Distrubing dream-Sparrow

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Thank you! Thank you! Sparrow your post resonates with me as did the first one,

why I do not know for sure, but have a ideal and feel a release. My stomach came

unknotted reading this.

 

@@@ but a pattern that echoes through several layers?

 

I wonder if the intensity you feel is that the dream expresses an

energetic hologram of what is in one area is also the template for other

others, maybe that is why it feels so significant. . .?@@@@

 

I now understanding why this family I knew in the past was chosen to protray

these parts in the dream. I can even see why Christopher Walken, by your

discription of him, was chosen to play the male authority figure.

The driver was not all that significant, but was added only to stress the

reversal of time thing.

Thinking in layers helps it to make more sense. Writing all those ramblings

yesterday helped as well, even though most of it got deleted.

 

BTW, the two children I babysat were a little boy and girl. I had become so

attached to them in that short length of time. It was probably good thing they

moved away when the did. They were a very positive friendship/relationship for

me. I took the job babysitting as part of my college credit/grade, but love it

so much I continued until they moved. That was one reason why it was so

distrubing for them to be the characters in this yuk dream.

 

I thank you so very much for taking time to meditate on my dream and helping me

in this way. We are all so very blessed having you here. I have learned much

from your teachings/postings to everyone. K-ma has become more real to me,

through your love and kindness and caring.

 

Love and many blessings,

Linda

 

 

, " ordinarysparrow "

<ordinarysparrow wrote:

>

> Namaste

>

> dear Linda just a quick ramble for dont want for this dream to turn into

> a nightmare for you. . . .

>

> but this morning after meditation found myself going through the layers

> of your dream, and this is what came, truly subjective, and will just

> share what came. . .

>

> for a few moments went into a clarity of how the dream could be layered

> and was like a hologram

> layers i glimpsed; # l. . . Kundalini, example with the children being

> the Ida, Pingala and opening of the channel, how many children, the need

> to take care of the children, raise the children (nadi), could you take

> the dream and look at it from the K angle

> #2 Interpersonal with family, friends, current and past issues all

> playing together

> #3 Internal marriage and more Jungian analysis of every part and image

> of the dream being an aspect of self. . . .Perhaps it is not either/or,

> this/not this, but a pattern that echoes through several layers?

>

> I wonder if the intensity you feel is that the dream expresses an

> energetic hologram of what is in one area is also the template for other

> others, maybe that is why it feels so significant. . .?

>

> and the last thought, maybe ask K Ma and Holy Spirit to bring you what

> is needed to gathere that which is significant and what they want you to

> discern. . . i often think that it is not continguent on whether we

> understand a dream or not, but there is some kind of release whether the

> mind can understand or not. . .

>

> love and peace

> ordinary sparrow

>

> , " Linda "

> <crazycats711@> wrote:

> >

> > Purple, the last post of mine was in reply to your post. I thank

> everyone for their replies and help. I am feeling very frustrated with

> this dream. I don't know why it is bothering me so much, but I can't

> seem to think about anything else. Probably blowing it all out of

> proportion.

> >

> > Linda

> >

> >

> >

> > , " Linda "

> crazycats711@ wrote:

> > >

> > > Well, I have tried to reply to this twice, the first was a long

> rampling thing and hit the wrong thing, then I tried a shorter version

> and hit the wrong thing agian and erased it all. So I guess I am not

> suppose to shared that. I am tired of trying.

> > >

> > > Purple, I do thank you for your reply to my dream. Some of what you

> said resonates and some doesn't. I really don't feel it is my family

> that is holding me back, it is something to do with just me. Or maybe I

> am not being held back at all, just maybe I am where I am suppose to be

> at the moment. Shoot! I have had anger in the past for every one of my

> family members at some point or other. Right now I am not feeling anger

> towards anyone that I know of at least not consciously. I have gone

> over and over the forgiving, maybe not for myself enough. I don't know,

> I really don't.

> > >

> > > I think the guy driving the car was probably a guide and the actor

> represented a male authority figure, maybe, but not neccessarily a

> father. The whole dream was a reversal back in the past thing. It's been

> a good 15 years since I've seen these people. Those two years spent

> being friends with them were really all around good years, as far as

> having no problems. I could safely say they were the best two years of

> my life, everything was going great for us. It was about the time they

> moved away, that all hell broke loose and everything about James' and my

> life changed. The changes that took place at that time had nothing to do

> with them,though. Dreams are so confusing. *sigh*

> > >

> > > You know, I just thought of something. This was the same time as the

> church I was attending totally died from some members wanting this and

> others wanting that. All the fighting killed the church! Everyone went

> their own way and I became a hermit. I was so angry at the pastor and

> his wife at that time for flat out lying to me. I got over it and

> forgave,though, at least I think I did. I've had and still do not have

> any desire to go back to church since. Not because of unforgiveness

> towards any of them, but I just could not find a church that I resonated

> with. Then all the problems happened and I didn't have time to even

> think about going to church, anyways. Maybe the severed head represented

> the dead church. I guess there was a celebration of sort for some of the

> church family members, they got what they wanted. I don't know if this

> is what the dream is about either! It was a big turning point in my

> life. If I had found another church, I probably would not have gotten

> involved with kundalini/meditation and all. So what? K-ma cut my

> spiritual support head off to set me free from a dead end road? I was

> getting on the restless side before it all ended. It sure took a long

> time to get from where I was to where I am now!

> > >

> > > Well, I have been sitting here writing for several hours on this.

> It's time to stopped. I am getting a headache from it all. LOL! I have

> written three of these long ramblings. The others two were just as bad

> but about stuff totally different. I haven't even gotten to Bruce's

> post, yet. My third eye is throbbing, it time for a walk.

> > >

> > > Blessings & love,

> > > Linda

> >

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