Guest guest Posted August 13, 2009 Report Share Posted August 13, 2009 Yes this will take diligence for you especially if it is combined with fourth and second chakra dynamics. So keep your space and do not respond the way you are being directed or the impulse is guiding you to respond. From a physical point you can keep your flesh temple space inviolate. From an emotional space you can be open and yet not obsessing on love for others and receiving love from them. You have children and a husband yes? No? If so let them be come an increased destination of that loving gift and need to reach out and bond. Also fellow mortal creation can also become a vector of this love. The animals and insects and fishes and birds and plants can also be available to you for this. Byron Katie or the other techniques do not take into consideration a Kundalini awakening event and are geared for those who are not within those processes. So please be advised of this and make your choices based upon how you feel about that and whether or not you are getting results. Sometimes techniques for the un awakened can hold different results for the awakening. You do not " owe " anyone anything. Love flows without these types of constraints. Do not buy into that control mechanism. Your loyalty resides specifically to you, your family your friends and the Kundalini expression within you. Not to " anyone or thing " or source of information " known or unknown " that may attach " a will or control " desire upon you. People can be ruled by a corruption of the hyper expressive elements of the Kundalini awakening. So know this and with this knowledge go forward into a far more secure expression. Allow yourself to feel and respond with love according to your own personal dynamic not to those espoused by a gremlin or any other variety of influence. Your space is yours. Your awakening is yours. Your love and loyalty and joy are yours to be expressed by you as " you and your Kundalini " decide is appropriate. If you are being given instructions to commit inappropriate activities with others by an inner or unseen force do not ascribe it immediately to the Kundalini. Kundalini knows the moralities of the culture you are in and it will not influence you to become amoral in that sense. Your ego may do that though. It may feel the expressive desires of the heart and the second chakra and combine or cross those expressions to form a very strong urge to copulate with everyone as an expression of love and to be loyal to a fault as in becoming a servant or slave of that expression for another. And from there it can modulate into a version of complete surrender to that love in ways that are not healthy and indeed very corrupting. Many people succumb to this and begin a lesson of what it is to completely surrender to these ego based controls. BDSM and other sexual slavery models and tortures and violations are often started from the crossed wires of Kundalini hyper expressive's of heart and sacral chakras. Sometimes guided by discarnate consciousness and sometimes by ego immersed in sensations of guilt and obsessive compulsions of sensate experience of a s & xual nature So be advised and with knowledge comes the strength and power to bring some balance into confusion. Just an FYI for you Amanda. I am not suggesting anything of that nature for you. Strive to keep yourself on a level and balanced ground. Your sensitivities may go off the charts. This is normal. Trust that the internal process does have your best interest at heart and that you are being transformed. Trust that yes the love is for all. Love as a virtue of joy and acknowledgment of it in others and all of creation not merely people. Not merely love as an action of the body for sensation of experience but also as an energetic merging capacity with other creation. Merge with a beautiful rose or another flower of the field. Merge with a sunrise. Merge with the rain. Do these actions of love in an environment safe from discovery and do not speak of them to others who may not understand. You are not insane. The love is powerful but not insane. It is off the charts for your reference and experience of it but so is bliss and ecstasy off these very same charts. Keep going and do not be impatient or in a hurry. Know that this is part of the process and must be experienced. Be diligent in your discernment of appropriateness. You will be constantly surprised and this is good! We are learning to tread unfamiliar waters so when an island pops up next to you as you are swimming do not be afraid just have a seat on the sand and accept a virgin strawberry daiquiri and take a break. Enjoy the view. And as that island sinks go back to learning how to tread these waters. It s a process, a classroom and you are doing well to even ask of these questions and scenarios! It will feel as real as the shoes on your feet. The convictions and the intentions will feel real. Take these as a way of " learning and understanding " not as a way of fear. You keep yourself inviolate of any physical based incursion into your body. By anyone that you do not know. Use that as a guideline. Your ardor may come strong but this is merely the expanded expression of the Kundalini infused areas that govern these sensations and so you can know this. Then you can make the appropriate decisions. These areas can be very confusing so do your best and try not to have self recriminations for perceived mistakes. We all make mistakes. That is often how we learn. So no worries Amanda. Keep us apprised and know that " This too will pass " – , " amandatflood " <amandatflood wrote: I do have people signalling that they want loving relationships with me but in the context of that loving relationship not being appropriate in a real-life sense. