Guest guest Posted August 25, 2009 Report Share Posted August 25, 2009 I had to change the heading as this is more appropriate to what you are communicating. During this time Amanda you will be cleansed and rebalanced. Inside of these cleanings your conscious mind that is sooo used to being in control and understanding everything will not be allowed to have control over certain areas of these changes or understand them. Your ego control oriented mind will need to trust in the process. In comparison to the Kundalini we are as children. When infants do your kids always know and understand the actions of their mother? Are they able to understand that driving a car requires the knowledge and experience and trust of the other drivers on the road? Are they able to grasp the concept of why they need to where clothes when they are an infant? Not typically. We just go ahead and dress them anyway! And they do not always like that! - lol! This can be as a description of how we are inside of the Kundalini transformations. We are swaddled and dressed in the ways of enlightenment. We are cleaned and bathed and changed (when needed). That we have a problem with that may not be of the highest priority at this point. Our concerns do get answered though in time. Kundalini Shakti is the ultimate Mother. She cares and helps you even though you do not as yet have the understanding to the " whys " and the " ways " of that assistance. Trust in these aspects of your transformation dear Amanda. Your clarity will improve just do your best to get out of your own way. By this I mean do your best to NOT resist any of the changes being given. Yes sometimes it can be sad or it can hurt a little or become and inconvenience but nothing is being " done " to you that isnt aiding you and helping you into a better understanding. Nice going with your own " volitional cleansing's " as well! Shows you ARE up to this and that your journey is what has been decided long ago. - blessings to you! - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 25, 2009 Report Share Posted August 25, 2009 Thank you, that was lovely to read and I will think about it a lot and try to let it permeate down. as a mum I know what you're talking about! lol, and I also know how kids do eventually get it, calm down, and then grow out of it anyway )) I also know the sweet water that comes when the air's cleared and the lesson has truly and deeply been learned. you've reminded me of a lovely twenty minutes earlier today when I had a deep physical release and I knew with my hips and lower back that everything in the world really was always ok, right now, it was all exactly as it should be, including me. Not thinking it or telling it to myself but knowing it with my body not my brain. I'd forgotten about it till I read that. and I kind of like the fact that I'm so in the moment that I can't remember things like that, they come and go and I don't think about them for the rest of the day with my 'thinking head' because the next knowing is upon me and this morning seems like years ago I'm also happy to have become a toilet. I don't know why but it was incredibly healing and the best part of my day so far ) thank you again, that was just what I needed to hear. Amanda , " " <> wrote: > > I had to change the heading as this is more appropriate to what you are communicating. > > During this time Amanda you will be cleansed and rebalanced. Inside of these cleanings your conscious mind that is sooo used to being in control and understanding everything will not be allowed to have control over certain areas of these changes or understand them. Your ego control oriented mind will need to trust in the process. > > In comparison to the Kundalini we are as children. When infants do your kids always know and understand the actions of their mother? Are they able to understand that driving a car requires the knowledge and experience and trust of the other drivers on the road? > > Are they able to grasp the concept of why they need to where clothes when they are an infant? Not typically. We just go ahead and dress them anyway! And they do not always like that! - lol! > > This can be as a description of how we are inside of the Kundalini transformations. We are swaddled and dressed in the ways of enlightenment. We are cleaned and bathed and changed (when needed). That we have a problem with that may not be of the highest priority at this point. Our concerns do get answered though in time. Kundalini Shakti is the ultimate Mother. She cares and helps you even though you do not as yet have the understanding to the " whys " and the " ways " of that assistance. > > Trust in these aspects of your transformation dear Amanda. Your clarity will improve just do your best to get out of your own way. By this I mean do your best to NOT resist any of the changes being given. Yes sometimes it can be sad or it can hurt a little or become and inconvenience but nothing is being " done " to you that isnt aiding you and helping you into a better understanding. > > Nice going with your own " volitional cleansing's " as well! Shows you ARE up to this and that your journey is what has been decided long ago. - blessings to you! - chrism > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 25, 2009 Report Share Posted August 25, 2009 Hi Amanda, Thanks for posting this...i am in an emotional roller coaster ride lately and reading that " everything is exactly as it should be " resonates with me. I was just thinking earlier this morning that everything has gone wrong for me and i'm feeling