Guest guest Posted July 28, 2009 Report Share Posted July 28, 2009 Purple, the last post of mine was in reply to your post. I thank everyone for their replies and help. I am feeling very frustrated with this dream. I don't know why it is bothering me so much, but I can't seem to think about anything else. Probably blowing it all out of proportion. Linda , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Well, I have tried to reply to this twice, the first was a long rampling thing and hit the wrong thing, then I tried a shorter version and hit the wrong thing agian and erased it all. So I guess I am not suppose to shared that. I am tired of trying. > > Purple, I do thank you for your reply to my dream. Some of what you said resonates and some doesn't. I really don't feel it is my family that is holding me back, it is something to do with just me. Or maybe I am not being held back at all, just maybe I am where I am suppose to be at the moment. Shoot! I have had anger in the past for every one of my family members at some point or other. Right now I am not feeling anger towards anyone that I know of at least not consciously. I have gone over and over the forgiving, maybe not for myself enough. I don't know, I really don't. > > I think the guy driving the car was probably a guide and the actor represented a male authority figure, maybe, but not neccessarily a father. The whole dream was a reversal back in the past thing. It's been a good 15 years since I've seen these people. Those two years spent being friends with them were really all around good years, as far as having no problems. I could safely say they were the best two years of my life, everything was going great for us. It was about the time they moved away, that all hell broke loose and everything about James' and my life changed. The changes that took place at that time had nothing to do with them,though. Dreams are so confusing. *sigh* > > You know, I just thought of something. This was the same time as the church I was attending totally died from some members wanting this and others wanting that. All the fighting killed the church! Everyone went their own way and I became a hermit. I was so angry at the pastor and his wife at that time for flat out lying to me. I got over it and forgave,though, at least I think I did. I've had and still do not have any desire to go back to church since. Not because of unforgiveness towards any of them, but I just could not find a church that I resonated with. Then all the problems happened and I didn't have time to even think about going to church, anyways. Maybe the severed head represented the dead church. I guess there was a celebration of sort for some of the church family members, they got what they wanted. I don't know if this is what the dream is about either! It was a big turning point in my life. If I had found another church, I probably would not have gotten involved with kundalini/meditation and all. So what? K-ma cut my spiritual support head off to set me free from a dead end road? I was getting on the restless side before it all ended. It sure took a long time to get from where I was to where I am now! > > Well, I have been sitting here writing for several hours on this. It's time to stopped. I am getting a headache from it all. LOL! I have written three of these long ramblings. The others two were just as bad but about stuff totally different. I haven't even gotten to Bruce's post, yet. My third eye is throbbing, it time for a walk. > > Blessings & love, > Linda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 29, 2009 Report Share Posted July 29, 2009 How you are feeling about your dream is a sign post as to what its pressing on, what button is it pushing, how do you feel when you think about it?Something is trying to come up for release and its stuck, you are correct to think about it.What I do when I'm stuck is go and sit in nature and talk to the fairies about my problem, you can choose Jesus to talk with also, anyone you feel comfortable with.Try to relax and tell them what you are stuck on, then let it go completely. Breathe deeply and wait for the answer to pop in your head or show itself, and it will.Blessings dear Linda, let us know how you go,elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 29, 2009 Report Share Posted July 29, 2009 Dearest Linda, you are not blowing it up out of proportion, it is great you are facing such strong emotions face on. For me my process went like this , I said I had forgiven in my mind , and I truely believed myself that I had forgiven. Then i'd dream the anoying dream like yours, and my emotions would be rollercostered for a few days until the vision came of what was bothering me (read your reply to me , you surfaced the crux of your dream). Then this happens ,I re-live the events that happened in my life again , then A woosh and some kind of fly off occurs, and then the emotions are truely free, the real forgiveness just infuses itself into me. I find for me that if I just let the process happen, without letting my head be involved, like a wave rolling over me , this makes the release happen easier.Difficult to describe ,its like a bubble underwater , going to the surface and blooping K ma is intent on taking that bubble to be released , all I need do is accept/surrender to the fact that she will take it there. Once she does this for you it really is a great gift as where before there was pain , it is replaced with the feeling of compassion and love for all. much love purple , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Purple, the last post of mine was in reply to your post. I thank everyone for their replies and help. I am feeling very frustrated with this dream. I don't know why it is bothering me so much, but I can't seem to think about anything else. Probably blowing it all out of proportion. > > Linda > > > > , " Linda " <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > > Well, I have tried to reply to this twice, the first was a long rampling thing and hit the wrong thing, then I tried a shorter version and hit the wrong thing agian and erased it all. So I guess I am not suppose to shared that. I am tired of trying. > > > > Purple, I do thank you for your reply to my dream. Some of what you said resonates and some doesn't. I really don't feel it is my family that is holding me back, it is something to do with just me. Or maybe I am not being held back at all, just maybe I am where I am suppose to be at the moment. Shoot! I have had anger in the past for every one of my family members at some point or other. Right now I am not feeling anger towards anyone that I know of at least not consciously. I have gone over and over the forgiving, maybe not for myself enough. I don't know, I really don't. > > > > I think the guy driving the car was probably a guide and the actor represented a male authority figure, maybe, but not neccessarily a father. The whole dream was a reversal back in the past thing. It's been a good 15 years since I've seen these people. Those two years spent being friends with them were really all around good years, as far as having no problems. I could safely say they were the best two years of my life, everything was going great for us. It was about the time they moved away, that all hell broke loose and everything about James' and my life changed. The changes that took place at that time had nothing to do with them,though. Dreams are so confusing. *sigh* > > > > You know, I just thought of something. This was the same time as the church I was attending totally died from some members wanting this and others wanting that. All the fighting killed the church! Everyone went their own way and I became a hermit. I was so angry at the pastor and his wife at that time for flat out lying to me. I got over it and forgave,though, at least I think I did. I've had and still do not have any desire to go back to church since. Not because of unforgiveness towards any of them, but I just could not find a church that I resonated with. Then all the problems happened and I didn't have time to even think about going to church, anyways. Maybe the severed head represented the dead church. I guess there was a celebration of sort for some of the church family members, they got what they wanted. I don't know if this is what the dream is about either! It was a big turning point in my life. If I had found another church, I probably would not have gotten involved with kundalini/meditation and all. So what? K-ma cut my spiritual support head off to set me free from a dead end road? I was getting on the restless side before it all ended. It sure took a long time to get from where I was to where I am now! > > > > Well, I have been sitting here writing for several hours on this. It's time to stopped. I am getting a headache from it all. LOL! I have written three of these long ramblings. The others two were just as bad but about stuff totally different. I haven't even gotten to Bruce's post, yet. My third eye is throbbing, it time for a walk. > > > > Blessings & love, > > Linda > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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