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 14, 2009 Report Share Posted August 14, 2009 Thank you so much Chris, reading that over gave me a moment of insight and healing, and yes I know I must apply diligence to this. and yes, it is to do with my heart/sacral connection. I'm seeing an awakened kinesiologist and my body asked for that healing to begin a few weeks ago so maybe this is why I'm beginning to be a little less enmeshed. I don't have a husband, we got divorced as my awakening started to happen, but I do have two wonderful kids and we're all enjoying one another a lot ) I will keep in mind what you say about different forms of work. I like Byron Katie for the 'is that true?' approach which serves to help me interrupt those patterns I'm learning to recognise, but there's no substitute for experience and I hope as my meditation clears I'll be able to find my own insight. thank you so much, that was beautiful. Amanda , " chrism " <> wrote: > > Yes this will take diligence for you especially if it is combined with fourth and second chakra dynamics. So keep your space and do not respond the way you are being directed or the impulse is guiding you to respond. From a physical point you can keep your flesh temple space inviolate. From an emotional space you can be open and yet not obsessing on love for others and receiving love from them. > > You have children and a husband yes? No? If so let them be come an increased destination of that loving gift and need to reach out and bond. Also fellow mortal creation can also become a vector of this love. The animals and insects and fishes and birds and plants can also be available to you for this. > > Byron Katie or the other techniques do not take into consideration a Kundalini awakening event and are geared for those who are not within those processes. So please be advised of this and make your choices based upon how you feel about that and whether or not you are getting results. Sometimes techniques for the un awakened can hold different results for the awakening. > > You do not " owe " anyone anything. Love flows without these types of constraints. Do not buy into that control mechanism. Your loyalty resides specifically to you, your family your friends and the Kundalini expression within you. Not to " anyone or thing " or source of information " known or unknown " that may attach " a will or control " desire upon you. > > People can be ruled by a corruption of the hyper expressive elements of the Kundalini awakening. So know this and with this knowledge go forward into a far more secure expression. Allow yourself to feel and respond with love according to your own personal dynamic not to those espoused by a gremlin or any other variety of influence. > > Your space is yours. Your awakening is yours. Your love and loyalty and joy are yours to be expressed by you as " you and your Kundalini " decide is appropriate. If you are being given instructions to commit inappropriate activities with others by an inner or unseen force do not ascribe it immediately to the Kundalini. Kundalini knows the moralities of the culture you are in and it will not influence you to become amoral in that sense. > > Your ego may do that though. It may feel the expressive desires of the heart and the second chakra and combine or cross those expressions to form a very strong urge to copulate with everyone as an expression of love and to be loyal to a fault as in becoming a servant or slave of that expression for another. And from there it can modulate into a version of complete surrender to that love in ways that are not healthy and indeed very corrupting. > > Many people succumb to this and begin a lesson of what it is to completely surrender to these ego based controls. BDSM and other sexual slavery models and tortures and violations are often started from the crossed wires of Kundalini hyper expressive's of heart and sacral chakras. Sometimes guided by discarnate consciousness and sometimes by ego immersed in sensations of guilt and obsessive compulsions of sensate experience of a s & xual nature > > So be advised and with knowledge comes the strength and power to bring some balance into confusion. > > Just an FYI for you Amanda. > > I am not suggesting anything of that nature for you. Strive to keep yourself on a level and balanced ground. Your sensitivities may go off the charts. This is normal. Trust that the internal process does have your best interest at heart and that you are being transformed. Trust that yes the love is for all. Love as a virtue of joy and acknowledgment of it in others and all of creation not merely people. > > Not merely love as an action of the body for sensation of experience but also as an energetic merging capacity with other creation. Merge with a beautiful rose or another flower of the field. Merge with a sunrise. Merge with the rain. Do these actions of love in an environment safe from discovery and do not speak of them to others who may not understand. > > You are not insane. The love is powerful but not insane. It is off the charts for your reference and experience of it but so is bliss and ecstasy off these very same charts. > > Keep going and do not be impatient or in a hurry. Know that this is part of the process and must be experienced. Be diligent in your discernment of appropriateness. You will be constantly surprised and this is good! We are learning to tread unfamiliar waters so when an island pops up next to you as you are swimming do not be afraid just have a seat on the sand and accept a virgin strawberry daiquiri and take a break. Enjoy the view. And as that island sinks go back to learning how to tread these waters. It s a process, a classroom and you are doing well to even ask of these questions and scenarios! > > It will feel as real as the shoes on your feet. The convictions and the intentions will feel real. Take these as a way of " learning and understanding " not as a way of fear. You keep yourself inviolate of any physical based incursion into your body. By anyone that you do not know. Use that as a guideline. Your ardor may come strong but this is merely the expanded expression of the Kundalini infused areas that govern these sensations and so you can know this. Then you can make the appropriate decisions. > > These areas can be very confusing so do your best and try not to have self recriminations for perceived mistakes. We all make mistakes. That is often how we learn. So no worries Amanda. Keep us apprised and know that " This too will pass " – > > > , " amandatflood " <amandatflood@> wrote: > I do have people signalling that they want loving relationships with me but in the context of that loving relationship not being appropriate in a real-life sense. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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