Can you HEAR ME now?

[Guest guest]

Dear ALL:

I'm ironing my clothes and a wadding them up into a compression bag. It's kindof

like washing my windows while the monsoon approaches. Compression/Expansion.

I've replaced my leaf pendant with my Zulu mourning beads from my father's

recent death. I thought I was ready to no longer have them around my neck, but I

am not. While packing, I debated which necklaces to take…the Navajo fire

pendant, the owl ceremony pendant, the acai seed prayer beads, the trinity

Celtic knot (given to me by my mother just prior to her recently taking her

life), or my mourning Zulu beads. But how do I select just one or two when they

all represent my voice? Today I'm engulfed with a sense of never being able to

speak again. I feel as though death is awaiting me and I'll never be able to

share my story and gratitude and as importantly step into my full light. (I'm

hopeful that it's that of my ego being chipped away). I'm vulnerable and raw. I

have been here before, but not like this. It was much much worse and I was

pitiful and desperate to be heard by another's soul and heart, or else I was

going to die. It was not of question for I did not know the difference between

an ego death and the death of a physical body. It was highly confusing for I

felt happy in my life. A lot has happened since then. I've experienced what it

means to love from a soul/heart perspective; I've experienced miracles of

physical and emotional healing and the most wondrous of beauty this world offers

to us. I've crawled and scratched at the earth in agonizing pain, and danced

joyfully upon fluttering butterfly wings. And although feeling wide open and

raw, I need to use this breath that comes to me from place of spirit, to thank

the individuals who were able to hear me, and who unselfishly reached out to

assist me. They were just like you; some were you. Thank you to those of this

group and those beyond who have guided me, and who have loved and cared for me

along the way. I anticipate that there are others who experience and will

experience an awakening in a crisis sort of way, who will be confused and scared

if they don't have the correct framework or reference and hearts who can hear

them. This group offers all the positives of that. It's my intent to be there

and give to others as others have done for me. May my voice be heard.

Blessings, peace and gratitude to you. See you in a few weeks. – Love, Danielle

[Guest guest]

You always come through loud and clear this end love x x x

 

Have a safe trip, sorry to hear of the many loses you have suffered in your path

to awakening, sadness and loss are often used to stimulate us in some way in our

growth.

I know when my sister was murdered I went through huge transformation inwardly

as did my whole family.

My thoughts are with you beloved sister, elektra x x x

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Ouch, Danielle. Ouch, Elektra. I feel the remnants of the pain, as I do with

many people. I feel it, I know it. And I am always, always amazed at how we can

come through the most horrible pain to a place where we can feel it's polar

opposite, such LOVE. I see that in many here and am in awe and wonder at the

transformation and polish that has come to my fellow Kundalites!

 

How loudly can I say " I HEAR you and I FEEL you! I LOVE you! " ? I'm not quite an

owl though...LOL

Heart-healing Love to all,

Valarie