CROCODILES

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Hi Diego

Just posted this with my own experiences to monica interesting thought about

crocodiles as i have just noted that myself with a possible answer.

See my replys below.

UK and yes I do see animals, and faces everywhere, and just smile.

How long you been on this path? Tell me your experience.

 

 

As for david icke etc, i went to a phase of what felt like paranoia, i then

resigned myself I set off on this path of truth and there is both sides to

everything and then there is the truth, hence I would hear a word and research

both sides and invariable a third insightful answer would arise.

Here is my theory based on information recieved today, and the technique i call

mind mapping

Last year I had a mass of information all at once, and was trying to discern

truth, for fiction, and much of it was stored until I was ready. My body/ mind

told me I would come back a year later with answers and lo and behold a year

later i am back on the path, but this time sharing with others.

Firstly I started writing a journal of notes, words, numbers, anything that

resonated, i would suggest do the same, owning the word takes away the fear, I

found.

Next i accepted OK, what am i being shown now and why? If the intuitive insight

didn't come immediately it will, just let it flow.

Next i trusted my inner self to sit down and discuss with my dream family,

acknowledging that we are all from source, and I expected them to PROTECT me, if

they wanted to be a part of me, (after all they came to me), I asked what i

would be required to do, and found my dream sleep went up to being able to go

into a very deep sleep, and the next morning as i am waking i would get a word

or phrase, sometimes i ignored it, sometimes i acted on it. Its a big learning

curve.

I have never been one for gurus/ idols or putting people on pedastals, i take

what i need to know that resonates with me.

 

This week i had some new insights that make more sense than last year, certain

information came back eg Humpty dumpty, Crocodiles, Nile, Rose and I have put

some order to each

Crocodile was on tv this week an autopsy did you see it, the programme resonated

and hence i watched it all in fascination, by letting my mind go blank the words

or phrase would then come such that CROC, by mind mapping i got Crock of

Shit/crock of gold, duality, food large prey, slow digestion, then I got

collective consciousness COC, similar to male genitals, and the crocodile is a

fertility symbol for Egypt and they had ancient crocodile gods. so what about R

I asked AHAthe answer came back R is reptilian so reptilian collective

consciousness is where we are now, hence all the negativitivity in the world.

 

I was then able to identify Food= knowledge, metaphor again the crocodile takes

large chunks of food/ knowedge but has slow digestion = so to me it means large

inputs of knowledge at once then a rest period to digest, is this mans

evolutionary path of huge advances and then non progress, and our individual

paths aswell.

 

For balance i need an opposite, so what is the animal opposite I asked, then i

remembered seeing the original book of KING KONG yesterday, ok Ape/ Monkey/ or

MANKEY!!, Am I on the right track I asked, and was told remember MAST Climber,

words i saw on a van earlier this week AHA KINg KONG on the mast on the empire

state building, so insight happened again. But don't go too high or you will

topple over could this be the ego the bigger they are the harder they fall.

 

So we have a reptilian collective consciousness and a monkey (MANKEY) collective

consciousness ego ? in battle, so everything is literally in our heads,

interestingly I saw this article http://illuminatimatrix.wordpress.com/ earlier

this week saying it is all in our heads, what we think we manifest.

 

Now humpty dumpty, I saw it in the clouds last year, what does it mean, after

researching there are two ideas, again duality one the big gun legend, and the

other the financial crash or financial markets fall/ wall, the walls are

tumbling down!! Then my insightThe egg humpty dumpty is very delicate and

balanced, is the egg the earth, and if we take the balance to much either side

the egg will break, never to be repared, so we need both collective

consciousness and ego for balance.

 

Then the fact that I have to repair a damaged wall due to water damage, and

replace a boiler, both related to water , helped me recognise water with the

nile again a regular word this week, the floods of the niles, a period of

cleansing and renewal, open the flood gates, again refers back to the flood

gates of knowledge, so the flood story is a metaphor for what happens when you

awake, followed by the desert, a stage of nothingness or emtyness.

 

Could the writers of the ancients experienced awakening and used storys to

explain for those with insight, remember they would be locked up or put in an

asylum if they were to be here today, and would probably have been killed or

otherwise for heresy, blasphemy or devil worship in the past, because of fear.

 

I am sorry if I am rambling but as the thoughts come I put it down.

