weird occurance

August 27, 2009

I've been sick for almost a week now. I think I had a fever but cant really tell

because my K was running hot too. I've been doing a lot of emotional healing so

don't know what to pin this sickness on, so I stopped trying, lol. But 2 nights

ago I woke up drenched in sweat, literally in a pool, had to make sure I didn't

pee myself, lol. Then the next day, yesterday, I was feeling a lot better and I

had this certain feeling that my sickness had finally resolved.

Then the pressure in my head begins to intensify again before class and I get

extremely congested and my symptoms come back during class. After class I can

barely move, my bones are aching again, and I'm just feeling like augh... So I

go to bed early and my attention goes straight to the pressure in my head again,

and my neck, and the pain in my sacral spine and a sharp pain in my left thigh.

With my compassionate intention, I'm watching all of this. Then they begin to

open up and no longer feel like pain but rather concentrated energy. But here's

the weird part, my focus then centered on the pressure in the center of my

brain. As I'm laying there, it begins to expand all around my head, then travels

down my body. It continues to expand down my torso, down my arms, and when it

reaches my feet, I begin to feel this cooling sweat. I laid there feeling this

cooling sweat and feeling this expansive energy coming from the center of my

brain for over an hour and all of my symptoms went away. It was like I wasn't

sick at all. I had to get up to use the bathroom and my whole bed was drenched

again. I got back and had to reposition myself because it was too wet, lol. Then

I was finally able to go to sleep and woke up with all of my symptoms back.

Still have to go further in this part of the journey, but it's ok, for the first

time, I don't mind being sick, and I have a feeling that it's either my ego

resisting the change that's happening to me on the emotional level, or my body's

detoxifying from all of the suppressed and repressed emotional memories coming

to the surface to be integrated.

well, just found that experience a bit odd, and interesting and wanted to share

peace and love to you guys and gals

craig (aka Curley)

August 27, 2009

Dear Craig,This is cleansing of Nadis and detoxification

also...................................shrikant

--- On Fri, 28/8/09, phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9 wrote:

phoenix.ing9 <phoenix.ing9

weird occurance

Friday, 28 August, 2009, 8:25 AM

I've been sick for almost a week now.

August 27, 2009

Hi Curly, (:

Interesting that you just wrote this. I had a couple days of intense emotions,

crying geez suck it up Deb! No worries I know its a releasing and have been

needing to sleep a lot! (although its raining here constantly which always puts

me in a good sleep) Usually its not to much sleep - keep having that snake

feeling thick in the back all night up and down up the right side of my neck -

in the back and my forehead is being squeezed - a lot of stuff like that during

the night - and of course beautiful energy running feelings too but sooo tired.

I know its the k - it'll pass -also the woman humming and noises a bit louder -

but we know its all good Craig - I'm really glad you wrote this though maybe its

just time for a bit of a work over! And hey - we are so happy you didn't pee

yourself, but if you did (just in case in the future you do haha) ...we'd like

you anyway! Feel free to pee yourself Craig! Feel Free! (: Are you getting an

arsenal of chi balls ready to throw at me? hahaha

I have had nights of that shaking like a fever - sweating - and more fever like

stuff - when you lay your head on your pillow on the side with your ear on the

pillow - do you hear anything? Right now as I write this I feel many

sensations on my head...of course that may be something you just threw at

me...so no more suppressing and repressing...just boogle it on out - anyway it

goes whether by teasw or epe - just feel free Curly! (yeah those are suppose to

be boogle words) I get that feeling in the middle of my brain too - its a

strange feeling but how great is that - we are getting a good working over too!

When I go off to sleep I see that chakra on the forehead - sometimes it looks

like a vortex - although an open vortex - kinda wet too - last night it looked

like a wheel, with triangles inside and some symbols on it - sometimes its like

a lamp going on and off in my head -

Those sharp pains in the thighs I had a lot over the last year - felt like a

stabbing - in a pleasant k way hahaha - its funny because the cold air always

blows through my knees and thighs and I keep looking down to see if there are

holes there...like a screen with that cold air blowing through. I'm really glad

you wrote about that pain in your thighs - that one always had me thinking

twice! So not that I'm happy you're having pains in your thighs (and always the

same place?) just isn't it nice to know its normal!

I love those shakes and sweats...feels like we're being taken care of...so shake

and sweat Curly! And now that you told me about your head expanding and

traveling downward if that ever happens to me - It'll be that much easier to

surrender..

Maybe the healing session we're doing - all that partying in the diamond...

And hows the arm twitching going? But I don't think you're sick - you're just

electrified...

Throwing a chi ball at ya! Feel Better! (:

Deb(:

August 28, 2009

happy travel phoenix , your taking off..don't forget to bring me back some soup

ingredients ...

love purple

, " phoenix.ing9 "

<phoenix.ing9 wrote:

>

> I've been sick for almost a week now. I think I had a fever but cant really

tell because my K was running hot too. I've been doing a lot of emotional

healing so don't know what to pin this sickness on, so I stopped trying, lol.

But 2 nights ago I woke up drenched in sweat, literally in a pool, had to make

sure I didn't pee myself, lol. Then the next day, yesterday, I was feeling a lot

better and I had this certain feeling that my sickness had finally resolved.

>

> Then the pressure in my head begins to intensify again before class and I get