so low, even thinking to myself where can i find my inner joy? Like i said it's a roller coaster ride, after reading your post the IJ is back again although not exactly bliss, but beggars can't be choosers. Thanks so much. Blessings & love to all, edgar ________________________________ amandatflood <amandatflood Tuesday, August 25, 2009 2:14:30 PM Re: Kundalini and its Motherly cleansings - Amanda you've reminded me of a lovely twenty minutes earlier today when I had a deep physical release and I knew with my hips and lower back that everything in the world really was always ok, right now, it was all exactly as it should be, including me. Not thinking it or telling it to myself but knowing it with my body not my brain. I'd forgotten about it till I read that. Change settings via the Web ( ID required) Change settings via email: Switch delivery to Daily Digest | Switch format to Traditional Visit Your Group | Terms of Use | Un Recent Activity * 6 New Members * 9 New Photos * 1 New LinksVisit Your Group New business? Get new customers. List your web site in Search. Cat Groups on Share pictures & stories about cats. Small Business Group A community for small business owners .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 25, 2009 Report Share Posted August 25, 2009 Dear Edgar, Hi there! I know those emotional rides can be quite intense...but I've got a huge case of chi balls here filled with all good things and I'm sitting here next to my computer, untying the beautiful ribbons, and looking at all these glowing bouncing chi balls... Get ready Edgar - You can duck, you can hide, you can even put the covers over your head...but alas the chi balls shall find you! So prepare I'm throwing the whole box at you...and tomorrow when you are walking let the balls of your feet bring you up up up high in the air - put some sunglasses on feel your Edgarness (thats from a movie) cuz we see your Edgarness and we always like what your Edgarness brings- Your Edgarness totally rocks you know!...So whatever happens happens...its always for good even though it doesn't seem like it at the moment (remind me of this later!) Ma Kundalini is going to take care of you and all your sisters and brothers here are throwing chi balls at you, they help absorb all the emotion and fill you up with a freeing feeling - a feeling so good that it makes you bounce on your feet - so if you feel sad thats okay let it be and allow it take the time it needs but then - it'll flow through you and it will finally release and you'll feel peace and then of course the bounce...(please don't forget the sunglasses when your bouncing, makes it that much more fun you know!) I know you'll be bouncing again Edgar so be gentle with yourself...we all send our love to you... And don't forget about the big box of beautifully radiant chi balls! Much love to you Edgar! Debs (: P.S. Yes!!! Amanda totally rocks! (: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 25, 2009 Report Share Posted August 25, 2009 Hi Debs, Hehehe thanks...that's just what i need, the emotion catcher chi balls. I need all the love & joy i can get for my diamond walk tomorrow. Thanks so much ..you always bring the sunshine with u..i'll make sure i have my sunglasses tomorrow! edgar ________________________________ flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777 Tuesday, August 25, 2009 8:22:11 PM Re: Kundalini and its Motherly cleansings - Amanda Dear Edgar, Hi there! I know those emotional rides can be quite intense...but I've got a huge case of chi balls here filled with all good things and I'm sitting here next to my computer, untying the beautiful ribbons, and looking at all these glowing bouncing chi balls... Get ready Edgar - You can duck, you can hide, you can even put the covers over your head...but alas the chi balls shall find you! So prepare I'm throwing the whole box at you...and tomorrow when you are walking let the balls of your feet bring you up up up high in the air - put some sunglasses on feel your Edgarness (thats from a movie) cuz we see your Edgarness and we always like what your Edgarness brings- Your Edgarness totally rocks you know!...So whatever happens happens...its always for good even though it doesn't seem like it at the moment (remind me of this later!) Ma Kundalini is going to take care of you and all your sisters and brothers here are throwing chi balls at you, they help absorb all the emotion and fill you up with a freeing feeling - a feeling so good that it makes you bounce on your feet - so if you feel sad thats okay let it be and allow it take the time it needs but then - it'll flow through you and it will finally release and you'll feel peace and then of course the bounce...(please don't forget the sunglasses when your bouncing, makes it that much more fun you know!) I know you'll be bouncing again Edgar so be gentle with yourself...we all send our love to you... And don't forget about the big box of beautifully radiant chi balls! Much love to you Edgar! Debs (: P.S. Yes!!! Amanda totally rocks! (: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 26, 2009 Report Share Posted August 26, 2009 Hi, Edgar, Debs, Chrism, thank you thank you - reading those posts has suddenly dropped a big chunk out of me and once again I realise I've been crazy trying to add my thoughts and judgements to what's going on... and last night I was in a beautiful clean clean clean space with my mother the earth and my father the sky and I cried in a such a good way and dropped even more stuff.. so this morning I'm fresh and