Wishing all blessings...

August 16, 2009

....on this glorious day of sunshine and gentle breezes here in the mountains. I

finally got some sleep - have had a difficult time of late but last night felt

some energy and usually that makes it hard to sleep but I think I was sent a

sleep potion - thank you very much

I spent yesterday cleaning - thought of Sky - did laundry put things away - and

spent some time crocheting - love to make towels that hang and give them away -

I get in the mood to do this around this time thinking of xmas - yes I get ready

some years -it is so relaxing to see something go from a plain piece of cloth to

a nice finished product and to know I made it -

i find this with basket making too - i remember the first class i took and how

on the way home holding the basket on my lap thinking i made this?? from a few

pieces of rattan i made a useful item - i was hooked and went on to teach many

how to weave and even had a shop/gallery and sold oh so many of my creations - i

may be offering a few classes here in community ed at the university - my hands

are not in good shape but i think i can still weave enough to teach -

which reminds me of the experiences i had with the students - the older ladies

often thought they could not do the weaving - had no confidence as my mother had

none and it was a wonderful scene to see them walk out with a finished product -

I only had one lady i could not convince of her ability - all the others i was

able make them see they had talent all of us have talent - a good teacher brings

it out in one - and i really think i am a good patient teacher

which brings me to our site here- the members and the guide - patience-

understanding- acceptance - tolerance - honesty- trust - no matter how slow one

goes - no matter how unsure one is - no matter how confused or naive one is -

here is a place that one can show vulnerability - uncertainty - fear- and

find love and acceptance and understanding and non judgement - so here is a

thank you sent to all of you -

today i woke up in a new place of mind - it happens more often of late - i sit

here in my little studio with a bed a chair and a few other items and try to pic

how this place will change in a week when my sister brings furniture and so much

more - i like the minimalist feel - uncluttered and lots of space - yet i know i

have to claim my things and then i can begin to unclutter for real - i decided

that i will live with things for this year - and enjoy it - try to mesh with the

norm and then plan my letting go of this new batch of things -

i keep being pulled back to the norm and have to gather enough strength to do my

thing - but for a time i can pretend i am back to fitting in - and why would i

even want to ?? to keep my sanity while i work in the real world - it is all an

act - a facade - i wear a mask and pretend i am someone else - only here on the

group can i be " me " now -

AND ...

i have posted a meetup group -

I named mine NM Kundalini Awakening Systems1 - (with permission of course)

http://www.meetup.com/NM-Kundalini-Awakening-Systems1/

if anyone is interested in discussing possibilities i have some ideas and we can

brainstorm - i have a dream or vision - it involves many others ... contact me

offlist please ...

love you guys - feel very chit chatty today - sorry ...

e

August 16, 2009

,Congratulations on beginning a meetup. I've enjoyed reading all of your

posts and look forward to seeing you soon.

love,Anna

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 16:03:37 +0000

Wishing all blessings...

...on this glorious day of sunshine and gentle breezes here in

the mountains. I finally got some sleep - have had a difficult time of late but

last night felt some energy and usually that makes it hard to sleep but I think

I was sent a sleep potion - thank you very much