different types of Holy Basil. . .

> #1. Krishna Tulsi

> #2. Vana Tulsi

> #3 Rama Tulsi

>

> " Throughout India, Tulsi is revered as a sacred plant infused with

> healing powers, and is lovingly called the Queen of Herbs. "

> Traditionally grown in an earthen pot in every home. Tulsi (also

known

> as Holy Basil) makes a delicious and energizing herbal tea. Tulis is

an

> adaptogenic herb which helps the body release the negative effects of

> tea. Repeatly noted through out 5,000 years in India's sacred

> scripture. "

>

> Many of the well known Guru's in India had there own Tulsi fields and

> used it for many purposes. . .

>

> My K Ma loves Tulsi, i often will add a little crystalized ginger and

or

> lemon or by itself. . .when i drink it in the evening there is just a

> wonderful energetic experience with Ma and the head will expand with

> spaciousness and then i will feel a K Ma sweep starting at the root

and

> it will move up to the crown and the experience leaves me feeling like

a

> spacious hollow tube where the K Ma gently plays her notes of breezy

> bliss through the tube. . .Many people i know use it for sinuses, if

use

> it because K Ma loves it and i like keeping Ma happy. . .lol!. . . .

>

> it has a pleasant taste and is calming but not sedating. .

>

> love

> ordinary sparrow

> i am now going to make a cup of Tulsi

>

> love

> ordinary sparrow

>

>

>

> , " Jan "

> drjandean@ wrote:

> >

> > been dreaming a lot of epic and unsettling material and then my

> meditations are literally breath-taking. Shakti has been taking hold

of

> my breath and breathing into various areas of my body (my s@xual

organs

> for example). My meditations are becoming like a shamic journeying

> experience.

> >

> > Had a dream last night that I'd love any thoughts anyone has on this

> epic:

> > At a gathering for Amma - lots of people outside for this gathering.

> I knew some of the people from the last time i was at this. sharing a

> room with a mother and her daughter. A deck of goddess tarot cards

> (mine) fell out of their box and the daughter was intrigued by them.

> > Then I'm outside with a huge gathering of people in a valley. An

> Indian woman I know who has an Amma center here in Arkansas was

letting

> people share about their essential life challenge (in this lifetime).

A

> woman shares that hers is about body image/s (AT) xuality (DOT) I'm aware as

she

> is sharing, her large br*asts are exposed and she has become very

> comfortable with her s (AT) nsuality (DOT) I begin to weep. The woman leader

> comes up and asks me if after break I'd like to share my life

challenge.

> I say, I don't know, I have so many. We break and when I come back,

I'm

> on the other side of the valley. I'm looking for the woman to tell

her

> I would like to share, as I've become clear what my challenge is (I

> can't for the life of me remember upon waking but was clear during the

> dream). I can't find her. I go back to the cabin I'm staying in and

> realize I've ben paged twice and a thrid one comes in just then.

There

> aren't numbers, but names. They all have Indian names. the third is

> the woman leader and it says " come immediately " and I go to try to

find

> her.

> > love and blessings to you all,

> > Jan

> >

>

[Guest guest]

I would say the woman you watched talking about her body was infact you, it was

a message of an issue you are being worked through with Shakti Godess. You had

so much female energy in the dream so this is your female side that needs

opening.

You said the message said " Come immediately " could be taken in another context

:-))

Thats my view.

 

Love elektra x x x

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thanks sparrow for your time and thoughtful ideas about my dream. As I write

this I'm drinking Tulsi tea. I actually had some in my cupboard I've never

used. Its good though I didn't have crystalized ginger & that sounds even

better.

 

Many of your thoughts about my dream resonated on some organic level, it excited

something deep within. A lot of my dreams lately have had very strong male

figures but perhaps I'm moving into more feminine energy as I've been having

more female figures in them. I will take these thoughts into my meditations and

walks & writing and trust that I'll know a deeper meaning as I go along. The

thoughts about the Wild Mother Kali resonated as the woman exposing her br*asts

had a similarity to images I've seen of her! I will let you know what Amma

shows me.

I deeply respect your generous sharing of your wisdom and humility here on the

list.

Love,

Jan

 

, " ordinarysparrow "

<ordinarysparrow wrote:

>

> Namate

>

> dear Jan. . .interesting dream an can hardly venture to even guess the

> many layers going on there. . .

>

> while i was reading Amma is weaving me and i asked her to help you with

> the interpretation.. . .

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks Elektra,

I think you're right about the female side being worked on and opening. That

woman in the dream had bre*sts much larger than mine lol -- I love how dreams

exaggerate things for effect so as to be noticed. She was clearly someone who

had worked on these issues and was uninhibited so its a part of me that wants to

be exposed, to expose herself. I appreciate your thoughts. The dancing is

helping her come alive.

Love,

Jan

 

, Elektra Fire

<elektra.fire wrote:

>

> I would say the woman you watched talking about her body was infact you, it

was a message of an issue you are being worked through with Shakti Godess. You

had so much female energy in the dream so this is your female side that needs

opening.

 

[Guest guest]

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