Guest guest Posted August 31, 2009 Report Share Posted August 31, 2009 Hello Tiffany, Nice to read you! Yes right now for you its a matter of balance and intake. How much energy can be given for you to be able to be without fear? Pain will often equate into a fear distortion of reality even if it isnt damaging. So my question for you is: Are you ready to go deeper into the process? Even if it includes some discomfort? Often for great changes to be given some discomfort may also be given if nothing else but through the strangeness of the transformation. - lol! So please for yourself test this out by going ahead and doing the Tibetans again for no more than nine reps or less. Do this twice a day and let us observe how you respond. Please include the after meditation as described on the youtube video. Seeeeeee how you feel for this first. Take note of your dreams and the way you interact through emotions with others. - blessings dear Tiffany!- chrism , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia wrote: > > Hi Chrism. It has been awhile since I was advised to discontinue the Tibetans. Since the Shaktipat is coming up I need some advice on how I can prepare before it begins. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2009 Report Share Posted August 31, 2009 I do know I am ready to become more serious in the process. I have decided to abstain from alcohol and do what I need to do to push through. I have opened a connection to my higher self and I feel in my heart of hearts that I am finally ready to move forward. I have long been contemplating my intentions. What is it I really want? I looked into all of my desires so I could find the truth. This was a drawn out process.. being completely honest and figuring out if I had a hidden agenda. I realized that even if all of my desires were met, I ultimately want to be a channel for the source. TO be one with the I am. I have learned something about fear. It is illusion. It isn't real. It is a perception of the unknown. I know this now. I know to be impartial now regarding my surroundings. I had an astral experience not so long ago. In this experience, I was around my body and said, " I want to be scared! Lets do this! " I asked for the scariest things to come to me so I could grow. As my fear had left me quite some time ago, I wanted to see if it was really gone. They did not appear. I was ready to face my fears and I am ready now. I was asking regarding the shaktipat so I would know what the sensations were so they could pass through me without concern. So I didn't mess up the energy influx. Now it seems silly, I mean is there really an answer for that? Besides how is it surrender if you micro-manage everything. I guess I answered my own question there lol. As far as dreams I have had a recurring one since Kundalini started. I mean recurring as in EVERY NIGHT. Ever since my first heart chakra entity clearing dream in which I was in a dilapidated messy hut with intruders, the house dreams are incessant. Each time the house gets nicer. It gets bigger. The room that is the primary focus changes each and every time. It starts messy and covered in trash, then becomes clean and elaborate. In these dreams I am always wanting to move into the home, but it isnt ready for some reason, there is something wrong with it where I cant move in yet. That or there are people there that need to leave. The people that are occupying the houses with me (unwanted guests) are becoming less and less. So yes, I am ready for the discomfort. After I wrote the email you just responded to, I was led to sign after sign to connect with my higher self. My higher self says all will be well. That it is here with me. I am ready to move forward. I will keep in touch with my dreams and meditations. I will begin the tibetans twice a day. When I wake up, and before bed. Thank you Chrism, and sorry for my novel of an email, LOL! -Tiffany S , " " <> wrote: > > Hello Tiffany, > Nice to read you! Yes right now for you its a matter of balance and intake. How much energy can be given for you to be able to be without fear? Pain will often equate into a fear distortion of reality even if it isnt damaging. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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