My Strange Day

[Guest guest]

It seems like I am in a non-ending trance state since yesterday. I have been

awake all day and night and all today. I did lay down and tried to go to go to

sleep this morning, but it is like I am in between alpha and beta state or may

be it is just alpha. I think I am stuck there and things are in slow motion.

LOL! Part of the time it feels like I am just outside my body, especially when

I was laying there this morning for 4 hours. Even though it seemed I was just

outside my body, I could feel the energy gradually moving up and just staying

there about shoulder level and sending little shoot of energy out here and there

ever once in a while. When I don't get enough sleep my stomach starts doing this

swirling thing and I start feeling sick, which it did for a while and then it

stopped. At one point I felt pain in my arm where the cancer was removed and I

felt a slight bit of angina pain which I get sometimes when I become real tried.

I was resting , but just not sleeping. Ever so often I was catch these various

noises in between thoughts. My head feels numbish and tingling right now and I

have a warm left ear. The blinking in my brain happens off and on. It seems

like my senses are hightened.

 

About 10 minutes before time to get up this morning, I had a vision of hovering

over this lake I visit quiet often in trance states/dreams. There is a big

golden star in the botton of this lake. As I hover over it a drop of water

falls every time I go there. I think I am the drop of water and it/I fall and it

makes the round wripples go out like normal. That is usually when I can see the

star at the bottom of the lake, it is like the wripples clear the water so I can

see all the way to the bottom. But this time instead of the sta rappearing, a

liquid golden light came bubbling up and spewing up into the air sort of like a

fountain, but just spiked out into the air and just frozed there. Then the alarm

went off.

 

I had to drive James to the truck stop this morning, and on the way, there was

this wreck. James is driving, and I didn't even see the truck, all I saw was all

this sparkling blue color all over the bankment there beside the road. I think

the person who wreck was hauling beer or some kind of drink. I saw all that

sparkling blue which looked so totally beautiful after seeing just dead brown

grass for 2 months now. I sat up and said, " WoW! how beautiful! what is that? "

James said, " that truck ran off the road and wrecked and it caused the metal to

rip and all of his load was pour out onto the ground. " He said it didn't looked

like anyone was hurt. I didn't even see the big truck, Hehe, all I saw was the

sparkling blue poured out all over the ground. I said a prayer just in case

someone was hurt.

 

I was going to go back to bed when I got home, but I am still not sleepy and I

don't even feel tired.

 

---later tonight

I went and pick James up from the truck stop, all the beautiful splash of blue

is gone back to dull dead brown. I feel like I am in slow motion even though

the day went fast. On the way home with James he keep telling me to slow down

that I was talking to fast, but it seemed like I was talking normal. Well, it

is getting close to midnight and I am still awake. I hope I can sleep tonight.

The K energy still feels like it is at shoulder level and is just there.

 

We have a house guest tonight. It is a baby gecko lizard, one of those pink one

with the black spots. Hehe! He was too fast for us to catch. There are plenty

little spiders in my house so he has plenty to eat, I just hope he doesn't come

get in bed with me, the spiders either.

 

I am going now to put a puzzle together and listen to the Carol Ritberger show

and hope it will help me get sleepy. Meditation didn't get me sleepy this

afternoon, but it was a good meditation though...not falling asleep for a

change. It has been about 36 hours since I slept last. I am sure the puzzle

will put me to sleep. I hope.

 

Linda

[Guest guest]

I hope you got some rest sweety, its so weird when you feel unable to sleep, yet your mind is telling you you should be tired, but you're not. I like to do something creative when in that state, you can be quite inspired.Blessings Lindaelektra x x x

[Guest guest]

I did finally sleep and hope to again tonight. The feeling of being in that

trance state left. I don't think it was a creative state to be in Elektra. I was

not able to focus on things all that well and really was concerned about even

driving my car. The energy is back moving up and down my spine rather than just

staying in that one spot. I am still experiencing the little shooting out of

energy in spots though and they are a bit stronger today. Where they come out it

feels like a bee strings or spider bites, but the pain does not last but a

second or two and is gone.

 

Linda

 

.. , Elektra Fire

<elektra.fire wrote:

>

> I hope you got some rest sweety, its so weird when you feel unable to sleep,

yet your mind is telling you you should be tired, but you're not.

> I like to do something creative when in that state, you can be quite inspired.

> Blessings Linda

> elektra x x x

>