A Funny

[Guest guest]

After I had that little dream yesterday of coloring my ego with silly string and

I had said to it, who the h*ll made you the manager. LOL! I only sleep about 2

hours that morning and so by afternoon I got very drowsy, but was trying to

catch up reading some post. When I go into that inbetween state, fighting sleep,

that is when I hear lot of voices. I heard this little small frighten squeaky

voice ask, " Are you my God? " I think it was my ego speaking to me. I could not

help but feel love for it.

 

I wonder if that is what our source/God feels towards us. Then I got to thinking

are we all God's ego self? Are we the result of God splitting into billions of

self and all his egos want to be manager/gods over him.

Hehehe! Then I got to thinking about how I was getting that feeling of flying

off/scattered into millions of pieces the other day. I now wonder if that is

what God experience when creation of all this is was formed. I just realized

while writing this just now, that would mean God is broken, like humpty dumpty

and all the kings men could not put humty dumty back together again. Anyways, I

think I am having some weird funny thoughts. All us billions of egos trying to

put God back together agian...just struck me as funny.

 

I think Deb sneak in a funny bone in the chi ball she hit me with.

Linda

[Guest guest]

I saw humpty dumpty in the clouds last year, along with people and animals like

horses, birds and even a bear.

Didnt think of the humpty dumpty scenario till you mentioned just then.

I thought it was just source showing a sense of humour.

 

I managed to resolve my conflicting conversations with my spirit family by

taking them under my wing and treating as children, by having a proper

conversation with them i found i was no longer afraid and was shown a lot more.

 

Sometimes i do think all the negative projections in the name of a higher

entity, must wear that entitiy down, one god against another , my god is better

than your god etc, means that people take sides, my experience last year posted

earlier, I simply refused to take sides between conflicting voices, entities

spirit egos whatever, and adopted the role of a councellor, mediator.

 

I adopted the attitude, I did not start the fire, but I m sure as dammit going

to help put it out.

 

I had the feeling my guides higher selves appreciated that and was protected

such that my experience was a vivid real one without fear.

 

I did hear thankyou, and nobody else JUST LISTENS, and I told my ego to take a

back seat. What needed to be done was done.

 

My body especially the stomach area seems to tighten when i am being open, and

its like i need to let go of the proverbial sh@@.

 

All the way through I have put trust in my self, and my higher self, to answer

questions, but finding others who have expereinced similar does help for

clarity.

All is well

Mark