Guest guest Posted August 10, 2009 Report Share Posted August 10, 2009 I now realize that nothing matters. I sat to meditate yesterday and tried something new. I began humming with every breath out. Eventually the tones and frequencies turned into a mystical melody. I fell into a bliss state. Images turned digital and fractal. My thoughts became as electrical jolts on a giant web before me. They zapped and changed, spinning around until I simply forgot what they were. Blobs of matter became melting around me. Dancing and swaying and they disappeared and changed forms. I realized then that there is nothing here that holds any significance. It was as if I passed through the threshold of death. What was I holding onto? Nothing as I fell into the warm blanket of utter and pure completion. Money was an amusing theory. Wrong and right was an illusion. All that I am is nothing that I do. I can feed the homeless and it doesn't matter. When this reality fades it will wash away into obscurity. Love, complete love. Complete acceptance of everything as its true form. Source. There are no demons, no angels, no books, no television, no good deeds, no bad deeds. All is meaningless but so full of meaning in this present reality. I lost my attachment to money. I lost my attachment to fear. I lost my self. So pure, so fluid, so amazing, as if I arrived back home again. I missed this place. I have found it again. Anyways, I thought I would share. I have never had a meditation like this but all I can say is that it was AMAZING. I can only describe this feeling I have now as being like a diamond. When I think of all the fear tests, etc that I must come through as I shed my skin... I no longer see it as difficult. I no longer dread. I look forward to it! Everything that this experience has put me through has been taking me away from my illusions and perceptions. In the beginning I was afraid of losing my grip on reality. When I went through many hard fear tests I felt they would never end. What in the hell was I afraid of? It all seems so silly now lol. So glad I am home now. -Tiffany S Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 10, 2009 Report Share Posted August 10, 2009 Namaste dear Tiffany This is awesome. . . . .such a powerful meditation expereince. . .i am blessed by your sharing. . . Thank you. . . .i had a much more mundane vision this morning while meditating. . .it might of come in for yesterday evening was thinking of my lowly birth and having a horse for a mother. . . .and just the acceptance of i am that i am. . . . This mornings hypnogonic (sp) vision found me laying back on the vast Idaho and Utah lands where the Wild horses live, was just watching the life and interactions of the herds, and realized just how much i learned from that lowly birth. . . your transformation is deep and beautiful, truly a blessing . .i love everything you share here Tiffany, love ot you and all ordinary sparrow , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia wrote: > > I now realize that nothing matters. I sat to meditate yesterday and tried something new. I began humming with every breath out. Eventually the tones and frequencies turned into a mystical melody. I fell into a bliss state. > > Images turned digital and fractal. My thoughts became as electrical jolts on a giant web before me. They zapped and changed, spinning around until I simply forgot what they were. Blobs of matter became melting around me. Dancing and swaying and they disappeared and changed forms. > > I realized then that there is nothing here that holds any significance. It was as if I passed through the threshold of death. What was I holding onto? Nothing as I fell into the warm blanket of utter and pure completion. > > Money was an amusing theory. Wrong and right was an illusion. All that I am is nothing that I do. I can feed the homeless and it doesn't matter. When this reality fades it will wash away into obscurity. > > Love, complete love. Complete acceptance of everything as its true form. Source. > > There are no demons, no angels, no books, no television, no good deeds, no bad deeds. All is meaningless but so full of meaning in this present reality. > > I lost my attachment to money. I lost my attachment to fear. I lost my self. > > So pure, so fluid, so amazing, as if I arrived back home again. I missed this place. I have found it again. > > Anyways, I thought I would share. > > I have never had a meditation like this but all I can say is that it was AMAZING. I can only describe this feeling I have now as being like a diamond. When I think of all the fear tests, etc that I must come through as I shed my skin... I no longer see it as difficult. I no longer dread. I look forward to it! > > Everything that this experience has put me through has been taking me away from my illusions and perceptions. In the beginning I was afraid of losing my grip on reality. When I went through many hard fear tests I felt they would never end. What in the hell was I afraid of? It all seems so silly now lol. > > So glad I am home now. > > -Tiffany S > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 10, 2009 Report Share Posted August 10, 2009 Namaste Tiffany, Jai Gurudev You are so fortunate to have had that meditation, vision, and realization. It reminded me that there are so many wonders in this world that are worth sharing with others besides negative comments and it made me smile. In fact, I was quite happy all day because of your great fortune and your willingness to share it with us all. Dhanyavad, or thank you, for being so very kind and selfless. I , one among many, appreciated it. Jai Maa Sheree On Mon, Aug 10, 2009 at 5:15 PM, ordinarysparrow <ordinarysparrowwrote: > > > Namaste > > dear Tiffany > > This is awesome. . . . .such a powerful meditation expereince. . .i am > blessed by your sharing. . . > > Thank you. . . .i had a much more mundane vision this morning while > meditating. . .it might of come in for yesterday evening was thinking of > my lowly birth and having a horse for a mother. . . .and just the > acceptance of i am that i am. . . . > > This mornings hypnogonic (sp) vision found me laying back on the vast > Idaho and Utah lands where the Wild