snow...

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here in nm the weather has been strange according to the locals - we have had a

number of hail storms - am glad i have not had my car fixed from the big one -

well today it hailed then turned into rain in the city - however on my way home

i saw all this white stuff on the ground in the valley where i live - i thought

what did they put out here and all of a sudden i realized it was snow - on

closer inspection it was many small hailstones - how beautiful and the air is

crisp and clean - snow in the end of july - guess i live in the mountains you

think ...

 

i found myself getting irritable with someone today and could not seem to quell

the feelings until after wards when i realized i need to apologize which i will

-the stress of the new job is getting to me - i think i am doing ok then i find

mistakes and get all upset - the staff is very understanding at least now before

the kids need their books -

 

i do enjoy being in my little warehouse alone with my music talking to myself

and just being in the now - i do not think of anything other than my work and i

truly am grateful for the concentration i have - i find i have not been crying

as much of late - and when i start i tell myself i do not want to do this - it

does not last long which is a treat - a real treat

 

chopping wood is not my favorite thing to do however at least so far this wood

chopping is tolerable - the down side is the lifting of 40+ # of books - i am

very aware of trying to keep my self from getting injured - i have no idea how

the kids carry these books - i barely can lift one - i am serious they weigh a

lot - i am praying to Shakti to help me stay safe ...

 

and i made a contact with a fella who used to live here near Taos who is not in

thailand opening a retreat center - will continue to pursue finding a network

here - have a few ideas about this..

 

i love the feeling of vibration when i stop moving - and if i think of it i feel

the movement when i move - such a small item but it feels so good and i am

grateful for the gift of K

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