Underachievers - Bill

[Guest guest]

Chrism,

I think you misinterpreted what I was saying, I don't think I was very clear,

sorry.

 

I meant, here I am at my current job, and although challenging at times it

sometimes feels as though I could have applied myself a LOT more in school and

gone on and got the 4 yr degree (instead of 2 yr), sold myself harder to large

companies in big cities and got a very high paying, challenging job. Something

that challenged my brain more, as sometimes I feel as though I'm not using all

of my capacity you know?

I've felt that way my whole life.

 

Nothing against my dad but I grew up (middle school-high school) working at his

auto body shop where I learned to repair all kinds of damaged cars. He

naturally wanted me to continue on in his footsteps, I didn't but did so to

please him. Until I was about 17 or so and he ended the business and went to

work for someone. I was very glad inside that that happened because I wanted to

go to college, get a degree, go on to do computer programming, blah, blah, blah.

Well I've done bits and pieces of that, but feel as though I'm not pushing

myself hard enough you know?

 

It has nothing to do with K, lol. I feel good there, slow, steady progress, I

simply was referring to occupation. I often wonder what I could have become if

I had applied myself more.

 

Sorry for the confusion.

Bill

 

 

 

 

, " chrism " <>

wrote:

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> There really isnt under achieving with Kundalini Bill. There is no

achievement. Kundalini is doing the work in reality and we as individuals can be

in a constant state of learning how to open and flow with that work that she

does. You are doing fine Bill! No worries and much love to you and family! -

chrism

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> , " phoenix.ing9 "

<phoenix.ing9@> wrote:

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> > ok, still have some issues with that but here's a story I've enjoyed:

>

[Guest guest]

It may have much to do with Kundalini. You make separations where none exist.

Kundalini is in " every part of your life experience. " Every part. And it may be

that the Kundalini Consciousness as a force that is causing you to begin to

look at options of using more of the gifts that you have had from birth. -

blessings Bill. - chrism

 

, " astronutski "

<astronutski wrote:

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> Chrism,

> I think you misinterpreted what I was saying,

[Guest guest]

Chrism,

I understand what you mean now. This makes perfect sense, I am where I am

because that's where I'm supposed to be. If I were in a more hectic environment

I might not have been given the opportunity to develop K, or I should say, to

let the K develop fully in me.

 

Now, you say " use more of the gifts that you have had from birth " . My reply is,

" what gifts " ? I would love to be able to help others with any " gifts " while not

getting caught up and attached to them.

 

Thank you,

Bill

 

 

, " chrism " <>

wrote:

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> It may have much to do with Kundalini. You make separations where none exist.

Kundalini is in " every part of your life experience. " Every part. And it may be

that the Kundalini Consciousness as a force that is causing you to begin to

look at options of using more of the gifts that you have had from birth. -

blessings Bill. - chrism

>

> , " astronutski "

<astronutski@> wrote:

> >

> > Chrism,

> > I think you misinterpreted what I was saying,

>