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Hi and all,

 

Wanted to say thank you for your videos, really appreciate them!!

Also I've attempted to write a reply here about 4 times to the " entity " subject

but deleted it because I don't want to bring negative suggestion. Having said

that if anyone is experiencing entity stuff feel free to write me and I'll tell

you what helped for me.

 

Also working out helps - being in nature helps - stopping your practices for a

time helps - staying in your heart in unconditional love helps - laughing about

life - helping others - getting out of our stuff and grounding by helping others

helps -bringing your attention to other things in your life - having lots of

fun helps - there are some short term stuff that helps in the moment so you can

email me if you wish - also everday/night imagine a waterfall as big and

powerful as Niagra Falls coming from God and washing you going right through

your body and outside and around your body very far cleaning you and your aura -

sunshine helps, there is something so beautiful and powerful inside you, believe

this and allow feelings of strength and vitality and joy for life to fill you -

avoid things that bring you down - watch comedies - stay away from negative

shows ect - I can only say what has helped me - others have done other things

which I can tell you as in self-inquiry and getting to that place of peace

oneness unity strength - finding something to do in life that brings you joy,

something you look forward to or can feel proud of yourself about - If this is

something thats going on I would avoid carrying a cell phone or energy

device/power source on your body, keep it away a bit -

If you have nightmares wake up and shout to yourself that its an illusion -

don't buy into it because even that may be manipulation - shout illusion because

the fear is food -

 

Its easier said than done not to fear - I know some about this! haha

I had myself in such fear that I would blow 8 lightbulbs a day - walk by the

radio and it would flip on by itself loudly - lights blinking - well guess what

- that was me!! Although I didn't know it at the time! I don't want you to think

that lights blowing out means you are in fear - it doesnt - its just that when I

was in fear like this, well my energy was all over the place! Thought something

was out to get me and that was all me!

You are stronger than you know - FEEL IT - start believing it - because there is

something so strong inside of you! Also do not allow yourself to have bad

feelings about yourself! No guilt, no guilt, no feeling that are negative toward

yourself in any way. Love yourself and feel your strength and stay in that love

for yourself and others.

 

There are other things - Mantauk Chia speaks about this and how to cultivate

your energyfield in his books " Microcosmic Orbit - SecretSmile and Iron Shirt -

 

There are other things...and it may take time...also if you are opening - the

sexual energy is of course quite strong so if you are having a lot of sexual

dreams - well you are going to have to learn a little here - I mean you may

think you are having a great dream well again...shoot don't know how to

say this stuff...just that for me I didn't allow it because what was happening

was not what I thought was happening - and you may receive a dream image of

someone you love but that may not be what actually is...

 

For example one night I was in the deepest kiss of my life. Thought it was the

greatest thing ever - then I questioned who was this great guy kissing

me...ha...and got an image of someone in my past which I was like - ahhh - noway

dude - and then got shot another image of someone else (well you can't blame

them = try and try again) anyway at that point was when I realized and became

aware enough to know that such things can be manipulated and at the same time

realized that this great deep kiss I was in - was actually something not so

pleasant sucking the energy out of me. So I had to learn to become aware in my

dreams. But no worries here - you usually don't sleep completely through sex

dreams or nightmares - because of the intensity you'll become aware enough to

question or stop it or whatever...rock on...no worries...no worries you say

someone is sucking me and you say no worries...All I'm saying is that your fear

will cause things to get worse or your ability to laugh it off or your ability

to get to that strength inside or your ability to stay in that unconditional

love until you pass this stage - well you will pass it and even this stuff is so

rare among us that it'll probably never be an issue just know if by some tiny

tiny tiny chance know- I am the queen of FEAR - and I'm still here

 

able to annoy all you with my saturday night live ramblings...see God has a plan

(:

 

Again feel free to write me if you are in some stuff - oh and do not pray from

victim place - start feeling as the whole strong being that you are - feel you

are already perfect, whole and strong in Gods eyes - feel that with complete

love for yourself - everytime I think about saying that I get the k going up

with those beautiful shivers all over - (of course that may have been part of my

lesson in this?)

