Distrubing dream-Linda

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Namaste

 

dear Linda just a quick ramble for dont want for this dream to turn into

a nightmare for you. . . .

 

but this morning after meditation found myself going through the layers

of your dream, and this is what came, truly subjective, and will just

share what came. . .

 

for a few moments went into a clarity of how the dream could be layered

and was like a hologram

layers i glimpsed; # l. . . Kundalini, example with the children being

the Ida, Pingala and opening of the channel, how many children, the need

to take care of the children, raise the children (nadi), could you take

the dream and look at it from the K angle

#2 Interpersonal with family, friends, current and past issues all

playing together

#3 Internal marriage and more Jungian analysis of every part and image

of the dream being an aspect of self. . . .Perhaps it is not either/or,

this/not this, but a pattern that echoes through several layers?

 

I wonder if the intensity you feel is that the dream expresses an

energetic hologram of what is in one area is also the template for other

others, maybe that is why it feels so significant. . .?

 

and the last thought, maybe ask K Ma and Holy Spirit to bring you what

is needed to gathere that which is significant and what they want you to

discern. . . i often think that it is not continguent on whether we

understand a dream or not, but there is some kind of release whether the

mind can understand or not. . .

 

love and peace

ordinary sparrow

 

, " Linda "

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> Purple, the last post of mine was in reply to your post. I thank

everyone for their replies and help. I am feeling very frustrated with

this dream. I don't know why it is bothering me so much, but I can't

seem to think about anything else. Probably blowing it all out of

proportion.

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> Linda

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> , " Linda "

crazycats711@ wrote:

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> > Well, I have tried to reply to this twice, the first was a long

rampling thing and hit the wrong thing, then I tried a shorter version

and hit the wrong thing agian and erased it all. So I guess I am not

suppose to shared that. I am tired of trying.

> >

> > Purple, I do thank you for your reply to my dream. Some of what you

said resonates and some doesn't. I really don't feel it is my family

that is holding me back, it is something to do with just me. Or maybe I

am not being held back at all, just maybe I am where I am suppose to be

at the moment. Shoot! I have had anger in the past for every one of my

family members at some point or other. Right now I am not feeling anger

towards anyone that I know of at least not consciously. I have gone

over and over the forgiving, maybe not for myself enough. I don't know,

I really don't.

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> > I think the guy driving the car was probably a guide and the actor

represented a male authority figure, maybe, but not neccessarily a

father. The whole dream was a reversal back in the past thing. It's been

a good 15 years since I've seen these people. Those two years spent

being friends with them were really all around good years, as far as

having no problems. I could safely say they were the best two years of

my life, everything was going great for us. It was about the time they

moved away, that all hell broke loose and everything about James' and my

life changed. The changes that took place at that time had nothing to do

with them,though. Dreams are so confusing. *sigh*

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> > You know, I just thought of something. This was the same time as the

church I was attending totally died from some members wanting this and

others wanting that. All the fighting killed the church! Everyone went

their own way and I became a hermit. I was so angry at the pastor and

his wife at that time for flat out lying to me. I got over it and

forgave,though, at least I think I did. I've had and still do not have

any desire to go back to church since. Not because of unforgiveness

towards any of them, but I just could not find a church that I resonated

with. Then all the problems happened and I didn't have time to even

think about going to church, anyways. Maybe the severed head represented

the dead church. I guess there was a celebration of sort for some of the

church family members, they got what they wanted. I don't know if this

is what the dream is about either! It was a big turning point in my

life. If I had found another church, I probably would not have gotten

involved with kundalini/meditation and all. So what? K-ma cut my

spiritual support head off to set me free from a dead end road? I was

getting on the restless side before it all ended. It sure took a long

time to get from where I was to where I am now!

> >

> > Well, I have been sitting here writing for several hours on this.

It's time to stopped. I am getting a headache from it all. LOL! I have

written three of these long ramblings. The others two were just as bad

but about stuff totally different. I haven't even gotten to Bruce's

post, yet. My third eye is throbbing, it time for a walk.

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> > Blessings & love,

> > Linda

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