strange dreams

[Guest guest]

Hi my fellow kundalites,

 

Been having some weird dreams. This morning I woke up to a dream I didn't feel

so great about. I could hardly eat it made me sick to my stomach. So here it is

.... (hahaha - such gifts I bring )

 

 

I was walking with a couple family members??? to the beach - I love to go to the

lake. Anyway the way we went - there is a rather bad area for a few blocks. When

I was a kid I had friends that lived close to the lake and many times would ride

my bike that way...these few blocks changed as growing up. Sometimes there would

be men outside drinking too much liquor and standing outside together making

inappropriate comments to girls going by...it is still out in the open so its

fine to travel, but I would always have an uneasy feeling going through

there...and sometimes see little children not being taken care of so nicely.

 

Anyway I am walking to the beach and come to the corner - there are all these

puppies...they don't look so healthy...just so many of them...all different

sizes...I realize I think I stepped on one...the size of a small stone...I get

the feeling they are someones around here but there are so many how will they

feed them...I say watch where you are walking to the others...This gives me an

uneasy feeling...

 

Then we turn the corner...this was really disgusting for me...We are walking

past this bad area and see kinda like open garages with blood dripping from the

walls inside...I feel sick to my stomach...I realize these people are doing

something to the dogs...something not nice...making them have all these babies I

think so they can sell the puppies for money...I realize the people are so poor

that they feel they have to do this to survive...still the dogs are being so

mistreated obviously...we keep walking but the feeling of this lingers....

 

as we are walking one of the dogs - full grown come after me...I think it is

very angry and don't know what it will do...I don't know what to do to help all

these dogs...there are so many .... so many to take care of...what can I

do?...so the dog comes after me (in everyday life I am a dog lover - an animal

lover - I am not afraid of dogs - although there have been some loose dogs as a

child that use to chase us and try to bite - but overall I grew up with German

Shepards and labs and other dogs)

 

 

So this dog comes after me...I am almost to the gate that leads to the lake ...

I can see the lake sparkling... I want to help the dog although I still feel it

may attack me...I see a hose and wash the dog off and give the dog water and

nourishment...it seems better?...but as I reach the gate I think of all the

other dogs?

 

Then next scene I'm in this room - its perhaps an office or place of work but

the walls have spraypaint all over - the place is a dump - I am meeting this guy

here - to do some work ??? Its strange this guy who is coming was in my

dream...he's a local barber...he is kinda the town gossip...I don't go to him

but know him...he is married with lots of kids...he has affairs all the time -

no judgment there just stating this - one time I was in a local restaurant and

my friend joked how I like to go for night rides - he became a bit too intrigued

with this - (everyone always thinks I'm off doing something other than what I do

- which is going to the forest -- looking up at the stars - enjoying the peace -

watching the animals - i love the night - but of course you know everyone thinks

I must be up to no good - my life is not that interesting! ha)

Anyway being the local gossip I was not so thrilled that he now knew this...of

course he gave me a hard time and also was hitting on me hard - normally I

wouldn't care but like I said he likes to stir up trouble and my parents still

live in this little town) So in real life - this was a few years ago - I avoid

him and do not see him...but anyway for some reason I am meeting him there - I

know its for some work - not for anything sexual btw in my dream.

 

I have to go to the bathroom in my dream - go outside ? to the outside bathroom

- but someone is watching (bathrooms always make me lucid! ha) go inside and he

walks in - I wake up...

 

This part of the dream was short - really it was all those puppies and those

dogs being treated horribly - the blood and everything just made me sick to my

stomach. I don't know why I dreamt it except that I have been thinking of this k

community in a good way as a way of nourishing many - and did have the question

that evening of how this place could be financially fiscal and able to feed and

take care of everyone...I was thinking so many things on how to do this once the

land was available - even selling organic foods - ect - was wondering why we

live in such a society hahaha - so maybe I had this dream because I was

concerned about this - hence the hungry dogs - I don't know

 

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Then tonight I dozed off and had a beautiful dream (I sorta was thinking today I

would like a nice dream) anyway this big white bird was flying in the air - I

guess I was too - it started going down for its landing - it was holding

something for me - it went straight down like a helicopter - there was a partial

wall inbetween us so I couldn't see what it was carrying. I went down with it -

When we got to the bottom we took a step out from the wall and it gave me guess

what???