I am glad to have found the site and the group hope this is of interest.

mark

 

 

 

 

 

Hi Mark

 

wouu It is nice to talk with you. Thank you for the reply.

 

Are you Located in Europe or America? I am in UK.

 

Well, I hope you dont mind if I keep your email..so I can ask you or perhaps

exchange information. To me is very valuable.

 

I asked you in my last email about the visuals..did you see animals and stuff ?

if you did I would like you to share bit of it..I have seen..were you scare at

home like but entities walking around ?

 

The other thing is that when I opened to all this thing of material of david

icke and conspirancies..etc...my mind went paranoic...BUT NOW I STOP THAT you

know is so much negativity on those subjects to keep them runing on your head

(even if is truth)...you know what I mean? I was CONVINCED that I was the target

of those " things " ...maybe yes maybe no...but I prefer no to belief that..it is

not good for sanity..I would like to hear your feedback about it?

 

Hoping you find your next sign soon. I am sure it will come..

 

It is honor to meet you

 

kind regards

monica

 

 

RE: sharing experience kundalini

 

Friday, July 17, 2009, 3:20 AM

Dear Monica, music was the first synchronicity I was able to latch on to, I felt

the songs had been written and stored for me to return to at some stage on my

journey, so when I SAW the past presnt and future together, i heard the song,

and then was able to timeline to where i was in complete synchronisation with

all three points.

It was a frightening experience at first, but now i smile and acknowledge the

higher source has a fantastic sense of humour. Enjoy.

I just am waiting for the next sign as to where I go next and what i have been

opened up for, although i also think by just being, and observing I am doing

what I am supposed to be doing. I am an earth rod, or energy emitter or MAST

CLIMBER as it was confirmed to me this week by another synchronicity.

Although I feel i should and could be doing more, I am trying to catch up, we

are all connected and its nice to speak with others experiencing.

mark.

 

FrOm Monica

Dear Mark

 

I read with interest your post in -Kundalini . I was pretty much

started with similar experiences so your post call my attention.

 

I did not finished my process yet. I have been working hard on fear stuff!! I

have been attacked by lots of visuals..black shapes, animals etc did you

perceive those attacks?

 

At the beginning I had the problems with the computer…I think computer, phone

were target !! Other similarity was the little child/girl…just the

representation or form of the inner child and It was also guided to the material

of David Icke! And strange notes and pages appeared on the computer ..like

observing people and stuff. The synchronicities with music are also on my

journey…once I remember to have a conversation with myself…in sort of sadness

for all of this and while I was listening my MP3 all the song I hear were like

talking to me and giving me the answer in perfect order..I could not believe

such perfection.

 

I felt electricity clashing on my head…but thought that were aliens attacking my

brain …

 

It was strange way of awakeing…lots of similar things

 

Today I do not think any more in reasons of why I perceive that way or if it is

truth or no or how…deep inside my soul knows. God is all and I observe the

experience.

 

God bless

Monica

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Just wanted to tell you I appreciate your writings here everyone. I especially

like the way you are showing how the images/symbols/flashes from the divine -

and how you go about interpreting them. Sometimes I just do not know what

something means that was given to me - was it just my subconscious and/or what

has higher meaning. So yes its a learning curve and I appreciate everyone here

writing and teaching us all how you've come to understand your inner workings.

I've seen the humpty dumpty and just yesterday I was outside doing the Tibetans

and saw a gray feather laying next to me. I sorta remembered what you wrote -

well I hope its just a trip into the void! ha I agree with Monica in that I do

not watch anything much that will bring me down. But I did go through one winter

of watching some conspiracy and other videos, but in the end it didn't make me

feel so great about myself and the world. Now when I watch videos or even tv I

make sure its uplifting or funny or fun or in some way helps me feel that love

in my heart. I figure I have enough shadow inside myself - don't need to add

anymore on...(:

 

And is that you my girl Monica??? If so, so happy you are here!!!!

And everyone we are in for a great treat for she is a very beautiful hearted

person! (and if its not the monica I know...I'm sure you are too and am looking

forward to getting to know you and Mark, and all the new members!

 

Thanks all for being you - you enrich us with your prescence!

 

Much love,

Deb

 

and ps - about my gray feather - somebody send me some love! (:

 

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