 

Cultivate happiness - feel free to skip - feel free to love - feel free to play

happy music that makes you want to move, dance, sing, or shout -

 

also walk barefoot in the grass -

 

Okay hope this helps someone - and if this should ever happen and you tried

something here and it didn't work - just don't ever ever ever feel bad about

yourself - you didn't do anything wrong - sometimes it takes time - there are

other things so again feel free to write

 

Much love - no worries - I am not good at surrender - remember I fought this

tooth and nail when it started - I didn't understand what was happening - so in

my fighting and resistance perhaps I needed to walk on the wild side a bit? This

divinity will not hurt you - fear and resistance though may have some

lessons...I don't think lessons;in the way that divinity wants to hurt anyone -

but in the way that fear attract that which likes to feed perhaps? I'm not even

saying if something ever were to happen like a entity kiss in the middle of the

night that you did something wrong in anyway to attract this! Do not think like

that - it won't help - just try some of the tips above (:

 

i like to think of myself now as a tasty treat instead of thinking I did

something wrong for those experiences - see anything can be turned around

depending on how you look at it (:

 

Much love,

Deb

 

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[Guest guest]

Deb:

Thank you for sharing. As chrism said in his post no one can fully prepare for

this experience but it does certainly help to read of solutions and know that

you survived and that there will be help available when and if I am given these

tests. I have only had two instances that I remember where there were negative

forces in a dream and in both I was awakened by noises in real time so I figured

someone was watching out for me before the negative stuff happened. That was a

good feeling.

 

It is so good to see you have crossed into the happy place and can look back and

laugh at yourself for feeling so fearful.

 

Last night I was listening to NPR - a show on music. The guest was a lady from

England who had a lovely voice and very original( did not get her name) She was

asked how she came to write such deep and moving songs about life and love. She

said that she was raised in a very depressive household- her mother was ill with

depression and she and her sis never realized that life could be any different

until they went to school and saw others living in happy environments. Her

mother committed suicide and the host related that her father committed suicide.

Both ladies have had to deal with this negative life experience.

 

The singer then made the statement that she has struggled all her life trying to

find that happy place and she discovered that her situation of growing up was

embedded in her and this is who she is - a person of a depressive nature so she

found her relief with meds and music. There is an imbalance for her that she has

to be constantly diligent about. If not she suffers and goes right back into

the down side.

 

Two things hit me with her story - one is that some of us are so embedded with

negativity that it is very very hard to dig out of it ( as I am) and that she

like you is using a love of hers (music ) to keep her in the happy place.

 

I bring this up because you have given many suggestions of what to do instead of

the drugs that she is doing. I was on some antidepressant drugs and got off of

them when meeting chrism. Sometimes I really wish I could go back on for a time

for during that time on the meds I felt so much more in tune with life and life

was not so much a struggle it made working so much better - yet I know K does

not like drugs so I keep trying to find my happy place.

 

I keep hearing that this process is not suppose to be easy and I ask " why not? "

Does divinity really think that good/easy will not be appreciated if just given

or that we will not continue in a good manner if it is unconditional? Maybe

some yet - it seems to me it is a constant fight to dig thru the mire to reach

that happy place. And those of us who are of a more depressed nature often do

not have as much " fight " in us as others who come from a more positive arena.

 

So thank you for your sharing it helps to know that since some of us have to

fight the fight that there are those who have battled the war and have been

triumphant. I will certainly ask for help if I am given this battle.

 

I see a battlefield with knights in armour those long stick thingys and horses

and a girl knightess kneeling over a horse with the banner enblazoned with a

symbol knowing that she has won the fight - she is smiling. could that be DEB

or is it me??

 

When your smiling keep on smiling the whole world smiles with you...

 

e

[Guest guest]

Hi ,

 

What you wrote touched me very much. Thank you and I do remember when you and

Chrism were on a trip and I called - well not my best moment I think! (: Thank

you, you beautiful soul and it was so very good for me to know you too were

there - gave me more comfort than you'll ever know - and I'm sure thats you

on the horse - but I'd climb up there with you - nothing makes me laugh

harder than when I'm riding - I can't stop cracking up just roaring with

laughter - a couple years ago I went riding with a group of people - you know we

were suppose to stay in line and ride together and everytime we start really

moving I can't stop laughing - I laugh so hard I almost fall off - soon everyone

thought I was nuts of course - but then they were all laughing and it was a

great time! I have more horse stories but I'll spare you (:

 

Let us smile together! What you wrote is so beautiful! Thank you! You've really

touched my heart!

Deb (:

 

 

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