Guest guest Posted July 15, 2009 Report Share Posted July 15, 2009 This will often occur inside of a Kundalini experience. Series of numbers or events or scenarios that suddenly have a relationship can bombard the ego mind and sometimes cause significant fear or confusion. This is a manifestation of a consciousness experiencing tiny fragments of the " Unity Consciousness " upon the five sense matrix of ego dominated " limited consciousness. " This will literally become a mixture of the " all connected " consciousness of the Kundalini intermingling with that of the consciousness that has expected limitations. So the numbers will line up at certain moments causing a fracture of the expected limitation consciousness and inside of this unknown experience will fears often take root. This is due to the opportunistic quality of the fear of the unknown which can also become amplified. Voices telling a person this or that. Seeing apparitions, seeing entities, smelling presences, many different kinds of spiritual or unexplainable phenomena. These are all manifestations of the condition as the fracture will vary in size and expressive strength for each individual. Seeing a name or having a deja vue experience. Often it is through numbers that tangentially appear at certain moments of thought. 911 being a common experience or numbers that come in groups such as 1111 or any number of permutations. This can come in references to belief systems that have books which rely on numbers for cataloging certain phrases or packages of information. Many spiritual books do this and of course this may be used. This fracture can grow as the experience is given a fear matrix to feed it or a surrendering, loving, strength based knowledge of what is occurring can be inserted into the experience changing the dynamic from fear to understanding. This is due to the co-mingling of one reality upon another. It is not to be a source of fear but is commonly experienced that way. Once a person understands that this is part of a spiritual process of Kundalini blending realities then the fears can be released and replaced with awe and a deep appreciation. Certain forms of drug abuse will also give this kind of response the difference being that of a warning for the drug user and that of a teaching by divinity for the drug user as is often demonstrated by the interaction with lower dimensional entities. This is not so much the case for Kundalini person though if the fear is allowed to spiral out of control this can indeed become an experiential fixture for that Kundalini awakening individual. This experience can last for years if the experience is fed from a fear based perspective. If allowed to be understood as a gift of a divine based blending into a version of the larger reality this phase will be experienced for the teachings that it has to offer and just as in the many other phases of Kundalini experience the individual will move through it gaining the needed understandings to continue their journey into wholeness. If this is happening for you do not be afraid. Welcome the new understandings of how grace is showing you the expanded multiverse in which we exist. Welcome to this classroom! And please be assured that you are being guided in ways that will provide you with the most pertinent knowledge that you need and in just the right amounts customized for your individual education. Nothing is wrong and do not believe that you are sick with a condition or disease. You are merely awakening to a new and far more interactive quality of existence that most people have no reference for and that includes healthcare professionals who have yet to walk this path. Please be assured that you are not alone and that you do not have a curriculum of experiences to be taught from. You do have a curriculum and this may demonstrate itself through the " books of experience " rather than a book of pages. Please begin to understand each phase of Kundalini awakening as an actual classroom of actual EXPERIENCE. In this way will you be better able to grasp that which is being given to you. Write these lessons down in your journal and do not show the journal to those who cannot understand what is being experienced. They will have a far different opinion and cannot suspend the needed levels of " disbelief " that is necessary to understand these levels of experience. Your ego mind will search and strive to find the inter connective meanings of what it is being shown. This is fine. Let those fires of need be stoked by the mysteries of the divine. At the same time let your spiritual mind and your emotional mind begin to " feel " what the correlative experiences are communicating. Part of this level of understanding is to use these " other minds " of discernment as ways to understand that which is beyond the mere ego controlled mental minds ability to comprehend. Always will the ego aspect of the person make fear a readily available overlay for any of these experiences. Please use your new understandings of this process to counteract any form of fear that your ego mind presents within these teachings. Begin to understand the wonderful diversity of your new school of enlightenment. Whether or not you have sought it out this school has now found you. Allow this grace to be received by you with clarity and love and graciousness. Do not resist even when it is beyond your ego based understandings. Surrender these fears and allow the grace of the expanded understandings to give of the divine that which is being offered by the divine. You are not being given so much that " you " the whole person cannot digest. You are being given to in amounts that are suitable for your individual consumption. Go with this and trust this and be excited about this! Don't forget your lunch pail. - blessings all - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 16, 2009 Report Share Posted July 16, 2009 Thanks Chrism.. that was nice to read love Bruce Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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