Inner Suns and the Plants are listening...

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone,

 

hope you are all well. As always, K is active.. my kidneys were a little painful

teh last few days, big energy releases in my head, fatigue, bliss, spurts of

energy, lots of tugging and fluttering from between my legs, and vivid dreams. I

have had an ongoing series of dreams of people going to a big festival, everyone

gathering.

 

I had a most vivid dream a few nights ago..

" I am on a paradise island, back in the Pure Land. The sun is blazing and the

water is crystal clear. I have enough money for the vacation, yet the people on

the islands are poor yet healthy. I swim with a large black fox that has bat

wings. I see some dear friends of mine, then a girl from a poor family walks

towards me to show me her beautiful white horse. I notice all the trees and

plants and animals are listening to me and understand every word. "

 

H I have been in a bliss state the last two days. I feel I have learned to not

even try and hold on, and just to enjoy it, letting it be there. I have been

doing a lot of internal surrender of the experience to Christ, and asking for

guidance for the way foreward. It came clear today, in a simple clear thought,

that I want others to be free too, free of suffering and grounded in their True

Self. Thats what matters..

 

I have also been contemplating egoic emotions such as anger, jeolousy, pride and

envy. The talk I listened to a week or so ago, in which the speaker said the

behind anger is fear, behind fear is sadness, behind sadness is love, has really

lit up that behind every negative emotion, the root is a positive desire (love)

for the wellbeing of the self, yet the egoic self has confused happiness with

belonging to an object in the world, and hasnt yet reached the state of the

inner mystical marriage is being one with the Source of Love.

Love just seems to be the root of all, and knowing that, how can I morally

allow love to be expressed as evil?

 

love and blessings

Bruce

[Guest guest]

Hi ya Bruce,

 

So nice to think of you out there blissin out! (: Loved your dream - And to

think I never met anyone before that swims with a black fox with wings...Glad I

didn't miss this! Like the way you surrender and appreciate you taking the time

to write this while blissin...

Much love,

Deb

, " bruce_oom "

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