A weird place behind bliss??

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What a strange place , i find myself in today, physicaly i can't talk, it comes

through with difficulty,

 

anyway this is separate to this place i found, it is behind bliss.

I think this is the true razors edge as it is really easy to fall from it(the

fall is letting the mind back in again).Here i find that spirituality , bliss

etc is but a mere trap. A sweet trap , more of a trap than being a shopping

addict at a mall. Bliss is just another heroin. behind the bliss , behind the

spirituality we are nothing, there is nothing, it may sound terrible but it's

everything.If i make the mistake of saying i am nothing , i'll lose it , so i

won't say it.

i'll just keep my balance here on this blade.

 

I have been many times to the womb of kali but I was there as an ego.

I feared disolution. disolution meant death to me but it isnt at all.

 

i feel like a circle, is my best description ???

 

purple.