clean for going into the diamond ) thank you, I feel like I've had a salt shower! Amanda , Edok Ananda <edok.ananda wrote: > > Hi Debs, > > Hehehe thanks...that's just what i need, the emotion catcher chi balls. I need all the love & joy i can get for my diamond walk tomorrow. Thanks so much ..you always bring the sunshine with u..i'll make sure i have my sunglasses tomorrow! > > edgar > > > > > ________________________________ > flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777 > > Tuesday, August 25, 2009 8:22:11 PM > Re: Kundalini and its Motherly cleansings - Amanda > > > Dear Edgar, > > Hi there! I know those emotional rides can be quite intense...but I've got a huge case of chi balls here filled with all good things and I'm sitting here next to my computer, untying the beautiful ribbons, and looking at all these glowing bouncing chi balls... Get ready Edgar - You can duck, you can hide, you can even put the covers over your head...but alas the chi balls shall find you! So prepare I'm throwing the whole box at you...and tomorrow when you are walking let the balls of your feet bring you up up up high in the air - put some sunglasses on feel your Edgarness (thats from a movie) cuz we see your Edgarness and we always like what your Edgarness brings- Your Edgarness totally rocks you know!...So whatever happens happens...its always for good even though it doesn't seem like it at the moment (remind me of this later!) Ma Kundalini is going to take care of you and all your sisters and brothers here are throwing chi balls at you, they help > absorb all the emotion and fill you up with a freeing feeling - a feeling so good that it makes you bounce on your feet - so if you feel sad thats okay let it be and allow it take the time it needs but then - it'll flow through you and it will finally release and you'll feel peace and then of course the bounce...(please don't forget the sunglasses when your bouncing, makes it that much more fun you know!) I know you'll be bouncing again Edgar so be gentle with yourself...we all send our love to you... > And don't forget about the big box of beautifully radiant chi balls! > Much love to you Edgar! > Debs (: > P.S. Yes!!! Amanda totally rocks! (: > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 26, 2009 Report Share Posted August 26, 2009 Hi Amanda, I really liked: " I'm also happy to have become a toilet. I don't know why but it was incredibly healing and the best part of my day so far ) " One possible explanation is a topic which we do not normally speak of... but since you brought up the toilet I'll go one step further! I view this as being a release of tension on your internal system. I've found that stretching my lower back and hip region often results in my abdomen talking back to me, lol! Perhaps your release of tension was symbolized by the (much nicer image) of a clean porcelain toilet filled with clean pure water. Congratulations on such a great release. To the point of bodily " knowing " that everything is ok. Wow, lucky you!! May you intentionally expand that feeling to the whole. -Gabriel , " amandatflood " <amandatflood wrote: > > Thank you, that was lovely to read and I will think about it a lot and try to let it permeate down. > > as a mum I know what you're talking about! lol, and I also know how kids do eventually get it, calm down, and then grow out of it anyway )) I also know the sweet water that comes when the air's cleared and the lesson has truly and deeply been learned. > > you've reminded me of a lovely twenty minutes earlier today when I had a deep physical release and I knew with my hips and lower back that everything in the world really was always ok, right now, it was all exactly as it should be, including me. Not thinking it or telling it to myself but knowing it with my body not my brain. I'd forgotten about it till I read that. > > and I kind of like the fact that I'm so in the moment that I can't remember things like that, they come and go and I don't think about them for the rest of the day with my 'thinking head' because the next knowing is upon me and this morning seems like years ago > > I'm also happy to have become a toilet. I don't know why but it was incredibly healing and the best part of my day so far ) > > thank you again, that was just what I needed to hear. > > Amanda > > , " " <@> wrote: > > > > I had to change the heading as this is more appropriate to what you are communicating. > > > > During this time Amanda you will be cleansed and rebalanced. Inside of these cleanings your conscious mind that is sooo used to being in control and understanding everything will not be allowed to have control over certain areas of these changes or understand them. Your ego control oriented mind will need to trust in the process. > > > > In comparison to the Kundalini we are as children. When infants do your kids always know and understand the actions of their mother? Are they able to understand that driving a car requires the knowledge and experience and trust of the other drivers on the road? > > > > Are they able to grasp the concept of why they need to where clothes when they are an infant? Not typically. We just go ahead and dress them anyway! And they do not always like that! - lol! > > > > This can be as a description of how we are inside of the Kundalini transformations. We are swaddled and dressed in the ways of enlightenment. We are cleaned and bathed and changed (when needed). That we have a problem with that may not be of the highest priority at this point. Our concerns do get answered