 

A Golden Egg!!! That must be a good thing right? (:

 

 

See yesterday I was thinking on the K community again - I was imagining all

sorts of stuff - people with different skills teaching all others - healing area

- different forms of gigong - different meditation practices - a similar robert

monroe clinic area - every sort of teaching - I saw beautiful art from every

religion buddhist temple with beautiful art and paintings - a Hindu temple with

Shakti and Shiva statues - just beautiful paintings - a Christian...on and on...

I saw American Indians helping with their teachings - I saw all these little

housings areas spread out for people to commune with nature - I saw beautiful

forests and abundant nature - I saw a place in the middle where people would

gather and walking through every thing imaginable that anyone would want to

learn or partake of and noone was turned away - I saw fields of crops growing

and people donating time to take care of these - I saw eastern - western all

together very beautiful - I saw people coming from all over to spend time alone

and work on creative pursuits of an uplifting nature - writing books, making

music - on and on...I saw bonfires at night and lots of fun - I saw people in

spiritual crisis a place to come for real help and guidance - I saw many

choosing to live there at one with nature - I saw many visiting - on and on.

Then I was wondering how if we had the abundance for the land ect - how to keep

it going - how to be open to teach everyone and yet still keep the place going

in the way of paying bills - I was wondering if some of the creative pursuits

would be donated (a portion ) to the place - I was thinking about the selling of

the food but also wondering how we would feed everyone...

I was thinking that people could go here for retreats and if they couldnt

contribute with money could donate some of their time - I don't know but this

was on my mind the actual day to day running of the place - so maybe thats why

the dream of all those puppies -

 

Although I will tell you something nice...as I was thinking of all these people

coming together sharing their talents, skills, shaktipats and on and on

.... I was having the most incredible movings electrical beautiful fluid

infusings of kundalini running through me. So it was great!

 

But I don't know why the blood and all the so small puppies...is that how I view

living in this society - I don't know - but YUCK! (:

 

But I like the golden egg -

 

Sorry about this rambling on -

 

Its Saturday night - did you miss my ramblings? (:

 

Love to you all!

Deb (:

[Guest guest]

i have no answers about the puppies but wanted to tell you i loved the image you

had of a community where folks from all over come together and work for the

benefit of all - there are communities like this all over and growing - no

Kundalini ones that I know of - your vision is also my vision Deb- a Kundalini

community - we have a cyber ashram here on this site yet i long for a physical

manifestation of a K ashram...

 

and wondering how to sustain it has been in my thoughts also - it takes a

purpose - a common dream- a group that are dedicated to the dream and a

willingness to give for the good of all as well as in this world - $ - or

donations of necessary items like land- materials to build houses- materials for

sustaining a source of water -the ability to feed large groups initially until

food can be grown and then finding sources to keep the community viable -

 

it takes strong leadership - without which no community can survive

 

skills like tolerance, honesty, forgiveness, trust, surrender, gratitude, love

and a sense of humor ( inner joy)and of course cooperation, an ability to step

back and be open to other viewpoints and oh so many more...

 

living in community is not easy - it takes a deep commitment to a dream - a

vision-

 

yesterday i was reading two magazines one Sacred Fire where chrism's article

Holiness appeared and Awareness from southern Ca - both talk about community -

how to choose one - what it takes to survive and they say first off " do your

homework " Findhorn in Scotland is mentioned by many as being a good model for a

sustainable community - it has a very interesting history - service is a big

part of what this community does and one reason it has survived.

 

so keep those dreams alive Deb - for it is our dreams that may lead us to the

answers to the how to of community...

 

we are a unique group of folks - we all have gifts that can help others in so

many ways - and we are all on the way to becoming more than we have been and

more than we ever thought possible- we have gifts that can help the earth

survive the stresses it is experiencing and offer guidance to those who are

willing to give what it takes to survive all the changes

 

community will be paramount in this survival - i feel those who stay will be

those who have been gifted with the changes needed physically, mentally ,

psychologically, emotionally and spiritually to live with the many earthly

changes that may occur -

 

now who might this be????

 

somethings happening here - what it is ain't exactly clear ....

 

so many of us on the same wavelength thinking and even dreaming the same things

- interesting yes???

 

e ( my thoughts only )

[Guest guest]

Thanks ,

 

I love your post and always think of you there helping running the

place...hahaha well you know you do have those good organizational skills -

(:(:

 

I want to look up Findhorn on the internet one day - sounds great!

I've never seen a spiritual magazine - must be fun to read - thank you for

sending all those articles in ... thank God for you and all you do! (: (:

 

Much love to you in those mountains of yours with that endless southwestern sky

and beautiful red rock! They too are lucky to have you!

 

Debs (:

 

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