Minutiae

[Guest guest]

Sometimes we can get a bit obsessive as we try to learn and make some kind of

linear sense about the Kundalini and how it might fit into our lives. We

struggle and try to match symptoms for cause and effect as we shake and shimmy

and glow and burst about the days and nights of our lives.

 

This can lead us into a dissection of minutiae that can actually cause one to

lose focus on the bigger picture. Watch for this as you walk with your

awakening. Watch the need to " know " everything and to fulfill a mental need to

have explanation.

 

Most of the experience is beyond words and beyond mere mental reception or

perception. Tearing down a specific aspect of the experience into its most

infinitesimal parts will merely lead to more infinitesimal parts. Allow your

questing for information to relax.

 

Allow your trust of the process to expand.

 

Know that there are a very many other sources and causes that extend far beyond

the mere mental body that are at play within your awakening. No matter how far

into minutiae you go you will not be able to satisfy the urge for the mental

engorgement.

 

One can become similar to a meth addict as they operate in very similar ways in

this one sense. Tearing down a TV just because the intricacies capture their

obsession. Please be aware of this in yourself and begin to detach from this

urge.

 

Trusting in the process will help a person to develop faith in the process.

Faith is an extension of trust and from this faith will come the information

about " you " inside of your process that will be as appropriate as can be had by

you and for you at any given time. - blessings all. - chrism

[Guest guest]

DerChrism, I hear what you are saying about cause and sympthom diisecting and I

have been relaxing the need to know all about that  and to go with the flow.  

Here or maybe  " hear " (lol) is my.... but... arising....!

But...... while I am leaving things flow and arise and move... a need to know or

a need for input about some things arise as well.  I have left time pass to

see.. but... the need to ask the question /uestions  is still present. I know 

answers come and perhaps I am being impatient ....but... maybe answers come a

bit faster when the question is asked??

I do not want to google this particular question because I want my information

received to be in the context of Kundalini, and I want the  information to be

from peoople who understand that it is in kundalini I am receiving images/

visions/ shadows/ movements of a wolf.  No fear is present.? but I am aware of a

some hesitation with in myself.... as seems to be the case... kundalini waits

for me to catch up... I can't quite do that with out some input from here....I

think! (he he , maybe because " I think " is the reason I am in this holding

place) Trust the process unfolding and surrender ...Mmm... I need soome input

about the wolf.... I think Kundalini(there I go with I think again) gives me

options... it seems like I don't have to have or accept everything?? not sure

about that but I sence it... so the input about the wolf is needed by me to make

choices... that is if choice is actually an option and of that I am not yet

sure.  My processing or my

being in this is probably waffel waffel to hear but it makes sense (ish) to

me.. although nothing actually makes sense at all!  Words are  bit of a nuisance

really....Ok that is it.. if you could comment on my rambeling I will accept

your direction on how to proced re the wolf!

love Julia.

 

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 9:44:43 AM

Minutiae

 

 

 

 

 

Sometimes we can get a bit obsessive as we try to learn and make some kind of

linear sense about the Kundalini and how it might fit into our lives. We

struggle and try to match symptoms for cause and effect as we shake and shimmy

and glow and burst about the days and nights of our lives.

 

This can lead us into a dissection of minutiae

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