though in time. Kundalini Shakti is the ultimate Mother. She cares and helps you even though you do not as yet have the understanding to the " whys " and the " ways " of that assistance. > > > > Trust in these aspects of your transformation dear Amanda. Your clarity will improve just do your best to get out of your own way. By this I mean do your best to NOT resist any of the changes being given. Yes sometimes it can be sad or it can hurt a little or become and inconvenience but nothing is being " done " to you that isnt aiding you and helping you into a better understanding. > > > > Nice going with your own " volitional cleansing's " as well! Shows you ARE up to this and that your journey is what has been decided long ago. - blessings to you! - chrism > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 27, 2009 Report Share Posted August 27, 2009 hi Gabriel, yes I think you may be right, I'm slowly releasing lots of deep muscle tensions - perhaps it's also the result of taking various wholegrainmultiherbprobiotic powders and trying to gently cleanse my system. Maybe I'm finally seeing some results! Intentionally spreading that feeling to the whole, wow, that really woke my attention. I'm not so sure I can right now, so much is going on, but I would love to be able to develop that capacity. Thanks! Amanda , " strider200142 " <gabriel wrote: > > Hi Amanda, > > I really liked: " I'm also happy to have become a toilet. I don't know why but it was incredibly healing and the best part of my day so far ) " > > One possible explanation is a topic which we do not normally speak of... but since you brought up the toilet I'll go one step further! I view this as being a release of tension on your internal system. I've found that stretching my lower back and hip region often results in my abdomen talking back to me, lol! Perhaps your release of tension was symbolized by the (much nicer image) of a clean porcelain toilet filled with clean pure water. > > Congratulations on such a great release. To the point of bodily " knowing " that everything is ok. Wow, lucky you!! > > May you intentionally expand that feeling to the whole. > > -Gabriel > > , " amandatflood " <amandatflood@> wrote: > > > > Thank you, that was lovely to read and I will think about it a lot and try to let it permeate down. > > > > as a mum I know what you're talking about! lol, and I also know how kids do eventually get it, calm down, and then grow out of it anyway )) I also know the sweet water that comes when the air's cleared and the lesson has truly and deeply been learned. > > > > you've reminded me of a lovely twenty minutes earlier today when I had a deep physical release and I knew with my hips and lower back that everything in the world really was always ok, right now, it was all exactly as it should be, including me. Not thinking it or telling it to myself but knowing it with my body not my brain. I'd forgotten about it till I read that. > > > > and I kind of like the fact that I'm so in the moment that I can't remember things like that, they come and go and I don't think about them for the rest of the day with my 'thinking head' because the next knowing is upon me and this morning seems like years ago > > > > I'm also happy to have become a toilet. I don't know why but it was incredibly healing and the best part of my day so far ) > > > > thank you again, that was just what I needed to hear. > > > > Amanda > > > > , " " <@> wrote: > > > > > > I had to change the heading as this is more appropriate to what you are communicating. > > > > > > During this time Amanda you will be cleansed and rebalanced. Inside of these cleanings your conscious mind that is sooo used to being in control and understanding everything will not be allowed to have control over certain areas of these changes or understand them. Your ego control oriented mind will need to trust in the process. > > > > > > In comparison to the Kundalini we are as children. When infants do your kids always know and understand the actions of their mother? Are they able to understand that driving a car requires the knowledge and experience and trust of the other drivers on the road? > > > > > > Are they able to grasp the concept of why they need to where clothes when they are an infant? Not typically. We just go ahead and dress them anyway! And they do not always like that! - lol! > > > > > > This can be as a description of how we are inside of the Kundalini transformations. We are swaddled and dressed in the ways of enlightenment. We are cleaned and bathed and changed (when needed). That we have a problem with that may not be of the highest priority at this point. Our concerns do get answered though in time. Kundalini Shakti is the ultimate Mother. She cares and helps you even though you do not as yet have the understanding to the " whys " and the " ways " of that assistance. > > > > > > Trust in these aspects of your transformation dear Amanda. Your clarity will improve just do your best to get out of your own way. By this I mean do your best to NOT resist any of the changes being given. Yes sometimes it can be sad or it can hurt a little or become and inconvenience but nothing is being " done " to you that isnt aiding you and helping you into a better understanding. > > > > > > Nice going with your own " volitional cleansing's " as well! Shows you ARE up to this and that your journey is what has been decided long ago. - blessings to you! - chrism > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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