horses live, was just watching the > life and interactions of the herds, and realized just how much i learned > from that lowly birth. . . > > your transformation is deep and beautiful, truly a blessing . .i love > everything you share here Tiffany, > > love ot you and all > ordinary sparrow > > --- In <%40ya\ hoogroups.com>, > " angelikdementia " > <angelikdementia wrote: > > > > I now realize that nothing matters. I sat to meditate yesterday and > tried something new. I began humming with every breath out. Eventually > the tones and frequencies turned into a mystical melody. I fell into a > bliss state. > > > > Images turned digital and fractal. My thoughts became as electrical > jolts on a giant web before me. They zapped and changed, spinning around > until I simply forgot what they were. Blobs of matter became melting > around me. Dancing and swaying and they disappeared and changed forms. > > > > I realized then that there is nothing here that holds any > significance. It was as if I passed through the threshold of death. What > was I holding onto? Nothing as I fell into the warm blanket of utter and > pure completion. > > > > Money was an amusing theory. Wrong and right was an illusion. All that > I am is nothing that I do. I can feed the homeless and it doesn't > matter. When this reality fades it will wash away into obscurity. > > > > Love, complete love. Complete acceptance of everything as its true > form. Source. > > > > There are no demons, no angels, no books, no television, no good > deeds, no bad deeds. All is meaningless but so full of meaning in this > present reality. > > > > I lost my attachment to money. I lost my attachment to fear. I lost my > self. > > > > So pure, so fluid, so amazing, as if I arrived back home again. I > missed this place. I have found it again. > > > > Anyways, I thought I would share. > > > > I have never had a meditation like this but all I can say is that it > was AMAZING. I can only describe this feeling I have now as being like a > diamond. When I think of all the fear tests, etc that I must come > through as I shed my skin... I no longer see it as difficult. I no > longer dread. I look forward to it! > > > > Everything that this experience has put me through has been taking me > away from my illusions and perceptions. In the beginning I was afraid of > losing my grip on reality. When I went through many hard fear tests I > felt they would never end. What in the hell was I afraid of? It all > seems so silly now lol. > > > > So glad I am home now. > > > > -Tiffany S > > > > > -- White Lotus Kundalini Productions WhiteLotusKundalini Our website: http://adishaktiwhitelotuskundalini.ning.com/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 10, 2009 Report Share Posted August 10, 2009 such beauty Tiffany, thank you for sharing, I feel a warm loving vibration coursing through me from reading this thanks craig , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia wrote: > > I now realize that nothing matters. I sat to meditate yesterday and tried something new. I began humming with every breath out. Eventually the tones and frequencies turned into a mystical melody. I fell into a bliss state. > > Images turned digital and fractal. My thoughts became as electrical jolts on a giant web before me. They zapped and changed, spinning around until I simply forgot what they were. Blobs of matter became melting around me. Dancing and swaying and they disappeared and changed forms. > > I realized then that there is nothing here that holds any significance. It was as if I passed through the threshold of death. What was I holding onto? Nothing as I fell into the warm blanket of utter and pure completion. > > Money was an amusing theory. Wrong and right was an illusion. All that I am is nothing that I do. I can feed the homeless and it doesn't matter. When this reality fades it will wash away into obscurity. > > Love, complete love. Complete acceptance of everything as its true form. Source. > > There are no demons, no angels, no books, no television, no good deeds, no bad deeds. All is meaningless but so full of meaning in this present reality. > > I lost my attachment to money. I lost my attachment to fear. I lost my self. > > So pure, so fluid, so amazing, as if I arrived back home again. I missed this place. I have found it again. > > Anyways, I thought I would share. > > I have never had a meditation like this but all I can say is that it was AMAZING. I can only describe this feeling I have now as being like a diamond. When I think of all the fear tests, etc that I must come through as I shed my skin... I no longer see it as difficult. I no longer dread. I look forward to it! > > Everything that this experience has put me through has been taking me away from my illusions and perceptions. In the beginning I was afraid of losing my grip on reality. When I went through many hard fear tests I felt they would never end. What in the hell was I afraid of? It all seems so silly now lol. > > So glad I am home now. > > -Tiffany S > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 10, 2009 Report Share Posted August 10, 2009 Tiffany, I keep rereading this - its so beautiful! So happy for you and for us that you shared this! Much love to you Tiffany and wishing you many more beautiful insightful meditations! And I gotta try your humming....hummmmmm Thank you girl! Much love, Deb , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia wrote: > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 11, 2009 Report Share Posted August 11, 2009 Tiffany, thank you so much for sharing this. I had a small sample of what you are talking about. It followed an incredible OBE. Afterwards I realized that this is the dream. Haven't given up my attachments though. Have so much to work on. Blessings to you! Pat , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia wrote: > > I now realize that nothing matters. I sat to meditate yesterday and tried something new. I began humming with every breath out. Eventually the tones and frequencies turned into a mystical melody. I fell into a bliss state. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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